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this blog is still very much on permanent hiatus & all, but i felt obligated to come on here & post abt this - esp in a space where it seems the most appropriate to do so …

so as y’all might have seen (if you’re keeping up/a fellow fan), filming wrapped for nysm3, bts pics were released & a release date was announced (nov 14th 2025) & i just …

it actually kinda sucks so badly bc i wanna be excited. like i so badly wanna be excited bc i’ve been waiting for this film for SO DAMN LONG. like for the longest time i would say “all i want is now you see me 3”, like if you KNOW ME, you know how long & how badly i’ve wanted this …

so like i wanna be excited. but - it’s so hard when i truly feel like this film is going to disappoint me & let me down. like - with exclusion of lizzy/lula - that’s already upsetting enough on it’s own bc like i wanted ALL MY BABIES back together, like i already had to go through it once w isla/henley into nysm2 … but now henley is coming back! … & lula isn’t. but on top of this, i really feel like with this in mind … they’re just going to try to essentially ignore the 2nd one - which is also upsetting bc i love the 2nd one so much, even though i know it got kind of mixed reviews …

& i just - idk. i’ve been waiting for this film for so long & the fact that it might let me down & disappoint me & not be everything i’ve dreamed of, sucks. like so majorly bad. these films are everything to me & i’ve been waiting for this for so long & i just - wish i could be more excited & feel like all that waiting has been paid off …

but who knows, maybe they’ll pleasantly surprise me. maybe they’ll give a really good reason for lula not being there & still make plenty of references towards her. maybe they won’t just ignore the 2nd. maybe the henley come back will be amazing & iconic. maybe lula will actually pop up & the reason she hasn’t been announced is bc it’s a surprise … who knows. i don’t yet. but all my feelings towards this film just remain … tentative, for now

this blog will probably stay inactive for quite a while longer, not only do i just generally not really have muse for these guys - the nysm3 stuff is making it hard to FIND muse for them, if i were to even try (which i don’t even know if i want to bc my focus is majorly on my steve harrington & missy cooper rn), & i also don’t know if i can actually run another blog atm bc every time i try it flops -

maybe once that first trailer comes out & we know a bit more, but considering that won’t be till probably halfway through next year - we’ll just see. either way once again, catch me @theha1r &/or @coopermelissa if you haven’t already! much love! <3

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can also find me @brckenbadass & @halloweend but steve’s blog is where i’m really mostly at

this blog is on PERMANENT HIATUS until further notice - my muse for these guys has been pretty significantly killed by nysm3 casting updates & changes & everything they’re apparently doing that i don’t agree with most of -

we will see if this changes as more info & such comes out but i’ve struggled to find any muse for these guys for months now (even abby who’s always been one of my loudest muses). so for now i’m just marking this blog on permanent hiatus - i can’t even say they’re available for discord writing as tbh i can’t even scrounge muse up there

IN THE MEANTIME FIND ME @theha1r <3

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this blog is on PERMANENT HIATUS until further notice - my muse for these guys has been pretty significantly killed by nysm3 casting updates & changes & everything they’re apparently doing that i don’t agree with most of -

we will see if this changes as more info & such comes out but i’ve struggled to find any muse for these guys for months now (even abby who’s always been one of my loudest muses). so for now i’m just marking this blog on permanent hiatus - i can’t even say they’re available for discord writing as tbh i can’t even scrounge muse up there

IN THE MEANTIME FIND ME @theha1r <3

[lessycusee]

this blog is on PERMANENT HIATUS until further notice - my muse for these guys has been pretty significantly killed by nysm3 casting updates & changes & everything they’re apparently doing that i don’t agree with most of -

we will see if this changes as more info & such comes out but i’ve struggled to find any muse for these guys for months now (even abby who’s always been one of my loudest muses). so for now i’m just marking this blog on permanent hiatus - i can’t even say they’re available for discord writing as tbh i can’t even scrounge muse up there

