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I was fucking right boys

I was being cheated on

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I am an idiot, and life is such sweet bullshit

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I want to hold you, I want to be held by you

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I’m scared to eat. To gain weight

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Ooooooh boy

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Why’d I have to go and love someone who’ll never love me back

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You know what hurts the most?

When you give someone your heart completely and they still can’t trust you because of how bad they’ve been hurt before.

You can’t do anything. Even all the love you throw at them, they still won’t trust it.

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Often when people we used to care deeply for leave our lives we tend to hang on to bits and pieces of them that used to make us feel warm and happy but now only makes us feel worse, remember what we had and realize that we don’t have that anymore and never can again. Not with them anyway.

And in hanging on to bits and pieces of them, you aren’t letting in room for anyone else. All the room in your heart is used up by someone who won’t ever return it.

You need to spring clean your phone, and your notes, your notebooks and your heart. Delete/remove everything you saved. It’s hard, especially to delete the messages and memories, but in doing so you’ll make room for someone else. Someone who’ll care. Someone who’ll love you unlike the one who made you hurt.

Maybe they did love you at some point, but not anymore and you need to let go and let there be room for someone else who’ll love you like you love them and more.

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He said that I am

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What if he decides I’m not worth the wait

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I’m a walking dick of a human

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I thought I was getting better

Lamoooooo

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Whose a horrible person?

I’m a horrible person.

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This blog is a big part of my problem

I need to be happy

I need to love myself

I need to believe that I’m beautiful and worth something.

I need to tell someone when I’m sad, not write it all down instead on this sad blog

This website with deeply sad people.

I am amazing

I am beautiful

I am smart

I am perfect as I am

I don’t need to change

I am loved

I love me

I need to myself this. I will tell myself this. But not on this blog.

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You knew it would break me, but that didn’t stop you from doing it.

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How can you explain to someone why your sad if you don’t even know yourself?