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Saturday sunset We're lying on my bed with five hours to go Fingers entwined and so were our minds Cryin', "I don't want you to go" You wiped away your tears But not fears under the still and clear indigo You said, "Baby, don't cry, we'll be fine You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow"

My mother said the younger me was a pretending prodigy Well, nothing then, much has changed 'Cause while you're wolfin' down liquor My soul, it gets sicker But I'm stickin' to the screenplay Gotta say I'm okay, but answer this, babe

How is it now that somehow you're a strangеr? You were mine just yеsterday I pray the block in my airway dissipates And instead deters your airplane's way But heaven denied Destiny decried Something beautiful died Too soon

But I'm letting go I'm givin' up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you, that's why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright Someday I'll be fine But just not tonight (ooh)

Plungin' into all kinds of diversions Like blush wine and sonorous soirées But even with gin and surgin' adrenaline I see you're all that can intoxicate

Oceans and engines You're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs 'Cause now my heart's home All I've known is long gone and ten thousand miles away And I'm not okay

But I'm letting go I'm giving up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you, that's why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright But just not

Tonight was the first time I stared into seas Of beguiling sepia two years ago And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words They revitalize my fraying bones, oh Now what do you do when your pillar crumbled down You've lost all solid ground Both dreams and demons drowned And this void's all you've found And doubts light it aglow?

I have so many questions But I'm pouring them into the ocean And I'm starting up my engine

And I'm letting go I'm givin' up your ghost It's come to a close I marked the end with this last song I wrote I'm letting go This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you My great lost love

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I know I'll be alright

Someday I'll be fine

But just not tonight

Niki - Oceans & Engines | Something beautiful died, too soon.

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object permanence, hala alyan

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Do you think I can have one more kiss? I'll find closure on your lips, and then I'll go. Maybe also one more breakfast, one more lunch, and one more dinner. I'll be full and happy and we can part. But in between meals, maybe we can lie in bed one more time. One more prolonged moment where time suspends indefinitely as I rest my head on your chest. My hope is if we add up the "one mores" they will equal a lifetime and I'll never have to get to the part where I let you go. But that's not real is it. There are no more one mores. I met you when everything was new and exciting, and the possibilities of the world seem endless. And they still are... for you, for me, but not for us. Somewhere between then and now, here and there, I guess we didn't just grow apart, we grew up. When something breaks, if the pieces are large enough, you can fix it. Unfortunately sometimes things don't break, they shatter. But when you let the light in, shattered glass will glitter. And in those moments when the pieces of what we were catch the sun, I'll remember just how beautiful it was. Just how beautiful it'll always be. Because it was US. And we were magic. Forever.

Movie: Someone Great (2019)

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Inversion

It's funny how things change

Faster than the blink of an eye

You might not ever know why

Even though it was worth the while

Can't yet look back and smile

With a gash still open wide

Clasped another double-edged sword

Cleaning and dressing the wound

Harder to do when not seeing straight

Wanting to not look back but unable to refrain

Masochism must be a claim to fame

Pain shadows every stunted move

Melancholy tainting every day

Sometimes for the better but still

It's sad how things change

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It's my 8 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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i'm obsessed

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THE WAY I BAWLED MY EYES

Let’s not put ourselves through too much of a hard time.  Goodbye, Baek Yi-jin.  Take care, Hee-do.

Twenty-Five, Twenty-One (2022) dir. Jung Ji Hyun

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INVENTING ANNA (2021) → 1x08 Too Rich for Her Blood

“I wish I had your zen. You’re not angry at all?”

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#DID SHE STUTTER?

Inventing Anna: Season 1 Episode 4

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i need some attention, mahal!!!

anong gagawin ko sa delivered o seen status lang???

what's not clicking, alvin?!?!?

message mo ko! right now!

bilisan mo

ang bagal

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Kristen Miranda // F. Scott Fitzgerald // r.i.d.

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“Who you are is defined by what you’re willing to struggle for.”

— Mark Manson, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: a Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life

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april 2021 photo dumps 🎂🥰

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march 2021 photo archives!!! 🥰🥲

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februray 2021 photo diaryyy