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dont listen to catswing first thing in the morning. it turns you into battat.

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yknow what would be the nail in the coffin, so to speak?

what if pomnis personality is a perfect combination of kaufmo and ribbits?

what if ribbit was chaotic and silly? what if they were always able to keep up with jaxs energy? what if they were his partner in crime?

what if kaufmo, despite his bad jokes and possible short temper (?), was still sweet and kind? what if he wanted to get everyone out of there and save everyone?

what if jax was finally getting used to pomni being so much like the friend he just lost (kaufmo), and her complete 180 in this recent episode was why he pushed her away? what if he couldnt bear looking at her anymore because all he would see is ribbit or kaufmo?

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"dude, youre a cartoon clown. how am i suppose to take you seriously?"

did anyone else think of kaufmo when jax said this? did anyone else think about the fact that earlier in the episode, jax took the time to specify that shes a jester, not a clown? that maybe hes had a conversation, an argument just like this one? that ended almost exactly the same? or maybe it had a happier ending, and thats why he tries so hard to make pomni hate him? because, before, the small victory of happiness didnt last long before he lost another friend?

anyone else thinking about that? no? just me? okay.

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"nah nah, go on, do it. prove to me that i dont mean that much to you. prove that you dont actually care. because i dont want to have to force you into it. i dont want to hurt you. so shoot me of your own free will before i make you hate me."

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two more cause i couldnt fit them

collection of screenshots from my favorite (/hj) scene

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collection of screenshots from my favorite (/hj) scene

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jax didnt fight back because hes scared he might hurt pomni more. he wants to make her hate him, so he can protect her. shes still naive enough to think that everything can be fixed with a little bit of friendship. he wants to preserve that (possibly because she reminds him of kaufmo and ribbit in that way). the only way to do so is to push her away and make her hate him. because if she hates him, then he cant make her abstract, can he? it wouldnt be his fault. he wouldnt have to live with the guilt of a third person losing their mind because of him.

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oh, kinda like you rn?

OH SHIT KINDA LIKE YOU RIGHT NOW-

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"jax is gonna do something to make himself itredeemable!"

bitch he just made me want to wrap him up and hug him, i love him even more now, fight me

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i think i may have died a little

time to go back and watch it again so i can collect screenshots!!

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1 minute until the premiere i am VIBRATING IN MY SEAT my hands are shaking SO HARD RN god i am PUMPED for this episode

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ohhh nooo oops ahhhh i accidentally tripped and misclicked and now this is reblogged to my main ohhh nooooo oops-

poor things, well we should definitely make this easier on them by never repeatedly mentioning their name and deeds on the "reblog things forever" website

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"toriel is a horrible person" "i hate sans in deltarune" "god forbid a woman have a break every once in a while" "thats just sans why are you mad" how about everybody shut up and listen to what i have to say

deltarune is an incredibly complex game. it has some incredibly complex characters and story lines, and toriel and sans are no different.

look. i love soriel just as much as the next undertale multishipper. those two, in the context of undertale, are perfect for each other. same sense of humor, same amount (or very similar amount) of care for frisk, both in need of someone they can truly count on. so hell yeah, the silly skeleton and goat mom can be together.

the thing is. in deltarune. its not so simple.

in deltarune, sans isnt close with kris. sans probably doesnt even care about kris all that much. in chapter 1, he even says that kris had never really met him before. all this to say, the relationship kris has with sans is nothing like the relationship frisk has with sans. and, by proxy, the relationship we have with sans in deltarune is entirely different from our relationship with him in undertale.

as for toriel, its a lot more complicated. in undertale, she goes out of her way to save frisk multiple times, to protect frisk despite having just met them. she has that "i just met you but id literally die for you" kind of motherly vibes. but toriel in deltarune? shes been kris's mom for their entire life, as far as we know. shes had to put up with every little thing kris has ever done, all of their antics their whole life, while also dealing with a clingy ex husband, working a full time job as a teacher, and missing her older child, who is alive and well and at college. she loves kris, yes, but the way a tired single mother who rarely gets a break does rather than a lonely mother figure who rarely gets visitors. once again, our relationship with undertale toriel is vastly different from our relationship with deltarune toriel.

so heres what i think about the toriel and sans scene at the end of chapter four. to put it plainly and simply, it pisses me off. both toriel and sans are being irresponsible and selfish.