IN THE MEANTIME FIND ME @theha1r <3

[lessycusee]

this blog is on PERMANENT HIATUS until further notice - my muse for these guys has been pretty significantly killed by nysm3 casting updates & changes & everything they’re apparently doing that i don’t agree with most of -

we will see if this changes as more info & such comes out but i’ve struggled to find any muse for these guys for months now (even abby who’s always been one of my loudest muses). so for now i’m just marking this blog on permanent hiatus - i can’t even say they’re available for discord writing as tbh i can’t even scrounge muse up there

IN THE MEANTIME FIND ME @theha1r <3

[lessycusee]

this blog is on PERMANENT HIATUS until further notice - my muse for these guys has been pretty significantly killed by nysm3 casting updates & changes & everything they’re apparently doing that i don’t agree with most of -

we will see if this changes as more info & such comes out but i’ve struggled to find any muse for these guys for months now (even abby who’s always been one of my loudest muses). so for now i’m just marking this blog on permanent hiatus - i can’t even say they’re available for discord writing as tbh i can’t even scrounge muse up there

IN THE MEANTIME FIND ME @theha1r <3

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you're on your own, kid, you always have been

an independent FANDOMLESS portrayal of steve harrington from netflix's stranger things. written as original character. with stranger things & many other verse(s) available. as very deeply beloved by pluto

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whenever i get to the icon banners for this blog i might also change my psd & re-do my graphics. i’m honestly not feeling the purple for these guys anymore esp when i use it on @shinetcgether where it is so much more fitting. & like re: graphics i kinda wanna try to go for a more match-y vibe like the most of the rest of my blogs …

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brand spanking new starter call! give this post a like/reply for a starter!

(specifying muse would be preferred & fellow multi specifying from your end as well. you may request multiple)

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brand spanking new starter call! give this post a like/reply for a starter!

(specifying muse would be preferred & fellow multi specifying from your end as well. you may request multiple)

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HI BESTIES!!! guess who's back? back again? pluto's back, tell a friend!

i'm sorry i kinda disappeared there on y'all for a few days - as i had said in that post i made, i was babysitting wednesday & thursday. plus i was adjusting to a new ('fixed') sleep schedule which always kinda needs an adjustment period. plus it was my sister's birthday on saturday ... so yeah, i've kinda just been busy -

but! i'm here now! & i'm gonna try to write! though tbh i might be sticking to writing stuff on my halloween blog first since that is what the original plan was but then shit happened & all. honestly just gonna see where muse takes me - but yes i'm here!

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hello so i likely won’t be online again until friday - both my niece & nephew are coming over today & will be spending the night & i’ll be helping out taking care of them & such - so trying to like - sit down & write like on my laptop & everything being fully focused will be kinda difficult. so i’m probably just gonna stay offline until then

HOWEVER - if you would like to try come write with me on disco, comment on this post/come hit me up/etc & i’ll set up a server for us or if we already have one we can plot some stuff out or whatever. you can find my disco in my rules if you don’t already have me added & honestly feel free to even just come hit me up to chat. but yeah, be around friday! much love to you all, mwah mwah <3

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okay so i know i just reblogged that meme but i’m going to make this post & rb it to the other two blogs i feel like i need to …

i really am genuinely going to try to get active here again, active on all my blogs. i just - was so focused on my multi (well my main one, @pcetstcrtured) & then got so overwhelmed w how much i owed on there - i just … started ignoring all other blogs. but i recently made several decisions that majorly helped to lessen the load of everything i owe - across multiple blogs - so i’m feeling a lot better abt things now. my muse is kicking & feeling so much better than it has. i only run five blogs now which is such a great weight lifted tbh - esp bc all but one are multimuses

now … i would like to get a little more caught up on things on the main multi just so i don’t end up insanely overwhelmed again but i honestly see myself making good progress sooner rather than later. so i really do see myself doing things on here also sooner rather than later

but yeah i just - wanted to throw this out there as a little psa. esp considering i’ve followed some new people & all. but yes thank you all for your patience & still following me here. love you all, mwah mwah <3

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT - THE ANTHOLOGY BY TAYLOR SWIFT PROMPT LIST *  assorted lyrics from the album, some lines slightly adapted for meme purposes but feel free to adjust as necessary

even if it's handcuffed, i'm leaving here with you.

trust me. i can handle a dangerous man.

i love you. it's ruining my life.

