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Be yourself. Part 1

Cold night, I slowly trudge up the hill, home. Although I can't call it, because the house is the place where you want to come again and again. The phone was ringing off the hook brother, the clock is already two in the morning, but the phone I ignore it, continuing to listen to your calm and not so favorite music, thinking about what I'm going to have to scold brother, couldn't even drown out the music. To be honest, I'm tired of these quarrels, want to live in peace and not nothing to worry about. Of course we with JungKook not always fighting was good, but after I turned 15, I changed, I see nothing wrong with that to do what you like, and not be similar at all, but for some reason people judge me, so I became that someone doesn't have to be that sister that I would not like to see JungKook. Approaching the door of the house, I stopped for a moment as if thinking, "Could leave, and not come here more?" but I was not. The lights everywhere were off, JungKook don't have to sleep,because he told me the whole phone is tortured their calls may have gone somewhere? However, this is not important, important is that he doesn't see me and maybe tonight I will sleep with a clear conscience. Trying quiet, I slowly opened the door, hoping that no one is home, suddenly the light was turned on, I even trembled a little. JongKook was clearly angry, his eyes were like a predator ready to attack me, I tried not to pay attention and go on quietly in his room.

- Well, where have you been?- his voice was tired, but to yell at me, he probably will never be bored.

- I didn't mess around! Why don't you calm down and let me go to my room. – throwing his jacket angrily on the couch, I started to take off their shoes.

- As long as you live with me, I'll yell at you as much as you want.

- Hah! Well, nothing rules you came up with. I want to go. – I'm tired and I began to gather back on the street anywhere, but away from here.

- You're not going anywhere at this hour! – he abruptly grabbed my hand and took my stuff.

- God, you already have, and you can finally calm down? I was ready to cuss, but his conscience is somehow not allowed, with an angry thud I went to my room, and the thunder slammed the door, clearly to understand that he is with me.

- Arg! – twisting his teeth, he decided not to pick a fight with me, it was obvious how much he wanted to sleep, but the time and effort he didn't want to spend on an empty scandal.

Sitting at the table I spread, his black hair, getting ready for bed. I still have to go to school, don't be there my only true friend, I would never go. Looking with a smile at the picture of their dead parents, I wanted to cry, because life without them is not the same. It is hard without their support and advice, I miss their hugs, my mother's songs at night, and her gentle, so warm and dear voice, and I miss prejnemu JongKook..But maybe it is not in it, and maybe I have changed. My brain today is tired and I did not want to think, and immediately went to bed.

I woke up in the sixth floor, the noise of a brother, still do not understand how he gets up at five in the morning and getting enough sleep, the genes I is probably not passed on. Sitting on the bed I rubbed my eyes and sat still for five minutes, looked at his watch, as always, I was late, but I really don't care, I'm not obliged to come home at ten o'clock after classes and some additional classes, then do homework and get up at five in the morning not having slept. And I don't like ours, so I don't wear, don't want to be like everyone else, I want. Yes, I have many times punished and abused. But I don't think I'll wear a school uniform, if only Min Jung can convince me, he's always telling me that I was a diligent student, and he walks like a hit, but to learn it well. I am very proud that I have a friend he always support me and never betray, I believe it, and tell all of your secrets, and he told me, there is probably nothing that I could hide from him.

Pulled jeans and a sweatshirt, I went out to the kitchen, JungKook hurriedly prepared for school, and I braked, trying to find something edible in our fridge. Finding fresh rice, I slowly reclaimed it, JungKook quickly drank his freshly brewed tea, looking at me funny as I try to eat my rice, he smiled.

-What? - with mouth full I tried to say something.

- I'm going home to sleep is not coming, so try to get home early. - grabbing his briefcase, he quickly headed for the exit, probably should have asked why he doesn't come, but thought it was a blunt question, and my life it is not interesting. And what's that outfit you for a walk or go to school? You don't know what you can exclude, I'm not going to run and then transfer you to another, I have a lot of their problems. - my thoughts were only one: "when will he shut up?".

- Nobody's asking you to run the school and solve my problem. - I quickly put on my shoes and in the end came faster it from home.