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Does anybody have a danger we!ght like a number that you would see in the scale and think "yeah I got to lock in" almost like that number is crossing a line. Im saying this because I just crossed it and I'm ready to lock in frfr

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Ok but Amazon is kinda iconic for this

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Y'all ever watch a show called super sized vs superskinny

It's a uk television program showing one person who is overweight and the other underweight and for 5 days the switch diets

I've been watching this for a couple hours and needless to say I will be having tea for dinner. Just watching how many calories this one guy consumed made me cringe internally (11,000 cals) I'm taking notes on what the super skinny eat so I can incorporate that in my life.

I'm sick of beating around the bush I admit it I want to be thin and want to be early 2000's thin (while keeping some curves) I need that in my life this show is literally shock therapy watch it before you want a snack I guarantee you will change your mind

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Why is my life like this?

Ok so I found a park that's close to my house it's it's like a 30-45min walk and it has a walking trail and a track I'll be able to walk maybe 5+ miles (not even counting the walk to and from my house which is 2.9 miles) for a few hours and my dad keeps telling me "too push ups and squats it's better that walking" squats maybe but I'm not doing pushups I don't want to be bulky I want to be skinny thin,tiny what ever you want to call it every time I try to walk or workout the way I want to do he is always so critical saying "walking won't help pilates does nothing" (which it does but Ive given up on telling him that) my house is to small to walk ill do the home workouts but I need get my 20,000+ steps in

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OMG

Just found out skinnytok was a thing...never been happier

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Hey ladies....

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Back when men dressed like this

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"if I wanna be a small I can not order the large"

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WL tip (that helps me)

Walking around the mall looking at all the clothes but only the clothes in the slim sizes (I'm in the plus sizes) to motivate me to keep going with my journey and I burn calories by walking

Bonus tip: if you must eat at the food court get the kids meals and drink of choice should be water

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This morning combo saved my skin

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NOOOOO

What am I supposed to do

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I had a crazy idea

Would you join my community if I made one I would love for my followers and others to feel safe and talk about there wl journey, issues, share our thinspø and mealspø, motivate each other on our GW without any tw warnings and just yap idk the sky is the limit I don't know what to call it but

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Love your teen years

I honestly find myself reminiscing over my teens and how it all flew by I'm 21 almost 22 and while it does have its perks I wish I spent more time mentally in my teens I had to grow up so fast (older daughter syndrome) and I would love to be 16 again and start over. Join more school clubs, working on my body image, write in my diary more feel my emotions instead of pushing down my emotions now I'm in the early 20's and feel like I didn't live how I wanted I know I'm still young but nothing compares to being 17 so ladies fall in love with your youth and every stage of I just as I am relearning how.

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Hot girl problems iykyk

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Mood board Monday ( recap of last week's emotions)

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Soooooo...

yesterday I slept in untill 11 then I eat breakfast I had loaded yogurt with berries and scrambled eggs on toast (idk how many cal) then for dinner I had imos pizza ( it's a Missouri thing) at like 6ish but it's currently noon and I have had know craving for food like at all I think my motivation to be skinny is working I guess I'm not cutting food out completely but just trying to have smaller portions less often I did spend the night saving clothes to my liked list on shein that was purposely not my CW bc I feel like looking at clothes you can't fit makes you want to fit them idk what ever I'm doing is workinggg