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friend: so, how was your day?

*disassociated the entire day*

me: my what

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I'm the sweetest most rage filled person on earth

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Jedes Mal aufs Neue zu hoffen, dass es anders wird, dass es dieses Mal endlich besser wird, dass man ankommt. Und am Ende bleibt doch nur die Enttäuschung - wie jedes Mal. Worte, die das Herz wie Papier zerreißen und Taten, die sich wie Brandmahle anfühlen. Er geht und nimmt alles mit sich, die Nähe, die Zuneigung, die schönen Momente, das Glück, die Leichtigkeit und das, was er da lässt, ist die Enttäuschung, denn am Ende bleibt nur sie.

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Mary Oliver, from “Hum Hum”, A Thousand Mornings

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Mein Leben lang wird mir gesagt, dass ich es wert sei. Doch niemand ist bereit, es mir zu zeigen.

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i hope destroying me fixed you

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“I like flaws and feel more comfortable around people who have them. I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.”

— Augusten Burroughs, Magical Thinking

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seek professional help (an exorcist)

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stop waiting on men to validate you. you’re pretty. you’re smart. you’re interesting. you’re worth time & effort. you deserve to be loved. you need to know these things and truly believe them. don’t wait on some man to come along and tell you.

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if people want to leave 

let them 

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im the loudest and quietest person, it depends on who im with

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I am hungry for touch & ashamed to be looked at

— Safia Elhillo, from "Summer," Girls That Never Die

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I am tired of being a ghost, (...). I am tired of being a mystery. I want to take form, to appear, and one only gains visibility by action.

Anais Nin, Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin, 1939-1947

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fighting the urge to send a text that i shouldn't

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I wish people didn’t think silence was awkward, just enjoy it. Not every space has to be filled with words.