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hey friendly psa/reminder that with the seasons changing right now, a lot of people with mood disorders (and even people without them) can get all messed up and wonky from that so try to go a little easy on yourself if you find yourself spiraling or getting emotional a lot lately okay? youre doin your best. love u

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they put bugs in my brain that tell me scott pilgrim is transgender

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"‘mech pilots are horny because they get sweaty and fuck after the fights’ you pedestrian, mech pilots are horny because the neural feedback loop from striking an acquired target w/ +90% accuracy on a full flight of LRMs makes most pilots leak in their seat. It’s not about two pilots, separated by mountains of metal, learning to mutually respect the others skill it’s about how these industrial war machines have direct lines into their nervous systems and an oxytocin & dopamine tap directly linking destruction to pleasure."

-twitter user nyetalia

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can we call coming out as a little "coming out of the toybox"

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im sorry i fell asleep while we were doing kink play, you just made me feel safe and comfortable for the first time in my life and my brain and body collapsed into a sense of relief so profound that unconsciousness gripped me in a softly iron grasp and i was finally able to understand the meaning of the word "rest". it will happen again.

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There’s six guys who live in this flat and all they do all day is play WoW and watch movies. Waking up at 2pm every day and there’s always just someone asleep on the bed near all the multimonitor computer setups. There’s always music playing and it feels like a recovery day every day, padding around blearily in pyjamas or underwear. Old hoodies from defunct school teams. They’ve got this system where they’re selling their excess computing power to companies and hosting all this warez, and they’re stealing the internet from the business next door anyway and getting welfare on top of all that. They’re self sufficient and never go outdoors except to buy more fast food, and even then only in the dark. But then one of them wakes up dead some heavy afternoon. He’s just dead and they don’t know why but maybe the floor covered in fast food wrappings is a clue. They don’t want to tell the cops because of the purgatory den they live in and the illegality that supports it, and as far as they know he never had any actual parents. So it’s trouble. It’s taking a long trip out to the forest and thinking about how stars are so far away for the first time in a long time. It’s sweating in the cold air and digging a hole all night with your brand new shovels to leave him alone in. And it’s a long few days cracking all his passwords to keep his identity and associated payments persisting. Until the rhythm of waking up every day at 2pm to play WoW for nine hours and half watch a movie on your other monitor takes over again. It’s the same as it ever was except now there’s a room no one ever goes in.

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My transmasc brother is possibly the most misogynistic person I know. Like, he's the only person I know who calls women bad drivers and makes constant jokes at women's expense.

it feels completely & utterly crazy that we’re not allowed to point out that transmascs reflect the same misogyny seen in the cis male population. but somehow every time we talk about this being an abject & awful problem for the women of the trans community, a bunch of self-identified male feminists will launch into #NotAllMen arguments

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this gender abolitionist has plentiful critiques of transition but nothing to say of cisgenderedness. which could mean nothing

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To The Person Who Was Sitting Near Me On The Train - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is out Nov 7th and is available to pre-order here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

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Scrolling through tumblr these days is like scrolling through a field of corpses: Awesome black political blogger I used to follow, Awesome black political blogger I used to follow, trans woman I used to follow, Awesome Latino political blogger I used to follow, Awesome native political blogger I used to follow, trans woman I didn't follow but still knew, Awesome nonbinary political blogger I used to follow, trans woman I used to follow, trans woman I used to follow, black blogger who mostly just posted funny stuff I used to follow, etm.

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transfem: *applies a tiny fraction of the social scrutiny she experiences to people around her to try to prevent the cycle of social violence from repeating*

everyone around her: "yeah idk, dude seems like really self centered and paranoid and mean and bitter so theyre probably a psychotic narcissistic abuser or something, ya know? I wonder what theyre like mad. We should find out so we can see if theyre a danger to people. By the way, dont a lot of their interactions and emotions seem fake to you? Honestly seems like a real case of mean girl syndrome."

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Arca Kick II

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Ik everyone has no money and lots of places they wish they could send it, but consider giving ur favorite paycheck-to-paycheck transsexual some cash, she's got $9.57 in the bank, a week before payday, and prescriptions to pay for 😭

Venmo is @L-E-Haywood and PayPal is available on request

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"but the makeup team gets really mad when we" SHUT UP do those fuckers at main even know how much work they make for us like yeah im sure that it was totally nessecary to have the new girl drool her entire fucking brain out like ill bet you half my wage they actively put in a trigger to stop her closing her mouth and then the higher ups get pissed off at US when their lipstick doesnt leave marks well into the day like sorry but its literally not my fault that theres an entire waterfall coming out of her mouth at every single moment in time i HATE working at the princess forcefem factory

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When I was 9 I wrote "bra" in Scribblenauts and then put it on my character and played for a bit with it on and then the shame hit so I deleted my save and cried and prayed to Jesus apologizing for putting a bra on my Scribblenauts character