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He Who Gets Slapped, directed by Victor Sjöström in 1924

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- Carl Sagan, Cosmos: A Spacetime Odyssey

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Frescura para mis oídos. Trent Reznor eres simplemente genial. ❤

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Silver linings playbook, una película gringa que me tocó fibras sensibles en el momento adecuado.

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My Lilith

Lilith in Pisces represents the dreams, fantasies, uthopia, focused on some endless horizons and the infinity of everything, which is why she sometimes feels driven out of her far house to Earth and among people that mainly do not understand her. Because of the need not to experience the end, because of the fear of losing or crumbling of ideals, these people can for years endure a strange state of life that is not of the heaven or from the Earth, believing in something that is long gone since. It is very difficult for everyone that has LI in Pisces to accept a difficult situation as it is without experiencing in the process a large psychological shock after which they usually require a long time to come back to normal and even that under the condition that a person is strong enough to conquer their own weaknesses. Otherwise nervous and psychological conditions are frequent, halucinations, drugs and opiates, medicine, anything that will pacify the true pain of the soul that life brought.

She is a good friend (although she will sometimes exhibit false compassion and interest in other people’s problems) but when it concerns them – there the blockade happens, losing the grip. This is where great self deceptions come from and every attempt of the environment to pull this person “into rationality” results in her even greater isolation. Sensitivity is dangerous here since it can at a certain moment turn into a pshychological reaction, so ofthen these people have the need to ask for the help of a psychologist after greater emotional breakdowns. On the other hand, this is an excellent position for mediums, public work, masses, in all that is global and especially in jobs that are done according to feeling, so we find many of them among artists and musicians in general. They will regularly get calls from a person they were just thinking about, or they will dream a dream that will materialize in detail exactly how they dreamt it, since they are extraordinary channels for transmitting information, they easily recept telepathic messages, as well as bad vibrations from the environment and their senses are hypersensitive. However, since they are very receptive of other people’s negative energies, they should learn to say “no” in life or to protect themselves from exhaustion in some other way. Especially if they work in hospitals and similar places that are by definition filled with negative energy.

They are intuitive and they easily comprehend another person but only if the life of that person does not pertain to them, because then they become extremely subjective and incapable of passing realistic judgement. That is why it is necessary to consult with others regarding themselves. Since they are constantly in their parallel universe, these individuals have a talent to express their ability in psychiatry, healing of nervous ailments, drug addicts, while they should stay away from hypnosis, regression, taking medication on their own and other situations that may lead to comatose states. In the spiritual sense they have an emphasized fear of going to the other side, the unknown, mystic or they show an extraordinary passion toward it, especially to magical rites, are interested in kabala, shamans etc (Allistair Crowley).

These people often seem happy and content to others, as if they don’t have a care in the world, since they are themselves afraid to delve deeper into themselves and face a pile of fears and disappointments they have deeply suppressed usually under some new illusions.

Indeciveness and hesitation are present here as a problem that is possible to solve only through rejection of fantasies, unreal ambitions and the fear of dominance of others over them, which happens in their life only too frequently. Lilith here creates an almost astounding naivety in love which is why their love life is often chaotic, so they never manage to see in time where their love life is headed. When they realize – it is usually too late, since disappointment is inevitable. It is as if this person must always be the victim of a love relationship. Various stimuluses, candles, a special “ritual” atmosphere are necessary to wake from a deep sleep the erotic and slow sensuality that needs foreplay, foreplay, foreplay…constantly delaying the moment of action! Sex usually happens in some strange – semi-conscious state, at night, in the water, in hospitals, closed institutions, hotels, at work. These are definitely very imaginative lovers that, because of their great shyness, do not succede in sharing their erotic fatasies with anyone, especially their proneness to S-M relationships, because they enjoy when the partner exhibits power over them and pain here represents a kind of pleasure. That is why they will at least once enter into a relationship with an agressive man that will try to physically molest them (Tina Turner, or Mike Tyson, who is himself like that). If fully activated, Lilith in Pisces will produce, but more in men than in women, many perversities. There is a strong pathological need to belong to someone, to love someone fatally, as a deity. That is why we see idolatry here, fetishes. Much gossiping and slandering… The positive use of this energy gives great intuition, high spiritual abilities, supreme musicians and generally artists (Isidora Duncan, Salvador Dali).

Apart from those mentioned above, these celebrities also have Lilith in Pisces :Angelina Jolie, Enrique Iglesias, Osama Bin Laden, Rupert Murdock, Samantha Fox, Al Pacino, Jean Rene Lacoste, Jessie Owens, Pancho Villa, Pierre Cardin, Alfred Nobel, Albert Camus.

