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Trans!Eskel/(GN)Trans!Reader

A/N: This is for trans people only. Do not read if you're cis. I also write Eskel as having only moderate dysphoria about his breasts, so, if mentions of a trans man's boobs upsets you, you shouldn't read this.

Warnings: Mentions of needles, mentions of transphobia and misgendering.

Word Count: 1,013

Trans Eskel/Trans Reader headcanons because I'm in the mood for that T4T shit.

If you think for even one damn second that any of the witchers are anything BUT supportive, you're dead wrong. These himbos would sooner launch themselves into a pack of wolves than stop supporting the ones they love.

When you came out to Eskel, he was mostly relieved and partly surprised. Relieved because he wouldn't have to worry about his identity and surprised because he hasn't met a lot of other trans folk before, outside of Geralt and a few of the others.

Eskel still wears his binder, but not unlike Geralt, he finds that he wears it less than he did when he was young. Whether that was because he became more affirmed in his gender or just stopped giving a shit is anyone's guess.

Hormone treatment was given by Vesemir in the early stages of his transition. At that time, Eskel had been a lot more skittish than he was now and after the trials, anything involving needles had a tendency to make him shake.

Eskel had once asked Geralt to inject the hormones, but ended up accidentally jerking away at the last second. Eskel had forgiven him multiple times, but he still suspects Geralt feels guilty about it.

If you're in your own early stages of transition, be it social or physical, he is probably the best person to have as a support.

If you need someone to have your back as you come out, he's right there. A big, muscly witcher is a pretty good argument deterrent.

Alternatively, if you ever asked HIM to correct someone on your pronouns, he's all for doing it. He understands how scary it can be and has had quite a few negative experiences himself.

Politely but firmly corrects people on your pronouns (If this was the first time they have, but if he has to repeat himself, he gets a lot less pleasant.) The chances of people arguing with him are usually low, but on the occasion that someone does decide to stir the pot, he prefers to guide you and himself away from the situation entirely.

He doesn't think there's any point in wasting his breath on someone who doesn't want to understand. There are some times when he gets so riled up that it gets physical with the person who misgendered you, but that's very rare and usually only after he's had a rough day.

Please, run your fingers through Eskel's hair. He loves it. Makes him feel precious and loved. If witchers could purr, he definitely would be purring.

Eskel wears his binder way less around you. He has more dysphoria than Geralt, but that's more in public. In private, EVERYTHING is coming off. He doesn't like how heavy and warm his clothes are and every moment where he can feel comfortably vulnerable is precious to him.

There are very few people Eskel trusts enough to see him vulnerable. You are one of those people.

There are also occasions where Eskel will let you massage his scar (Only if you offer), to help ease the pain when he has flare ups. Soft, gentle circles tend to do the trick. He doesn't let you do this very often, but he is trying to become more accustomed to intimacy and overcome his trauma regarding his scar. It's nothing personal, he just needs time to get used to having other people take care of him.

LOVES getting kissed on his stomach and hips. He's not sure why, but he loves it nonetheless. He's also a bit ticklish.

Eskel. Has. Stretch. Marks. All over his hips, thighs, belly and arms. So does Geralt, albeit not as many, but a lot more noticeable, because of his lighter skin tone.

He was a bit insecure about it at first, but a bit of reassurance goes a long way. He's grown to appreciate his body a lot more with you.

Not unlike Geralt, Eskel also finds that he likes to help you in/out of your top, be it a binder, a bra or just a plain old shirt. He likes being able to help you wind down after a long day.

Eskel tries not to, but he tends to treat you a bit delicately. He's not doing it to degrade or upset you, it's just that he hasn't had anything this good in so long and he's so afraid of fucking up.

Lay your head on his boobs. Do it. It's nice. He likes it. Win-win. Only cowards refuse to lay their head upon Eskel's chest.

If you sleep with him (non-sexual), half of the time, he's gonna end up on top of you. He doesn't mean it, his instincts kind of just tell him to smother you. It's a subconscious need to protect you.

If you experience menstrual pain, Eskel absolutely can and will use Igni to keep a cloth warm for you, so you can press it against your abdomen. Alternatively, he'll just use his bare hand and rub soothing circles onto your belly.

Lil Bleater also loves you and Eskel is so happy. You can literally see his face light up when he sees you playing with her.

Really enjoys cooking for you, but also likes cooking WITH you just as much. Would happily teach you the recipes that Vesemir taught him and always pays attention to your likes, dislikes and allergies.

Settling down on a blanket next to a warm fire, while eating a warm meal with you, is his favorite downtime. He prefers actions over words and caretaking has always been a gratifying way of showing how much he cares.

He likes biting as a form of affection, be it recieving or giving. Gnaw (gently) on his shoulder or hand a bit and you've got his full attention. Should you ever WANT attention but are too afraid to ask, he's happy to use nonverbal methods of communication.

At the end of the day, Eskel loves you tremendously and is endlessly loyal. Give him love, he deserves it.

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Feel free to request anything within the realm of my guidelines!

