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Ocean state of mind My urge for vitamin Sea is stronger than ever! I can't wait for shawn and I to finally go down there for real and start this next chapter! Wilmington we'll see you soon :)

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The loves of my life

There’s never a day I don’t see a smile on your face So innocent, so happy, so all over the place! You’re the best things to happen in my life I’m grateful for your giggles and your love and strife  For knowledge, for snuggles, for pushes on the swing  I love you Lucy Rose and Christopher  James I wouldn’t change a thing.

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Mad World

We live in a mad,mad world. its actually quite a sad world. Its as if we’ve taken 100 steps back and were not even trying to get on track. Living ain’t easy, thats for certain. But, do the kids of our time deserve this butden? Learning less about peace, more about resentment. Hateful propaganda intended for discontentment. What would JFK or Lennon say?  if our selfish society didn’t take them…

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Lost inside my mind

What a concept life is. it takes you through highs, it takes you through lows. and im starting to think it expects you to just accept what is thrown at you. Sometimes life is giving sometimes life is selfish Life contradicts itself regardless of all this. To be alive is to feel emotions its one of lifes mysterious potions not all feelings are good, not all are bad sometimes they’re happy,…

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Growing Pains

Before today the only true growing pains I had ever known were the actual, physical ones. The ones that make your legs throb which my mom would always make me feel better when saying that it meant I was growing to be big and strong. But fast forward some 16 years later I think I’ve found a new definition; figuring out you’re officially going through “adulting” and being completely, utterly pained…

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Growing Pains

Before today the only true growing pains I had ever known were the actual, physical ones. The ones that make your legs throb which my mom would always make me feel better when saying that it meant I was growing to be big and strong. But fast forward some 16 years later I think I’ve found a new definition; figuring out you’re officially going through “adulting” and being completely, utterly pained…

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Silver Linings

“Many dreams come true and some have silver linings”- Led Zeppelin Prior to this week the concept of silver linings remained exactly that, a concept. Generally, I think the idea of every dark moment in your life having a silver lining is an optimistic way at dealing with the series of obstacles and events that is are life. Im only 23 years old as of December and haven’t truly had to worry or feel…

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#NowPlaying Discover Weekly by Spotify

#NowPlaying Discover Weekly by Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/user/spotifydiscover/playlist/5eZhicwj9TYmjcaVlxZmVE

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#NowPlaying Discover Weekly by Spotify

#NowPlaying Discover Weekly by Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/user/spotifydiscover/playlist/5eZhicwj9TYmjcaVlxZmVE

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What’s your story? So I was trying to think of something fun and creative to focus my mind on today, and found inspiration from my mini suitcase that is my purse.

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Baby C.J

Sorry I’ve been off the grid for a bit, but baby CJ was born this past Friday night (9:31pm to be exact) just so happened to be born on my fathers birthday as well! What a birthday present right? I am over the top in love with this little man and can’t wait to watch him grow. I’m proud to have a nephew but my niece Lucy will NOT let me soon forget who was here first! Overwhelmed with joy that my…

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Hunting rant.

I’m not going to make a habit of rants on my opinions and stuff and I’m not trying to disregard other human beings rights. But I can’t help but want to scream whenever I hear or see any kind of hunting scenario. To set the origin of my anger it’s important to know my background; I’m 22 and was raised in affluent Long Island town. Aka, a bubble. When I was around 20 years old, my parents decided…

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What if

What if pills never consumed our town? would it be possible you’d still be around? what if I didn’t partake in the reckless things we did when we were young would I be here today able to see the man you’ve become? I find myself thinking about the what ifs whenever I think of you. What if I wasn’t away at school when everything went to hell? would you open up to me, the stories you wanted to tell?…

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Freelance poem 

I hate you, I love you. I need you, I can’t stand you. Am I going crazy? Or is it true  That bonds are indeed breakable  You hurt me, you please me do you think this is easy?  If you do you’re a fool Because I’m crazy for you  But there comes a time when the things meant to make us stronger, can simply be no longer.  I hurt, you hurt. Is this really living?  I’ve given all I can and but shit…

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15 Things You Know To Be True When You're The Sibling That's 10 Years Younger

15 Things You Know To Be True When You’re The Sibling That’s 10 Years Younger

https://www.theodysseyonline.com/15-things-you-know-to-be-true-when-youre-the-sibling-thats-10-years-younger Above is an article which shows the younger siblings side of living with a sibling 10+ years older than you. Many of the things on the list I relate to, but not all. I bring this up because I want to explore and get opinions of others who have a similar family set up and if you believe…

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An open letter to my niece and nephew 

In a couple of days my big sister will be welcoming her second child into the world, my first nephew! She already gifted me with my beautiful niece, Lucy rose in May of 2015. Upon his arrival I’ve been thinking of what I would want to say to them about this world they were brought into. I wish I could tell them life and the world is this perfect happy go lucky place full of peace and prosperity.…

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A cats love

As I continue to post more blogs it’ll soon be very clear that I’m a crazy cat lady. But, today especially I really wanted to express how underrated cats love and affection is. Today I clumsily sprained my ankle which landed me with crutches( which I hardly understand how to use) and naturally I’m in pain. A LOT, of pain. As I sit here miserable and icing my golf ball of an ankle my cat Lambaeu…