does it feel all right to not know me?

i am who i am 'cause you trained me.

quick. tell me something awful.

i loved you the way that you were.

we were just kids, babe.

i can fix him.

you and i go from one kiss to getting married.

you said i'm the love of your life.

way up there, i actually love it.

i just don't understand how you don't miss me.

do you hate me?

did you think i had it in me?

what if i told you i'm back?

i still miss the smoke.

i'm not trying to exaggerate, but i think i might die if it happened.

you look like stevie nicks.

it's hell on earth to be heavenly.

i still can't believe it.

this happens once every few lifetimes.

didn't you hear? they called it all off.

it's happening again.

my friends say it isn't right to be scared.

i might just die.

fuck you if i can't have us.

tell me about the first time you saw me.

are you gonna marry, kiss, or kill me?

no one's ever had me... not like you.

stay away from her.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you.

i don't think you've changed much.

that's where i was when i lost it all.

life was always easier on you than it was on me.

i hoped you'd return.

do you believe me now?

what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?

what are the chances you'd be downtown?

is it something i did?

oh, we must stop meeting like this.

they say what doesn't kill you makes you aware.

i'm not a donor, but i'd give you my heart if you needed it.

looking backwards might be the only way to move forwards.

the story isn't mine anymore.

what a charming saturday!

none of it is changing.

wild winds are death to the candle.

one bad seed kills the garden.

i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine.

this place made me feel worthless.

i didn't want to come down.

everything had been above board.

blood's thick, but nothing like a payroll.

you can mark my words that i said it first.

the professor said to write what you know.

all of this to say, i hope you're okay.

your words are still just ringing in my head.

i built a legacy which you can't undo.

who do i have to speak to to change the prophecy?

the effects were temporary.

no, i'm not coming to my senses.

babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it.

you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.

i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope.

thought of calling you, but you won't pick up.

you're a professional.

long may you reign.

you're an animal. you are bloodthirsty.

now i seem to be scared to go outside.

i don't believe in good luck.

i hate it here.

if i'd been there, i'd hate it.

only the gentle survived.

i'm lonely, but i'm good.

you have no room in your dreams for regrets.

i thought it was just goodbye for now.

are you still a mind reader?

let it once be me.

i haven't decided yet.

i still dream of him.

i'm so afraid i sealed my fate.

it was always the same searing pain.

i can't forgive the way you made me feel.

it wasn't a fair fight or a clean kill.

she used to say she wished that you were dead.

tell me all your secrets.

they tried to warn you about me.

you're in terrible danger.

i'm the life you chose.

yes, i'm haunted, but i'm feeling just fine.

no one asks any questions here.

tell me i'm despicable. say it's unforgivable.

i'm running back home to you.

you should see your faces.

you knew the price going in.

was any of it true?

who the fuck was that guy?

i don't ever want you back.

did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

you don't get to tell me you feel bad.

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.

am i allowed to cry?

there's no such thing as bad thoughts. only your actions talk.

they're going to crucify me anyway.

i know i'm just repeating myself.

that's the closest i've come to my heart exploding.

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while i’m on this blog very briefly just gonna say another ttpd song + horsemen thought & that is …

i can do it with a broken heart is very henley coded tbqh. stay tuned for further thoughts at some point & if there is anymore ttpd horsemen coded songs. love ya <3

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also also while i’m here on this blog & talking abt abby & it’s her birthday, i need to say the bolter from ttpd is very very lowkey abby coded, i could make a whole analysis but it’s so especially younger abby who is known for breaking hearts, won’t stay with anyone for long, sleeps around a lot & shit. like it’s sooo abby -

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before it gets past midnight i needed to pop onto this blog real quick to acknowledge the fact that it is ABBY’S BIRTHDAY!!!

now she doesn’t really like talking about, celebrating, etc her birthday (if you read her bio you’ll probably get why) but i still needed to do at least a little acknowledgment. but this is my girl, abigail hope atlas i love you so much. you huge pain in the ass. sorry for the lack of attention lately xoxo but i love you, one of my top 3 ocs ever, forever one of my main girls <3 mwah mwah. happy birthday abby!!!