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Transmasc!Geralt x (GN)Trans!Reader Headcanons

(A/N: I write Geralt as the type of transmasc that doesn't have a lot of dysphoria and is comfortable with his breasts. If you are uncomfortable with that, don't read this. Also, don't read this if you're cis, it makes me heavily uncomfortable. All of these are written as non-sexual. I don't write suggestive or smutty things.)

He gets it. Not the type of person to make a big deal about it, but he also wouldn't just brush it off. He wants to make sure you know he supports you and understands.

Definitely forgets to tell you that he's also trans. Oops.

You find out later once he casually mentions it in conversation. He kind of just thought it was obvious and apologizes.

Geralt used to wear a binder when he was younger, but he doesn't really care anymore. Most of the time he goes without it, cause he doesn't like how it feels under his armor. If he HAS to put something on, he opts for a VERY worn bralette.

If you wear a binder/bra, he'd probably offer to help you in and out of it. Not cause he thinks you're incapable, he just likes the intimacy of it.

Casually nude a LOT. Just walks around half naked or entirely naked.

Very supportive, through and through. If your identity fluctuates, you don't know how you identify or you just don't identify with anything at at all, he's got you. There's times where even he questions his gender identity.

Feels more comfortable getting you gifts with you actually around. He doesn't want to buy something you don't want, he'd rather you know than it be a surprise and you end up disliking it.

This applies greatly to clothes.

There's a lot of clothes he thinks you'd like, but he doesn't want to get something that makes you feel dysphoric.

LOVES IT when you lay your head on his chest. Absolutely adores it. Wouldn't have it any other way.

If you listen closely, you can hear his heart speed up a little when you lay down on him.

Likes to ride Roach with you in his lap. Or behind him. But he prefers to be able to see you. It's a trauma thing smh.

If you have trouble correcting people on your pronouns, he's happy to do it for you to help you build up the confidence to be able to do it yourself.

But he also understands that people have different boundaries and that you might not be out of the closet yet, or ever.

Likes to see you bashful because of a compliment he gave you or because of a romantic gesture. It makes him happy to know he makes you feel good.

Likes to clean his swords and armor in your presence. It's comforting to know you're there. Is not against you cuddling him while he does it.

Being in a relationship with you probably helped him realize that he was much more comfortable in a relationship with another trans person. He didn't feel like he needed to hide himself.

You guys stay at Corvo Bianco for a few months each year, before bidding your farewells and heading back on the path. B.B. is also very supportive of trans people, so you don't have to worry about that.

WANTS YOU TO MEET ESKEL, LAMBERT, CIRI, VESEMIR, REGIS, DANDELION, ETC SO BAD. He understands tho if you're not ready for that.

He just wants to show everyone how great his partner is. (And also maybe acceptance from his family)

Ciri loves you. You make Geralt happy, that's all she could ask for.

Lambert is a bit more critical of you, just cause he's protective smh. Grows close with you over time.

Eskel is a professional polite and is just happy Geralt found someone to love.

Vesemir respects you but also teases the hell out of you and Geralt, as do the boys.

At the end of the day, they're all fiercely supportive of you and Geralt sometimes thinks his heart is gonna burst from happiness.

Very gentle kisser. Likes to rest your foreheads together. It helps keep him grounded.

Geralt is just the best husband smh

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Guidelines.

I will not write incest (This includes step-relatives/adopted relatives), pedophilia, zoophilia, large age gaps, pregnancy, mpreg, yandere, modern!au, student/teacher.

I will not write anything that could potentially infantilize/fetishize a character, because of their disability/identity. A lot of reader insert writers have a tendency to infantilize/fetishize disabled/queer characters and I am trying to avoid that. If you feel that anything is coming across as such, PLEASE, tell me.

I don't write smut.

I do not write female readers, unless they are transfem.

You can also request a poly relationship, but I won't write love triangles. You're also not limited to only two characters when requesting a poly relationship.

None of the characters that I write will be specified as cishet. Personally, I headcanon a lot of characters as trans. Feel free to request T4T.

None of the readers in my writing will have a specified gender/pronouns/race/body type/etc unless requested. E.g. "Can you write something for a transfem reader with they/she pronouns?"

Regarding Requests:

Sometimes I just can't figure out how to write out certain scenarios, so I do apologize, but sometimes, I might just reject a request. Nothing personal, I just have trouble writing certain things.

I also would appreciate it if you provided a trope or prompt.

Fandoms I Write For:

The Witcher: Wild Hunt (Video Game)

Characters I Write For:

The Witcher: Wild Hunt

Geralt

Dandelion (Julian Pankratz)

Ciri

Eskel

Gaunter O'dimme

Lambert

Emiel Regis

Dettlaff van der Ereitin

Cerys an Craite

Eredin Bréacc Glas

Imlerith

Ge'els

Caranthir Ar-Feiniel

There are some characters I won't/can't write for. Mostly because I haven't played any of the previous games or read the books. If a character you want isn't on this list, I won't write it for you, sorry LOL.