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written by Aleksandra Sanja Peric, 2010.

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TIEMPO

Sin duda me siento mucho más fuerte que nunca y las ideas no dejan de fluir. Mi vida es un lienzo en blanco y me siento lista para hacer de mi vida una obra de arte. No encuentro otra razón para existir más que la de experimentar y llegar al límite de mis capacidades y aspiraciones. 

Sé que tengo mucho trabajo por hacer, sé que me esperan muchas sorpresas, muchos retos, quizá llegue a caer en algún momento pero eso ya no me da miedo pues ya sé como levantarme y sé que cada vez que algo de mi muere por dentro también algo nuevo nace.

Las personas en mi vida tienen un significado especial, cada una de ellas no es una casualidad y todas ellas tienen magia, a veces quisiera que pudieran verla por ellos mismos pero sé que cada quien vive a su propio ritmo y eso está bien, he aprendido cosas maravillosas de cada persona que he conocido pero sin duda es difícil ignorar  la energía de alguien que te causa un impacto que llega a taladrar todo lo que dabas por hecho y eso precisamente me pasó éste año que concluyó (2016) y creo que hasta la fecha sigo encontrando algunas piezas del rompecabezas, pero gracias a éste impacto se logró armar toda una revolución en cada partícula de mi ser, he llegado a desconocerme, reconocerme, elevarme, caer, quebrarme y renacer a una velocidad que realmente me deja atónita.

En conclusión tengo que agradecer por tanto ya que sin saberlo todo ha sucedido en el momento adecuado.

Tiempo, el tiempo tan relativo, a veces pesado, a veces ligero y sin embargo es el tiempo el que nos permite conocernos a nosotros mismos y a aquellos seres que se meten en nuestra linea del tiempo.

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Lilith is the Dark Feminine. She was Adam’s first wife, God created them at the same time and they were to be equals. But once it was time to make love, they began fighting over who got to be on top. Lilith demanded equality and Adam wanted her to submit to him. She fled and went to live by the Red Sea, where she would copulate with demons and monsters. She became known as the child-killer/seductress/witch/she-demon.

Before this, Lilith, in Sumerian mythology, was handmaiden to Innana, the Queen of Heaven. Lilith’s job was to approach men on the street and bring them to the temple for sexual rites. During these days female sexuality was revered and seen as holy. Once the patriarchy decided it wanted more power, it began demonizing the female sexual power and its hold over men. Hence, later myths depict Lilith as evil. Really, her only sin was sticking up for herself. This is what Lilith represents in our charts - the dark feminine aspect, unbridled sexuality, equality amongst the sexes. Wherever Lilith is in your chart shows where you may have an unconscious (or conscious, if you are identified with this side of yourself) need to express your sexuality, demand personal satisfaction, and be yourself. Lilith wouldn’t change herself for Adam and she went off to live a life of passion.

Pluto is a similar archetype. Lilith is associated with the serpent (sexuality) and the bird (messenger for the goddess). Scorpio is also associated with the snake and the eagle. Lilith is more specifically feminine and deals with our feminine wounds, and for men, their projection of the evil woman onto others. Lilith is an important element in your psyche if you’ve ever suffered sexual abuse, have been ostracized for expressing your sexuality, or if you identify with the darker aspects of the feminine (or are attracted to the femme fatale type). Lilith asks us to own our sexual nature and to put our needs above society’s (especially today, in this patriarchal society)

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Mi abuela.

Siempre fue criticada y juzgada por muchas de las personas que ella amaba, simplemente por no entrar en el molde, por no obedecer y someterse a lo que se esperaba de ella como mujer, aunque después de innumerables ocasiones en que aplastaron su espíritu finalmente tuvo que ceder pues al parecer la sociedad veía mal que una mujer tuviera sueños, su familia, las mujeres más allegadas a ella la presionaron hasta convencerla de que todo lo que ella creía y lo que aspiraba ser era malo y además una locura. Ese mundo no estaba listo para ella. Aún recuerdo esos días en que iba a visitarla y era la primera en ir a recibirme con un gran abrazo, la escuché cantar, le gustaba diseñarme vestidos, le gustaba dibujar y escribir largas cartas. Era una mujer bella en todos los sentidos, pero poco a poco la frustración de no haber podido seguir lo que estaba en su corazón fue destruyéndola por dentro y la llevó al borde de la locura, no tenía escapatoria, estaba en un callejón sin salida y pocas personas intentaban comprender que al final ella sólo necesitaba un poco de libertad.