lennalefay
lennalefay
Lenna's Musings
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Love as thou wilt. Late 30s, she/it, trans woman, IT professional, Domina, BDSM and poly educator, sadist, violence doll. I wear a lot of hats and play far too many rhythm games. 🔞 only please.
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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Birthday had an overnight rocky start but ended up being real nice. ^^
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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death of a machine
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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my blooming udongein
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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I probably shouldn’t be thinking about this after a couple glasses of scotch and on my birthday but
What they don’t tell you about living on the streets for a bit when you’re young is how much it will just never leave you. That it is inside your bones forever in some way and, while you certainly can heal, no therapy or medication or vice or relationship or love can ever fully undo it. It may try to make you feel lesser than everyone else for the rest of existence, and it may feel like it is always just around the corner, even when you’re doing well, and feel like the truest incarnation of the sword of Damocles when you aren’t. If you know someone who has been affected by this just. Be patient and kind, if you can.
Gonna rest and try to have a better brain start to the day. 💛 I’ll do the cute b-day post during the day.
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers and I'm dodging the draft
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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girls who are in frankly ridiculous precarity wrt their living situation have a little catchphrase. its "ehhh ill be fiiiiiine dw about me", and it translates into english as something like "i either cannot gather the strength, or am ultimately powerless, to fix the situation i am in and i need as much support as i can get, but theres a deep guilt that seeps into my mind whenever i ask for support and i cannot shake it". kinda neat huh? nature is incredible
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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girls who are in frankly ridiculous precarity wrt their living situation have a little catchphrase. its "ehhh ill be fiiiiiine dw about me", and it translates into english as something like "i either cannot gather the strength, or am ultimately powerless, to fix the situation i am in and i need as much support as i can get, but theres a deep guilt that seeps into my mind whenever i ask for support and i cannot shake it". kinda neat huh? nature is incredible
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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girls who are in frankly ridiculous precarity wrt their living situation have a little catchphrase. its "ehhh ill be fiiiiiine dw about me", and it translates into english as something like "i either cannot gather the strength, or am ultimately powerless, to fix the situation i am in and i need as much support as i can get, but theres a deep guilt that seeps into my mind whenever i ask for support and i cannot shake it". kinda neat huh? nature is incredible
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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this too, is yuri
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this cover is insane to me pt 2
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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i am living proof of the adored by english teachers to disgusting pervert pipeline
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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You should tell people how important they are to you. Always.
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lennalefay · 1 month ago
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local trans woman starts using a new color of heart emojis in her dms with you, which could mean nothing
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