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all three but in different contexts

I am having opinions that are neutral or positive, I am looking at myself in a mirror, I think nice things about myself. I want to do something.

You are upset at yourself or nervous. You regret something. You are trying to remember something funny or interesting. You're grateful for something you have or are around.

We are weighing options. We're preparing to do something. We're giving a pep talk to ourself. We're nervous but in an excited way. We're being cognizant of our body in the context of physical sensation like pain.

personality quiz: in ur head do u refer to yourself as i, you, or we

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Had an amazing time at Tyria Pride this year!!

Thank you so much to everyone who could make it to my streams. I hope you all had an amazing time boppin' to music and telling bad jokes with me.

Being able to make it back to this event after what was definitely one of the roughest years of my life was really emotional for me. I've missed a few, and it really felt like coming home.

I love you all so damn much. Happy Pride. <3

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I'm streaming Tyria Pride!!

For those of you who'll be attending Tyria Pride this year (or would like to listen in on a fun Pride-themed stream) I will be streaming the parade this year on both days!!

I'll be hosting lots of mini-giveaways of in-game items! Come have a listen while we march together, or get your Pride fix if you can't be in-game for the event!

Click here to check out my Twitch if you'd like to follow before the day begins!

Please check out this link for more info on the event in general and the charities involved.

Signal boosting is very appreciated!! Hope to see you all there!

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So I think I've been playing Project Sekai/Colorful Stage long enough that I'm starting to get my ship headcanons/hopes settled.

As ever these are shifting by the tides and extremely subject to change.

Thoughts/stupid taglines under the cut.

Leo/need (the story I've played the least of so far): Saki is the uniting axis of a very dramatic polycule that is constantly tripping over themselves to confess to her.

MORE MORE JUMP!: Airi and Shizuku have been dating in secret for years and are quietly cheering on Minori's extremely obvious crush on Haruka.

Vivid BAD SQUAD: Akito and Toya have been dating Very Not In Secret for years and are watching An and Kohane have their first Baby Gay experience with great amusement.

Wonderlands x Showtime: One gradually-forming polycule discovers the power of camp. Literally everyone in Wonderlands is in love with everyone else in the troupe, I feel extremely strongly about this.

Nightcord at 25:00: Four depressed sapphics all do not have any idea how to sustain a healthy relationship. There's wild emotional tension between any configuration of the members, everyone wants to kiss but everyone believes (perhaps rightly) that it would be a Terrible Idea Right Now.

Bonus: Virtual Singer: See Wonderlands, except instead of a gradually-forming polycule it's one that has been securely married for longer than any of these greenhorns have been alive.

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I absolutely lost it at their little formal outfits. I love these nerds so much.

But yeah, I guess I'm 26 now! Wild.

Sorry for the lack of posting lately, plague has really sapped my will to create but I hope to get back into the swing of things someday soon. 🖤 Love you all, hope you're staying safe.

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Ugh I hate that I want the Funko Pop Aurene so badly

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In relation to my last post, if anyone would like getting divination readings to be an actual canon part of a D&D session or organized RP I would be delighted to arrange something.

I'm happy to play an NPC of your design, with the caveat that I don't really do voices/accents, and I'd need some advance notice to work my schedule.

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I basically work on a barter system. Will trade tarot/oracle readings for doodles, writings, crafts, gw2 gold... Money would be helpful but is definitely not what I'm doing it for.

I do readings for people but I also do readings for OCs. D&D readings are my favorite, and I have a Pathfinder Harrow deck if you want something flavored for a canon reading.

I am learning rune casting and pendulum reading but I am much slower and less detailed with those.

I prefer doing these through Discord but any software I can voice-chat through is acceptable

If you’re offering free or paid readings, please reblog this post so I can follow you!

