leoswist

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TRICK OR TREAT

teat

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sometimes when i walk into the metro i feel like the rails are talking to me. their cold nasty voice seems to crash into my brain amongst the crinkles and starts its Call, saying and repeating a huge amount of bad things. it be a lot of things, but more often than not it's like they're laughing at me. laugh louder, hopefully you'll drown out the torrent i hear from people on a daily basis.

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Sometimes electronic impulses, that moving melancholically inside of my head, are giving me some sort of images about my life. My brain as well as me is thinking that my lifepath is just one big arcade mode/tower mode from some sort of fighting game. Either you beat your problem or say bye-bye to your mental state. But your nemesis never gonna end you. He will beat your ass over and over again. He will break your legs, but after that he gives you small amount of ibuprofen - just enough for you to be alive. He will do whatever he wants, but he is not going to kill you mentally. Well next time, life, try to end me already. No more "bleeding" shit. shoot me already

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ME FOR REAL

Decay

more below :D

i spent so much time on this bad boy

and here's each stage on its own!

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Life rule number 25.2561 i can't be better sometimes. i can't be better at all. Why? because everyone is gonna just feel themself bad. That's a fact. when i'm having fun - Noone else is gonna have it When i'm doing good at smthng - everyone gonna be just angry and upset. whatt else should i do? just be? i guess so.

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omigosh, chris, if you gonna see this - you're insane maniac that trying to blast my ears of with your FLAMING HOT SOUNDTRACK, MY FUCKING GOOD, YOUR JUST SOOOO GOOD

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why the heck when I'm feeling down and not doing a single thing for people around me - lice just splashes me with a slap and sayin: "BIIITCH EVERYONE IS FUCKED UP RN AND THIS IS YOUR FAULT!!!!!" Why it feels like I'm a supervisor for like.. everyone.

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currently I'm making my own setting for playing dnd. my own world with its own rules. and I think that it all just doesn't make any sense. at least bc almost no one cares about it, just like 80% of my interests. what can I do to be better

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I found one detail and this is kinda funny.

In enter the gungeon track there is a line: ..."Shotgun full of hate"

And like.. in the next game we have shotgun full of love.. ANND in the song about exit the gungeon.. we have shotgun full of love. Funny

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I really like the thing that it sounds like a legend at the beginning and after it just THAT video game music from the commercial, which just saying what they are having in the game

But anyway it slaps.

Uzi spine millimeter go BLAM

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Despite my love to acoustic and indie and acoustic-indie music, I really like electronic music too. But that's makes me think about.. what. I actually love in the music. Maybe the way it Feels. Aethtetic mb. But what ""cores"" do.i prefer ? I already thought about that and.. maybe.. goblin core.. weirdcore, dream core..

I still don't know why I'm writing this but.. have a picture of a Fennec

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Like ffs even I'm feeling embarrassed sometimes from my own thoughts. So why not.

First thing that I'm gonna to start off - Crumb Band. Their songs are so cozy and calm. Also "Locket". It sounds like ur in love. Feel like the main part which starts off " Close your eyes..." is something that HAS to be sang in pair where the second person sings

~ close my eyes

~~and tell your secrets

~deep deep loving tell your secret

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I'm gonna write some sort of my thoughts in this page 'cos I started to notice that if I'm gonna say this stuff irl everyone's gonna be.. embaressed/ignoring.

And that's a big fat fact.

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Tbh people like doseone are kinda funky but I like it. I like the style of their songs. I love definitely the fact that he's like from outer world and trying to say smthng using our vocabulary. So cool

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Omg so mossy

im falling in love with life again

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Sometimes.. I dream about cheese

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Tbh it's a banger. Can't stop listening. We need more smthg like this in our CyBeRsPaCe