lilhappymoon

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Thought won't be needing earphones in a family function, damn I could have watched some reel drama flims instead of this real actual shit.

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wanna go home

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I can't wait for this semester to get over. I just want it to end either with good or bad academic performance. I've done enough for this semester other than academics. For now I can only picture myself being home and doing whatever

I WANT!!!.

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You are being cruel N unfair to your younger self by letting in people who hurt you then. Present you don't need them, you outgrew them, you learned to survive without them. Cut em off, you dont have to be kind after what you been through because unlearning is not easy, because still some nights are hard, because vulnerability makes you feel weak, because you have tell yourself a 100 times that this a different person. You don't need such people from your past who still haunt your present.

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we never ever really talkeD if I never boasted to you about my favorite lyrics from songs

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screw your "sorrys" I want you to mean every single word from "best" by gracie

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"Best" by Gracie Abrams is the apology that "I should hate you" never got

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fuckin blessed!

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"ho jayega, bro" -k

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I get jealous when I find someone playing a song I thought only I knew about

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I wannabe "entertainer" by Zayn, but it turns out I'm "this is me trying" by Taylor, who always needs "don't let it break your heart" by Louis "sign of the time" Harry, "fire away" Niall

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you exactly knew the answer, but in-between, there are these hopes, wishes, and expectations that takes you overboard just to slip you away and split you apart

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better call it an era and play "entertainer" by zayn

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and then we sat down to open our presents

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call it what you want, I will call it an immature act of me trying to impress someone by being what they want me to be in the return hope that they will fulfill my daydreams of shining armor

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sleeping feels like crime