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"i hate you" because that's easier than "how can you see right through me when my own family can't? why would you walk through the fire to avoid losing me? why do you keep looking at me like that i'm not your answer, but i want to be? how do you see right through my violence and my blank stares and know that beneath it all i'm just angry and self-destructive? how do you see all of that and still stay and still want to stay? i'm not supposed to care about anyone or anything but you stop when i tell you to, and when i let you, you kiss me senseless. i'm supposed to feel nothing but this was your last hurrah and you were hanging on by a thread and you had nothing but you chose, you chose to lean on me. and everyone called me a monster and a sociopath but you trusted me enough to spend the last year of your life here. with us, with me. you were supposed to be a side effect of the drugs, you weren't supposed to be real, you are impossible, because you make me feel and when you were gone i felt fear for the first time in years and i wanted to tear apart the world to find you again, and i couldn't even fall back on the deal we made because you dissolved it just in time. i had no excuse, i just felt like i was free-falling because of you. it was meant to be just hate sex but i knew it never was it never could've been for me, because you saw me and you understood me and you stayed with me and-"

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Teetering between the hilarity of Kevin finding out that his knight Jeremy Knox is a fox in cardinals clothing vs Kevin knowing all along, knowing because it was in the papers papers that he read and sent to Jean, but desperately loving Jeremy anyway, turning Jean over to him anyway- say what you will about him but Kevin Day has an eerie ability to see the merit in the men he loves and always act on it

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Is it mandatory for all gay men in exy to be this dramatic?

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USC DEFEATS WHITE RIDGE IN HOME OPENER; GOLDEN RAVEN SOARS IN DEBUT

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pre-tfc , extra content :

the raven king, chapter eight :

the king's men, chapter ten :

the king's men, chapter seventeen :

kandrew [ w/ neil ] + the 2 year quest

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Theory:

Ichiro could be angry that the Raven’s were attacking his investments (on live television no less). Both Neil and Kevin were injured after JUST making a new agreement with him. It was clear the Raven’s wanted to seriously injure Neil at the very least. So it makes sense that Ichiro would want Jasmine Lane dead.

Raven’s already have a history of committing suicide in waves so it would be easy to make it look like another round of tragedies.

It could also just be because Thea went on TV and called them a bunch of disgraces. I mean Kevin was attacked by Martin Dawson too, but Dawson didn’t die.

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10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU 1999 — dir. Gil Junger

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kevin day collecting homoerotic situationships to go play at the olympics with him one day

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Do you think Jeremy, in the rare moments he’s left alone, between calls from his mother, when Bryson is out-of-state or out-of-country, but he has to be home, wide awake without the fatigue of a crazy commute or of exertion of sports, alone in a bedroom that hasn’t aged with him in four years, do you think he closes his eyes and is immediately hit with the memories of all his fuckups instead of everything he’s done, been forced to do too, to build himself back up? Do you think his body knows peace? Do you think there’s a permanent hemorrhage in the lining of his stomach that he can’t close up, that he can’t quite smile through? Do you think he seeks bodies and friendships and antagonism and leadership and exercise and a too-busy schedule so he’s too tired to do this?

I tried to be good, am I no good? / Am I no good? Am I no good? / With my memory restricted to a Polaroid in evidence

Strangers — Ethel Cain

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I know in canon Jean is very negligent of his attraction to people, like he ignores it and hopes it goes away, but I can’t stop picturing him being SUPER pissed whenever he’s horny.

He liked Kevin and look how that turned out. He sees Kevin doing something hot and now is just like “fuck you. God I cannot fucking stand you, you horrible arrogant man.”

He watches Jeremy change in the locker room and grabs his locker door so hard it creaks. Steaming out the ears with a killer scowl on his face. Someone asks if he’s okay and he grits out “I am fine.” In the chilliest voice imaginable.

He watches Renee make a killer save during on of the Foxes’ games and just goes “I am going to burn this house down with all of you in it.” Cat, Laila and Jeremy are so fucking confused.

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It’s so funny to me that Jean uses his lack of English proficiency as an excuse but then his inner monologue is using words like malcontent and cretin. Like the only thing that man is fluent in is being a straight up hater.

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SABRINA CARPENTER — Bed Chem (Live at The BRIT Awards 2025) +

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Jean & Cat. I genuinely adore them more than anything.

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psa

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my brother was the witness of me | a glimpse into the foxes v raven game and its aftermath (pt 1)

For a dizzying moment, Aaron is back in Columbia, waiting uselessly for Neil to break down the door that stood between him and Andrew. That day, Neil knew before anyone else that Andrew was in trouble. Today, too, Aaron only whirled around towards Andrew because Neil started towards the Home goal. He watches the Ravens strikers charge for the goal, he watches Winter swing his racquet like a baseball bat—just like Aaron did when he crushed Drake’s skull with it.  

Aaron screams.

He’ll never know what panicked warning came out of his mouth at that moment, but it’s just barely enough. It buys Andrew just enough time to lift his stick and block Winter’s lethal assault. The unexpected impact still makes him stumble into goal, it still makes him crash into the wall. The sound that peels out of Andrew even in the chaos makes Aaron’s blood go cold and he’s moving without thinking. The other striker, Williams, brings his racquet down in the same moment but Andrew isn’t where he was half a second ago; the racquet skims his helmet and hits his shoulder with enough force to bring him to his knees. Williams lifts his racquet again, but Aaron knocks it out his hands with a violent swing of his own and then lets it clatter to the floor. 

He hits better with his fists.

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andrew and neil unintentionally getting matching pajamas. they both get them for the other one - neil sees a black pajama set with a tiny fox in the front and just has to get it for andrew, while just an hour later andrew gets the same ones in bright orange. neither of them is expecting a gift so it's a fun exchange. andrew pretends he's not that interested but wears them all the time. the first time that aaron comes over and sees them in the matching set he almost throws up

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sometimes thinking abt all the gaming youre gonna do later is what gets you through the workday and then you get home and do no gaming. not even a little bit of gaming