little-nao

[little-nao]

Dearest, little kitten I kissed soon.

It’s been two months since we decided to be us, though we’re not currently under any romantic relationship, but I’m still here with you. Recalling closer to the moment, all I ask is for you to stay and here you go, you’re still here with me and I super appreciate it (must’ve been tired of watching me in daily!).

Little did you know, I never thought of ending my relationship with you, I do love you a lot. I found my comfort in you which I didn’t get in pas two years and yes it feels so warm until I don’t wanna let this situation gone forever. It’s kinda hard to find someone who makes you feel comfortable around, right?

You do agree it. That’s just a secret of two of us, okay! I feel no burden when you’re around, I feel a lot of happiness comes to me oh my god. Sometimes I thought I just won a jackpot and a good fortune is on me, perhaps the lady luck love me that much.

Meeting you is one of the best thing happened this year, you’re such a warm and good person inside though the cover is super independent and cool, I admit it. But yes they said don’t judge a book by it’s cover! By saying it, I do love your personality, you’re always be yourself and that’s what making me fall in love in you deeper.

He falls first and he fell deeper!

But I never regret my decision to be with you, I’m so thankful to have you. Perhaps, for the next wish is for you to be my girlfriend. I’ve reflected my self a lot I swear, argh, you can believe me!

Love, happy 2nd and happy birthday.

[little-nao]

Dearest, the sunshine on my darkest day.

There’s nothing I can say but I love you, a lot. Since a while ago, I realized I love you very much. You know, when you truly love someone, you really want to protect them and shower them with affection. And I really wanna do it, for you.

This month might not the best one for us, rather than the ups, the otherwise more dominant. It’s either I’m questioning your feeling or when you broke me up or that certain accident– however, I do a lot of self reflect upon this. I’m might not a perfect boyfriend but I’d try to be one, for you.

I was regretting my mistakes which make the gap between us bigger, and I’m really sad for seeing you cry because of me. I realized and aware, that was a dumbest and foolest action of mine.. That won’t happened anymore, I can promise. For real, I cried, too. Imagining I spend the rest of my journey without you, it would really takes a long time.

It breaks me when I recalled, I broke your trust and disappoint you. Thinking about it again, I’m really dumb... However, thank you for giving me another chance to love you and protect you from the weird people out there, though I still have no clue about the exact reason.

Be honest, I'm so grateful to have you, here with me, again. I love you to the fullest! Anyways, after the deep talk and our little chit chat the moment you broke me up, I feel alive since I feel like I’m seeing your color, again. So, days before you broke me up, you’re thinking about it right, you’re busy and wanna broke me up?

Now I know what I should act like, and what to say. Just to remind you, I talked and asked less, but I really wanna know anything about you. I will always listen to you, no matter what. Hence, don't heasitate to tell me anything, don’t keep it to yourself. I’d rather seeing you nagging or such than seeing you energyless while you talked to me. Not to complain, though.

I miss you, a lot.

I love you, a lot.

Please, don’t be tired of loving me.

[little-nao]

Dearest, someone whose lips I kissed this past month.

You might or might not be tired by reading this so called a love letter. Frankly speaking, I wasn’t good with words, I tend to show my affection towards my actions and gifts. Yet, I wanna try to show how much I love you through this not-well-made sentences.

A month passed since the day I make you mine, I still remember you’re on denial phase until we did some kind of deep talk or whatsoever. All I said back then until now, would never changed. I will love you, will listen to you, talk to you no matter what, I will be here with you.

I must’ve said this before, I’m madly in love with you. The way I got giggle in every of your cute demeanor, I mean, look at you, so tiny and cute and mine, I wanna eat you and kiss you and pinch. Little one, I love whenever you sulk at me though it makes me thrill a bit. Yet it’s fun to tease you around, I wanna kiss your lips whenever you got sulk or angry at me. Damn, that’s so cute of you, I can even smile just by imagining it.

However, I wanna say thank you for believing me. Anything you did for me, I’m so grateful and beyond happy to have you by my side, and I hope it’d always be like that. The way you encourage me, the way your words comfort me a lot, I’m so.. *teary eyes*

I was just a human still, I just could state my hope.. or it should be a wish? The rest I’d give it to the God and the nature. I always hope that we could be together for long, I want this comfort stay last long, hence, it’d be good if we keep maintain our communication; always talk to each other about anything. And if someday, or there’s something I did happen to hurt you unintentionally, please always do tell me, okay?

I truly love you, really, love you a lot. This is kind of cheesy but I feel like I couldn’t live without you. MALU BANGET. Baby, I’m fully aware that I haven’t know much about yet, but I will try to discover more about you soon or later. I love to talk about you, for real, I could give my whole time just to know you more.

Well, happy first month. Let’s celebrate your birthday together, shall we?

[little-nao]

To, someone whose existence I cherished the most.

This is another letter I put on our tale, this might be the candy one or might not. Hehe, lately, I’ve been feeling a lot of excitement, thanks to; Naoya. Really, I could smile a lot, laugh, feel like I have no burden to carry on. Well, knowing those feelings, I wanna keep you forever in my pocket. I do love you, a lot. I’m deeply madly in love with you, I can tell. Duh, I have nothing to regret since the last time I made my decision; to love you. I feel super and mega greateful to have you by my side.

More to say, a reminder, you have me here, baby. I’m willing to do literally anything, no need to carry everything all alone. There’s no way I could let my boyfriend suffer or struggling with something. Hence, please count me in anything you did.

HEY SOUNDS LIKE I’M OBSESSED.

Baby, honestly, I felt so unique being the only one that could see your cuteness. NONE COULD SEE IT FUCK MY BOYFRIEND IS SO CUTE MUST PROTECT!! Though you made me mad a lot, you’re nagging a lot, you curse a lot. Damn, it’s odd I found it cute.

Nothing left to say, I do really love you a lot. I love you, I love you.

[little-nao]

To, someone whose existence brought me to the greatest universe.

Until the time I utter this, I still couldn’t believe I’d be head-to-toe for you. The enemy-to-lovers troupe we had; might be a cliche one for the muggles, but not for us. Bet the two of us know this better than anybody.

The moment I confess my feeling, that could be my best night or otherwise; since I don’t even know how you consider me as. I told you my honest thoughts, in the middle of the night, and me half sleeping. It turned out to be a good start for us. I am somehow thankful that you’re sparking your curiosity, asking me this and that, or I would wait for the right moment, which might take a very long time and be late.

Every single thing I said to you, I meant it. I care a lot about you, I wanted you to be happy, I don’t want anything or anybody to bother you but me, I don’t want you to sad or even cry, or at least cry for me on the bed. However, my actions or words might hurt you someday without me realizing it, when it happened please do tell me right away.

Argh, did you know, I have the urge to keep you inside my pocket, keeping you safe and sound. None could touch you, not even this shitty world. I want to protect my little meow meow, make sure you’re doing alright. Baby, you’ve done well until now, I cherished your existence and I’m so proud of you. But rather than be a better person for me, aren’t you should be a better person for yourself? For a better Nao. [cheers]

Again, I’ll always be here for you, rooting for you, I’ll be helping you out whenever you want me to. I’m might not the best person, I’m still a human, I made mistakes, too. Hence, let’s be there for each other, love ?