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Hope this helps!

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4 pounds away from my second goal weight <3

I feel like I’m gonna have to get down to 100 for the legs I want tho 😔

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The beauty of patience 😩

My weight the last couple of days bounced anywhere from 117.4 to 118.5 and then this morning it dropped to 115.6

This is my new lowest weight im getting closer and closer to my second goal weight 😭

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At 115.6 my measurements are

Thighs: 17 inches

Hip: 33.5 inches

Waist 23.5 inches

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Omg I weighed in at 115.6 this morning 😭

This is gonna be my year I just know it

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Other ppl on edblr: I binged today, I ate five extra grapes 😣

Me:

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how it feels having a 900-1000 cal intake on edblr while everyone else eats 0-200 cals

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My life

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It’s so frustrating 😔

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I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

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reminder that despite being an ana blog, fatphobia is not welcome here!

all bodies are welcome, all bodies are beautiful. scars, fat, stretch marks, whatever.

just because I have a mental disorder which affects my perception of myself does not mean I condone mistreatment of others.

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I’m a lot more at ease lately haha

Losing the weight has been a lil different this time because I’ve done it multiple times now and I know what to expect and how to keep it together.

When I’m in the 120s I can drop weight really fast

Going from 130 down to 120 is easy work for me haha I can do it in a month, even less

But I now know that when I get under 120 it tends to slow down a lot, usually this causes me to panic and then I binge and then I go back up 😅

I’ll spend days sometimes even weeks maintaining but as long as I relax and trust the process the weight does go down eventually.

I haven’t been counting calories because I want this to be as sustainable as it can be, I want to be able to be at lower weights without constantly having to monitor everything

Just eat mindfully and trust that in time it’ll pay off :)

I usually have a coffee or two during the day and I’ll eat one meal in the evening and then I always have a cocoa at night haha

Somedays I eat more than I’d like and the scale looks really scary but if I go back to what I usually eat, my weight does eventually go back to where I was in a couple of days, I just can’t let a few scary weigh ins cause me to spiral into binging

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I know it’s barely but new lowest weight yall 😩

117.4 🥳

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I may weigh under 118 tomorrow :)

I’ve been sick the last couple of days haha

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Still chilling in the maintaining weight club lol

I think this will be the year I get to 110 pounds

100 would be the dream tho fr

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New Year’s resolutions

Get thinner!

Lose weight!

Get skinny!