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No but the new yuu is so cute…

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i hope i'm not just a selfshipper to you but also a canon character from my f/o's source

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Good morning, everyone!! Today is Friday, February the 28th and it also happens to be my THIRD ANNIVERSARY with Captain Rex of The Clone Wars 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺

My handsome captain! My brave, loyal, sturdy soldier! 🥺 even though I've cycled through a few other fixations over the years, star wars and by extension Rex is always there and always ready to make a comeback as though he never left! He's the longest-staying f/o I've ever had at this point now, and I don't think the love is ever going to go away.

The lore I've created with him and my s/i Brea is something that's SACRED to me. I've put hours of care, thought, and above all love into the way they fall in love and how that love carries them through the series and helps them survive the war. How it leads them to each other again no matter how many times they're separated. He's the first f/o that I was able to imagine growing old with, their love lasting for years and years into the future!

Its incomplete at the moment, but here's a document of the lore I've been trying to put together if anyone cares to read it 🫶

Unfortunately circumstances aren't the best this time around, I'm working and won't have the anniversary art ready on time, but he'll still be on my mind and in my heart today 💖 and I'll be reblogging some of my favorite art pieces I've either drawn or recieved today!

I can't thank you guys enough for sticking around, all of those who are fans of this ship mean the most to me and I love you all! 😭

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There's just something so. Oddly catharctic about learning to accept another love language instead of being reluctant to it because of past experiences. Julianne wants and needs love in the form of verbal and emotional support and feels anxious with acts of service since its been used against her by her mother. She feels guilty when people do things for her for free or just to be nice because she reads it as something she needs to pay back tenfold or she isn't a good person or worthy of the service. She reads it like people are obligated to reassure or take care of her that no one is happy to just do it.

She needs and wants to be cradled and told that it's okay. The thing is though her girlfriend isn't great with words. Sam only knows how to flatly tell people to "not be hard on yourself" without much regard to how they really feel. She's learned to just be nice enough to blend in that actual reassurance is hard for her to do. She ends up sounding robotic when she tries consoling Julianne but eventually Julianne just. Breaks down. She tells her she has to stop being fake. She feels all the more unlovable not receiving the love language she "needs" but also feeling threatened due to trauma by Sam's actual love languages if you could even call it that.

But the thing is, Sam does want to help Julianne feel better but she GENUINELY doesn't know how to when Julianne tells her it's OKAY if she can't reassure or comfort her. That she's used to being unlovable. That it's FINE. WHO CARES. She's similarly hurt in an odd way because even though Julianne is just her prop, it becomes clear she's developed an affection for her where it becomes painful for her to see her upset. She GENUINELY doesn't know what to do next when her girlfriend is reluctant to what she can do.

She does love her a lot. She can't stand seeing her upset and not do anything or risk make her feel worse. The best she can do is hold her hand or hug her or kiss her or touch her affectionately to show she's trying to be genuine.

Over time though, Julianne becomes less scared of acts of service and begins to try and learn that Sam isn't fully equipped to be an emotional partner like she is but on the other end, Sam IS trying to be a lot more emotionally present and verbal with her love. They're both trying to meet in the middle and its imperfect since this is technically both their first love so all the kinks and imperfections of a first true relationship are present but they're also learning to understand the growing pains..

They want each other to be better. Because they need one another.

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Is it still promo hour? Meow?

Hi! I'm Julianne (20; she/they). I'm a lesbian self shipper who loves media analysis, art, cute and warm aesthetics, stuffed animals, and self shipping. I've got a selfship zine in the works, but I also have fics for you to read thru! I am autistic and have bpd. I am strictly non-sharing!

My main f/os right now are Samantha Strong (BTTWNS) and Lesley (DHMIS) More focused on Sam content as BTTWNS is my special interest rn :3

House Guest Tag | BTTWNS analysis blog | Art and Commissions blog | ASK for 18+ blog (obviously MDNI)

PROSHIP/DARKSHIP/DOUBLES DNI.

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trying to get the hang of drawing My Son, so i did a few profile doodles from a couple different angles so i can use it as a reference for future pictures :0

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who could've guessed that a robot character that i relate to since 2014 would now be my f/o after i realized that i. reaaally. like robots.

am curious

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TKO!!!!!!!

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The Sealer - Chandelle “Dell” Flamme

She can change her shape and size. Her color also changes as she concentrates on her work; from a pale blue to yellow to orange.

She runs out of wax after staying up all night for weeks. Her body is usually solid and has a nice scent. It easily softens and melts at heat.

Her work mostly consists of sealing poisonous substances in bottles with her wax.

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We are making out | short comic(15+)

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Tom when he randomly intrudes visits Delphine’s house and stays the night while she’s working: pretends he isn’t interested at whatever Delphine is doing, looks at her as if she’s the most boring nerd he’s ever seen in his life and he doesn’t even care at all because he’s such a cool bad boy

Also Tom 10 minutes later:

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self-indulgent cordshake Shrek AU

drawn by my brother

tag list ♡

@boyfriendblogging @sterlingsweet @heartmatic @maspaz

( to be added to my tag list just ask! )

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Sometimes I want to forget the existence of star vs. but sometimes I want to make a 10 page comic about Tom

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GRRR RAGGH OK I FINALLYY HAVE ACTUAL ART OF MY ADOPTED SON AND I !!! 🧑‍🧒

this is only the BEGINNING i’m about to be SO annoying with the familial stuff 😁

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something very simple & print-like for tonight.

some stuff's in-season, I heard.

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ARIANE/ALINA (CURRENTLY KNOWN AS @/MANCHALANDS) IS A SERIAL CYBERSTALKER AND HARASSER.

I have talked to many, many, people who have been affected by her actions. she has proven time and time again to constantly rebrand, change usersnames and aliases to keep an eye on people and send her circle of friends to send antagonistic anons encouraging people to deactivate or end their own lives. Some of this stalking has been going on for around 5 years in peoples accounts.

THIS IS NOT A DOCUMENT CRAFTED TO HARASS PEOPLE, DO NOT HARASS HER OR ANYONE MENTIONED IN THIS DOCUMENT. you are no better than her. you will be blocked I find out anyone has been attacked/harassed. you have been warned.

And as a final note, if you have your own experiences with her, you’re welcome to contact me with your own testimonials, and I will be happy to add your proved claims to the document ( with your anonymity kept in tact of course).

Thank you for reading.