letterstojowen

[letterstojowen]

Sorry.

Of all the 84 Sorrys I have received from you,

the only 'Sorry' that I was expecting that night was,

"I'm sorry I was late."

But it was nowhere to be found.

I guess ghosting me was something you're not sorry about.

[letterstojowen]

You have shared your heartbreaks

You have shared how SHE treated you.

It hurts does it? Because I knew how it felt.

But after all the things we've talked about,

I thought you would be different.

I thought we had an agreement that we

will never end things without talking things through.

Instead, you left me hanging...

You let me wait that night,

staring at that door hoping you'd still appear

with an explanation of what happened.

As the night ends, I slowly accepted the fact that it ends here.

I went home shaking, cannot process what happened.

Asking myself, "What did I do wrong?"

"Do I deserve this?"

"Is he okay?"

Kept looking for things to blame

I always end up blaming myself at the end.

But it never occur to me..

Maybe I should blame you.

After all the things that you've been through

All the things you've shared to me that I was so sorry for.

I was so willing to do anything for you because I knew how it feels to be treated like shit.

Now, it makes me wonder..

After that night, what makes you think you are different than HER?

Maybe SHE has the right reason to do it to you...