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My life is starting to feel like filler episodes.

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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I can't imagine how empty she felt on that short walk home, after this hug. I can imagine that she felt full of possibilities, what ifs, and lost opportunities... and the weight of that feels like hollowness.

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this will not stop, I have decided

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You’re giggling while talking to your boyfriend at 3 a.m., and I’m giggling while reading a 100k+ Marauders fic at 3 a.m... we’re not the same.

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"وحديث فى الحب إن لم نقله

أوشك الصمت حولنا أن يقوله"

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this app is literally my public private place to talk to myself

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My savior

She came to me in a dream

Killed those who hurt me

Said words that moved the pain

Out of my way

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you heard of "I love you" "it'll pass" and "I'll go" "and I'll stay", now get ready for "how come no one found me?" "I found you"

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Frederick appreciation post: he went through gutting, being shot in the face, losing his face.... and being burned alive.

I wish i had his will to live.

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Hold up I've got a collection in progress

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I can’t stop thinking about how when Cardan wanted to talk to Jude about the first time they got intimate and she quickly replies she just wanted to get it out of her system, Cardan asks her “Did you? Get it out of your system?”

But what he meant was “Did you get ME out of your system, because I can’t get you out of mine nor do I want to. I only fell in deeper.”

Her reply about wanting to just get it out of her system hurt him.

When he had said “This is a terrible idea.” as he was kissing her and taking of his shirt, he didnt mean terrible as in things are gonna get weird and akward between them. He meant this was going to rattle him to the bones. This was going to make him fall in deeper for her. This was a terrible idea for him because he knew she didnt reciprocate his feelings and HE was vulnerable and going to end up hurt. It was a terrible idea for HIM.

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"Choose 2 qualities for your future boyfriend!":

1. Europien

2. Knows several languages ​​

3. Murderer

4. Hallucination

5. Dangerous

6. Strong

7. Has a tragic past

Will Graham and Andrew Minyard: "Yes"

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Will: I hate it when people ask "are you seeing anyone?" Do you mean a therapist, dating, or hallucinations?

Will: I mean the answer to all of those would be yes and also the same person but that's besides the point

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I wanna feel excited about something again.

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Will Graham to Hannibal at some point, well, at this point.