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I’m gonna be perfect from now on.

I’m gonna be perfect starting now.

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Goodbye

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Life is getting better. Sorta. I’ve been doing really serious hard drugs lately. It helped. Now I’m done with em. It only does so much you know?? I just want to be able to be happy without anything. I’m tired of drinking and smoking the sadness away. I feel weak. I’m over it. Kind of over it. They’re having fun. I need to have fun. Fuck it.

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I’ve been feeling very suicidal as of late. I haven’t told anyone. I don’t want to bother them. But my death would. Do you see the issue I’m having??

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Nothing was said. I feel as if she’s finally gotten over me 100%. That’s okay. Today would’ve been our 5 year anniversary. She didn’t say a word. Why would she?? I’m sure she’s onto bigger and better things. I’m tired. Exhausted. Heart broken. Now I can finally move on. It sucks but it’s necessary. Fuck everything. This month is the worst. Fuck everything.

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I fucking suck :'(

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I've made the decision to quit drinking almost a month ago and it's hard but I'm managing. Sick of of being sick. Sick of being complacent. Sick of being a fucking clown to everyone. Just sick of everything it turns me into.

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Workin' on leaving the living

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Friend: So what are you doing today??

Me: 

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Friend: So what are you doing today??

Me: 

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Bongripper – Reefer Sutherland

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Bongripper – Hail

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the gang as dril tweets

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