I’m trying to build up an active community of readers. I’ll be sharing your posts and giving shout-outs to active readers on Tumblr, so please reblog this post if you’re interested in sharing 💕

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Local elf adopts baby medusa, what happens next will warm your heart

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Nobody following me wanted this but I'm talking about my favorite Mystic Messenger trio anyway

Like I know Jaehee's route is only a few steps from making the ot3 canon they're all so mushy and affectionate with each other

I also wanna talk about the pining in the Zen route and how at first Jaehee seems to be jealous but MC and Zen can spend a portion of their romantic relationship both like "you know who's beautiful" "yeah" "Jaehee"

"I will be your number one fan" makes me cry for ten thousand years and I'm convinced the bedrock of this relationship is the three cheering each other on in their career dreams

Jaehee and MC becoming the ultimate team to help their boy in the Zen route

Maybe Jumin is involved but whether he's part of the polycule or not he's definitely an important (if often frustrating) support in their lives

Jumin's really salty about Jaehee quitting her job and constantly lets them know even as he's helping MC learn how to better manage the finances of their cafe and setting up a great marketing campaign with Zen for them (he tries so gd hard to make it involve cats but it's 1v3)

Zen doing chill live music at the cafe sometimes and making his ladies swoon

Sometimes his rabid fan following catches wind of this and it becomes instant chaos but it brings in so much business

MC and Jaehee trying to help him rehearse for musicals but being too excited to do a really good job, Zen tells them they're a great help to him anyways because it's too cute and he doesn't want them to stop

Big dummies can't stop complimenting each other for two seconds

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Doodled one of the guest players in Teeki's campaign, a sweet low-INT monk boy named Wyrbs

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I haven't felt Absolutely 500% Amped about a ship in a while but I just opened up Mystic Messenger on a whim and remembered the straight shot of dopamine this ot3 gives me

I don't wanna do anything but talk about poly theater nerds now

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Publishing this here as well, since I love any chance I get to talk about my nerds.

So I notice the GW posts ! Who’s your baby in GW2 ?

Ohhh my gosh, I have too many.

The one I play the most by far is a terrible snotty Inquest named Vrixxae. She has her nose in a lot of Rata Sum politics and basically specializes in twisting things so that the Inquest looks reasonable in their actions. It’s a tough thing to do, but she’s learned that small victories matter.

She’s probably way too evil for me to call my baby though. That title has to go to Dezi.

She kind of grew up as a feral child, due to unfortunate circumstances. The socialization she did receive was mostly from the local groups of skritt, and she tends to more naturally use their linguistic conventions and habits even after being acclimated to normal society.

She hoards things, is incredibly forward and has a tendency to draw strange conclusions about herself and others around her. But she also has a few rather impressive skills, such as handling volatile materials and finding new applications for them that may not have been obvious.

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❄️Happy holidays! 🎄

Starting today, ArenaNet folks will be out of the office to spend time with our families. We’re wishing you a wonderful holiday season and a very happy new year–and we’ll see you in 2020! 

We’d like to leave you with a look ahead at what’s coming for Guild Wars 2 in 2020 Q1. Check it out here on the blog!  🎁ฅ/ᐠ｡ᆽ｡ᐟ \

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I really miss playing Ves

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I had a dream about a Mimikyu who talked to his disguise's head when he was sad.

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autumnal asks

lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?

frost - if you could give some advice to your younger self, what would you say?

maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

harvest - what fictional character do you most identify with? Why?

fireside - if you had your dream wardrobe, what would it look like?

cider - a food that you disliked as a child but now enjoy?

amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.

fog - how well do you think you’d do in a zombie apocalypse scenario?

jack-o-lantern - if you could look like any celebrity, who would you choose?

spice - have you ever encountered a house that you believed to be haunted?

orchard - share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn.

crow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?

bonfire - describe your dream house.

cinnamon - if you had to live in a time period different than the present, which would you choose and where?

cobweb - (if you’ve graduated) do you miss high school?

cranberry - what’s one physical feature that you get complimented on?

maize - share the weirdest encounter you’ve had with a stranger on the street.

quilt - how do you take your tea (or coffee)?

pumpkin - do you think that humans are inherently good or bad?

moonlit - are you a neat or messy person? Is your room / house orderly?

flannel - have you ever gone on a bad date? 

cocoa - if you could have any type of hair, what colour and cut would you have?

ghost - is there someone that you miss having in your life?