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My Secret will you keep it

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Is a story about a trans man named Matthew who is trying to stay passing. He was bullied before in high school this is his new start having a roommate will be hard will he find love live the life he always new was his true story or will things go down hill read to find out :)

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Finally walking into my college door I made it a new life, a different story. I can finally be me.

I was thinking as I unpacked my pages. The room is small but you can still fit two people inside. *KNOCK KNOCK* I take a few steps to the door and open it. “Hello?” I say still somewhat behind the door with my head picking out. I can see a man that is much larger than myself. He's very nice looking. I hear a voice with a dark but wam taber say,” are you going to let me in or keep staring?” I turned bright red, opening the door further to let him in. “ I am so sorry also what's your name my name is Mathew” i say with my hand out still a little nervous i am not the best socially. “Nice to meet you Matthew, my name is Ryan. Also nice to meet you, roomie.” I smile and give Ryan an awkward handshake. “Well where are you from Matthew?” Ryan asks, trying to keep a conversation going. “I'm from chicago land of the great bean and cold weather.'' I responded a little too quickly. I hope I am not making him uncomfortable. “ Well that sounds like fun. I'm from Texas. That's a pretty deciend trip for college. What made you want to move so far north?” Ryan questions. “Um, to get away from some stuff back home sorry I don't really want to talk about that right now” I said quietly as I went to finish unpacking. Seems Ryan is going to do the same thing. He seems really nice but will he bully me like all the others? Am I overthinking that I want to make friends? WAIT! I didnt even think about how i was going to be able to change with him in the room to any clothes shit shit shit. I'll just make some room in my closet to change. Then I won't have to worry about him finding out my little secret that I am trans. If anyone finds out my life will go to hell again. No one must know.