lilacwonder

[lilacwonder]

A little poem I made in like an hour after not writing anything for like 2 years I spell checked it so I hope y'all like it.

~ ☀️Eclipse🌙 ~

Apollo, the aspect of the radiant Sun

How your light and golden rays shower me in glee and serenity

They illuminate my senses and help me see the true beauty of nature

But those same rays blind me on some of the things I cherish most

They harm me in my attempt to be in touch with that same nature

Artemis, aspect of the looming and mystical Moon

The maiden of night and the guardian of the animals that lurk in it

The maiden that has watched over me with your starry gaze

The hunter who always had me see the true life and compassion for animals in your domain

Your pearlescent silver glow guided me through the shadows of Nyx’s long and cold nights

Always reminded me of where my true home was

The reign of your celestial sibling-hood has me see the cosmos as more than just a vast emptiness

I see it as a sign that the limits of my fascination and love for the grand universe is more than just the abstract galaxies and stars you present me some nights

I see it as a sign that there are naturals about the world

While most of them are the concepts we have made to feel at peace with ourselves and our morals

There is truth to some of them

The Moon shows your true potential and the true nature of others

The Sun shows you that you are never alone and wherever his golden lights shine that’s where you’ll be safe

The love of these twins forms a chilling event, an eclipse

Rumored to bring the end of times and the end of the world as we know it

But an eclipse is not a symbol of doom or a harbinger of death

It’s a reunion of the divine twins we grew to worship and idolize

And in that reunion humanity will shows it’s true colors

[lilacwonder]

🌙 The Reaping 🌙

February 22 2022

Dialogue Prompt from Tumblr

"What happened to you?" "You. You left and this is what it did to me"

First short story I've written and I'm really proud of it. Most likely gonna be part of a whole book I'll write. Lalin is a witch and Hayden is a witch hunter almost like a tragic forbidden love story but they don't get together its more like a tragedy but yeah I'll shut up now...🥺😭

Trigger Warning: Blood, Death

The silver pillars laced with gorgeous threads of gold and encrusted in sapphires were now covered in a drying layer of blood and bone-chilling screams roared throughout the lilac sky.

Hayden Krone ascended the white-marble stairs that led to Sanctuary, it’s once heavenly and divine nature now trumped by the carnage of slain witches and all-consuming dread. Morning Star, his sword now covered in blood and gleamed like unearthed garnet.

Scorch marks and streaks of crimson decorated the entrance of Sanctuary. The safe haven for all witches and their covens. To the right, in front of a monument of one the Witches’s gods, Lilith, the aspect of femininity and the protector of freedom, laid a woman no older than her mid 30’s with a complexion that was once warm and radiant like persian sand but now ashen and cold. Her dead limp arms surrounded her child’s body in a dying effort to protect her last love. The child was shivering, whether from the now cold and damp hallways or from their fear and grief, Hayden didn’t know.

He hated Witches, loathed them, when one was in his vicinity; it was like a scorching flame ran through his viens where his blood should have been and whatever emotion and thought plagued his mind it was easily overshadowed with consuming rage and disgust.

He let the child keep breathing, maybe if the child let the fear take them and control their thoughts and actions they would run. Would spend their whole life running from the impending death and agony they knew that awaited them, they would run from The Hunters, they would run from magic, they would run from him. Like a coyote on the eternal prowl for his raven.

His Raven.

Lalin.

Hayden grabbed the mother’s shawl the last bit of warmth and comfort the child had and wiped the blood and grime off Morning Star. As he cleaned the doubled-edged sword, the true beauty of Morning Star shined through. The dark and rich purple metal was accompanied by the accents of a black and blue, like the twilight sky that soon was coming to reign the heavens above.

His Hunters came from the farthest shadows drenched in scarlet. Two of them: Belial and Abaddon. One named after the lord of lies, the other named after the keeper of the abyss. They carried a Witch to the center of the room, his black coily hair framed his brown face like a crown, hair that used to bring comfort and happiness to Hayden, it still does, like a fire that just will never go out and in the recent years that fire is now littered with pain, loathing and regret. The Witch had a bleeding wound under his cheekbone, but refrained from showing any sign of emotions with Hunters. Hayden's eyes softened.

“Lalin.”

The boy raised his head in response. Lalin looked Hayden in the eyes, in disbelief at sight of his first love as the epicenter of all this suffering and the genocide of his people. Lalin's eyes burned, he tried to fight back tears of sorrow, anger, and grief. In that moment he composed himself, his eyes radiated power, his breath was as calm and noble as the full moon.

“See you still kept my sword.” Lalin said with a scoff.

For a split second Hayden’s lips curled in anger.

“No, it's my sword.”

Lalin smirked with a new found confidence he hadn’t had before this very moment, his voice was barely a whisper and he leaned his body forward so he could make sure Hayden hears every word.

“lannwit tonbe.” The sword burned in Hayden hands, he let out a cry of pain and released the sword from his grasp. The sword sliced through the air like a bullet coming straight for all of the Hunters in the room. It felt mere seconds passed but that was all Lalin needed before all of the Hunters lied in pools of deep scarlet. Morning Star found its way into Lalin’s grasp; it felt as an extension of his arm, his soul, the feeling when it was back in his arm was like a breath of nightly air, a feeling he missed greatly. It stepped away from Hayden and readied himself in a defensive stance with his sword to prepare himself for whatever the other might do. He may be sword less but he is hell away from a form of harmless.

The tension slowly shifted from heart-pounding and adrenaline rushing to anxious and quiet. Hayden and Lalin stared at each other, the bodies of their people laid out in a bloody array of death and mutilation. Hayden looked at his Lalin, longing for the innocence from when they first met, from when they first kissed. Lalin looked at Hayden with a look of concern, of fear, no matter how much anger he had for the pale-skinned man he loved him and feared he would never stop.

“What happened to you Hay?” Lalin’s voice soft.

“You,” His voice on the cusp of breaking. “You left and this,” He made a gesture to all the death surrounding them.

His voice went slow and dark. “This is what it did to me.”

[lilacwonder]

~Faith~

The human psyche has this elaborate way of needing an outlet to excuse the horrors of reality.

Whether it be something based in the material world or not.

That escapism and need of something to push our darkest aspects of ourselves.

Our Frustration, Our Anger, Our Hatred, Our Ignorance.

The need to place a divine being as the harbinger of our wrong doings.

I mean we all do.

It’s part of the Human Condition.

We need to elevate ourselves to almost a sense of purity, that with the proper motivation we cant be held fully accountable

I mean tell that to the entire world after Europe’s Imperialism on the rest of humanity

The vast need for power, even for the smallest amounts of control can lead the humanity down it’s darkest paths

[lilacwonder]

Mal's Chapter (Interlude)

Hii Im Malick but you can call me Mal. I write original works like poem, short stories, and most likely in the future full length stories mostly focusing on mlm/nblm relationships .. I might not write as much as I would like cause high school is 😭🔫 to say the least. If you are interested in any mlm/nblm fan-fiction go on my other account @twilight-dreamer 🥺..