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Nosferatu (2024) dir. Robert Eggers // Wanderer above the Sea of Fog (1818) by Caspar David Friedrich

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I got another buffy the vampire slayer related tattoo! next to my broken yellow crayon i now have a tombstone with the date of the first screening of „Seeing Red“ and it makes me cry everytime i look at it

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<3 is sentence concluding punctuation

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Another example of Spike being able to have care for humans outside of his romantic love for Buffy was how he reacted to Tara pulling the blinds down when they were in that RV running away from Glory. Tara was still insane, and didn't consider the fact that Spike was a vampire who would be damaged, so she pushed the blinds aside. He ran away from the sunlight, obviously, and Tara started crying when Willow pulled her away. Willow apologized to Spike, and instead of being a dick about it or even just ignoring the apology, he said that it was okay and his skin had already stopped smoking, so Tara could play with the blinds all she liked. I suppose you could argue that this was all in service to Buffy, but I don't think so. He could have simply been polite and just stopped at saying it was okay if his goal was to simply play nice with her friends, but he went beyond that. He said that Tara could keep letting sunlight into the RV, regardless of the fact that sunlight could hurt him. I think this was because she was clearly distraught at no longer having access to the light, and, when faced with a crying, insane young woman, Spike couldn't help but want to make her feel better.

Again, he still had that evil vampire soul inside of him that caused him to do lots of terrible things, but this was yet another example of him being gentler than the other vampires we've seen. For all the terrible things he'd done, Soulless Spike was still somehow capable of caring enough about humans to endure pain and suffering on their behalf.

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"You faced the monster inside of you, and you fought back."

That quote always brings me to tears. Because it's so true. It's an acknowledgement that Soulless Spike was more than just the demon that possessed him when he died. William remained. Suppressed and controlled by the vampire soul inside of him, but still there. And when that trace of who he had been as a human fell in love with Buffy, it grew stronger and stronger and stronger. And being surrounded by good people increased it even more. Especially the love he grew to have for Dawn as well, because I absolutely believe that he loved her too, and the fact that it was a paternal love rather than a romantic love was, I think, helpful on an even deeper level. Spike was surrounded by love, and that bit of William that remained was bolstered so much by that love that it grew stronger than his vampire soul. He faced the monster inside of him, and he fought back. And he fucking won.

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in season 7 there should have been a scene where Buffy tells Spike "The house is full of people, you can't sleep naked anymore" but he hasn't worn pajamas since the Victorian era and one morning Dawn gets up early and spots him wandering around like this

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Gay people I summon thee

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saw this post by @spikes-left-eyebrow and couldn't resist. Congrats on your lesbian awakening!

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Sorry for infodumping about my special interest out of nowhere, you said a keyword and it activated my unskippable dialogue

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"Osiris, keeper of the gate, master of all fate, hear us!"

Esse não saiu exatamente do jeito que eu queria mas resolvi postar mesmo assim.

eng: this one didn't quite turn out the way i wanted, but I decided to post it anyway.

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Buffy the Vampire Slayers (1997 to 2003), Behind the Scenes photos

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tfw you accidentally domesticate the local vampire and now hes in your house and he just. wont. leave. he keeps coming back. hes having cocoa with your mom