"oh but toriel deserves to take a break and have fun" yes, but theres a few things here. one, she didnt seem to care that kris came home so late. sure, that could be seen as toriel trusting kris to be safe and whatever, but dont you think shed be a little more wary, what with the whole dess situation from years before? two, shes drinking on a sunday night after a CHURCH choir rehearsal. which, again, not necessarily bad, but its how far she went with it, getting basically blackout drunk with a guy who wasnt even drinking. and three, sans. just. everything about the fact that hes there. he didnt need to be there. and he could have stopped toriel from going to far with the drinking but he didnt. he let her keep drinking until she could barely stand straight and laughed it off like it was fine. like kris wasnt going to come home at some point and see that. like kris didnt need to sleep that night. like kris didnt even exist.

the thing that pisses me off so much is that it shows, first of all, how little sans cares about kris, and second of all, how that mentality of his is rubbing off on toriel.

and yeah, sure, argue that thats "just how sans is" but please recognize that thats not a good thing. sans not caring and rubbing that off on toriel is not a good thing. because thats how kids get neglected. thats how kids get inadvertently hurt by their own parents, who are supposed to love and protect them.

and yeah, toriel doesnt know that kris and susie are "doing a deltarune", as i saw one person argue. but she does know something is going on. she knows kris is doing something thats incredibly draining and probably not super healthy, and shes not pushing because she respects them, but she does know. shes a mother. moms know these kinds of things. and for her to just. not care. at all. to drink and dance and play loud music late into the night, even after kris gets home, and to do so until susie, who ran away from it, has to come back and literally yell at toriel and sans to shut up. thats not okay.

thats bad parenting. toriel may not be a bad mom, and im not saying she is, but shes definitely doing some pretty bad things that are going to have lasting, awful effects on her relationship with her own kid.

thats what pisses me off about that scene. thats why im mad at toriel. thats why i hate deltarune sans but still love undertale sans. thats why i love the complexity of deltarune so much.

and also? people are entitled to their fucking opinions. if someone hates soriel in deltarune for whatever reason, as long as they arent calling other people stupid for liking it, theyre allowed to hate soriel in deltarune. do whatever you want forever. just dont come at people for differing opinions.

peace out, i guess.

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thinking about tennas intro. how the "HEY EVERY !" motif is actually the tv time motif. how that jingle, that tune, probably belonged to tenna first.

thinking about how, before spamton came along, the only difference in the intro was probably the "egg" being an actual egg and not a pipis.

thinking about how tenna probably changed the end of the intro to include spamton when the addison came into the picture. how theres the little blue tenna that was probably spamton. how spamtons name can be fit so easily into that jingle. "spamton and tennas tv time!"

thinking about how tenna probably had the egg changed into a pipis in the intro, with only the slightest bit of guilt when he remembers that he kept one, treats her like royalty, despite what spamton did, despite how he left so abruptly and never came back. how he probably whispers to her at night, apologizing for using a pipis in the intro, telling her that hed never do that to her, that he loves her, that he would never leave her behind.

thinking about how spamton stole that motif, claimed it as his own, fooled us all into thinking it was his, when it was tennas all along. how all spamton does is steal from others. tennas suit during his big shot era and his motif. swatches glasses. how a few of his vocal glitches are lines pulled from elsewhere in the game, stealing even the words out of other peoples mouths.

thinking about tenna spraying spamton with foam, calling him a rat. thinking about tenna, after he ran off, breaking down, because he did in fact recognize the mailman, but he panicked. he panicked and wasnt thinking and he was out of the room with his daughter, their daughter, before he could stop himself. and now spamton would never want to see him again, right? he messed up. again.

thinking about tenna in castle town, claiming to be so small to fit in the room, when really hes fighting to stay that big, because all he can think about is how happy and excited spamton had sounded when he saw the pipis, all he can think about is the disappointment and regret in the mailmans voice when he told kris hed never do that again. all he can think about is what he lost because he panicked.

thinking about how, even if he ends up going to mettaton, hes always, always going to regret doing that to spamton. how, as sweet as it is that mettaton gives him so much attention, his heart will forever and always hold a special place for his first and most painful love.

thinking about tenna and spamton and the absolute train wreck that they are, both separate and together.

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Meow

meow

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we’re so cooked bro 😭😭😭

so so so cooked lmao

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holy fuck thats amazing