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why do i love so hard, and why do they never understand?

Elegy for the Four Chambers of My Brother’s Heart by Steven Espada Dawson / Getting Older by Billie Eilish / unknown / pinterest / 5. desperation sits heavy on my tongue by @tullipsink / Letters to Felice by Franz Kafka / Against the Loveless World: A Novel by Susan Abulhawa / I Saw the TV Glow, dir. Jane Schoenbrun / miloo_135 on tiktok

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id love something about physical touch (holding hands, forehead kisses, etc) in a relationship thank you xx

banana yoshimoto // salman toor // graham dean // clarice lispector // louise bourgeois // iain thoman // edvard munch // kültür tava // andrea dworkin

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My longing weeps for everything. My longing shoots back at me, to kill or to be killed.

-Mahmoud Darwish, Fewer Roses 1986

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The Creator, The Devourer:

Ruth Awad, “Amor Fati” • Carmen Maria Machado, “Especially Heinous,” Her Body and Other Parties • Erica Jong, “For Molly, Concerning God,” Ordinary Miracles • Erika L. Sánchez, “Self-Portrait,” Lessons on Expulsion • Matt Rasmussen, “A Horse Grazes in My Shadow,” Black Aperture • Michael Cunningham, “In The Machine,” Specimen Days • Natasha Oladokun, “Saturday Night Special” • Leslie A. Fielder, Introduction for Waiting for God • C.S. Lewis, Till We Have Faces • Donna Tartt, The Secret History • Sharon Olds, “What Is the Earth?” Strike Sparks • Simone Weil, “Forms of the Implicit Love of God”

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Vincent Van Gogh // Clarice Lispector

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هاقولك ايه و اعيد لك ايه كل له آخر

دي خبطه جامده وجت علي عينك يا تاجر

يحلها ألفين حلال ربك قادر

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Bro, my unyielding loyalty towards you is totally normal and healthy, I swear. It's just that it's definitely my duty to rip out your enemies throats with my bare teeth. You are the love of my life and I am your most valuable tool. Each night, I fantasize about dying in your arms, covered in blood, and then I close my eyes one final time, satisfied because I can feel your fingers on my face as I take my last breath. Haha anyways

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touch as a love language

Margaret Atwood, Christophe Vacher, William Stafford, Alphonse Osbert, Shauna Barbosa, Sherrie McGraw, Natalie Diaz, Mark English, John Keats, Megan Howland, Marya Hornbacher, Ron Hicks, Sanober Khan, Ron Hicks, Banana Yoshimoto, Ron Hicks, Ocean Vuong, Anne Magill, Mary Oliver

buy me a coffee

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to the person in the bell jar...

Sylvia Plath, from ‘The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath’ / Vilhelm Hammershøi / Nicole Krauss, from ‘The History of Love’ / Ramon Casas / Joy Harjo, from ‘Speaking Tree’ / D S (saatchiart) / Fyodor Dostoevsky, from ‘The Idiot’ / Aleardo Terzi / Sylvia Plath, from ‘The Bell Jar’

buy me a coffee

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"what do you do in spare time" i yearn and i dream about a life where im loved and nothings ever wrong and it takes up all of my evenings and weekends doing that

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I’ll live in a cozy home filled with beautiful things and sunlight and I’ll lay on the floor for many hours

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born to be an idgafer forced to be a yearner

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desperation sits heavy on my tongue