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SAM WINCHESTER 2.01 In My Time of Dying

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spn bts photos, sfx makeup

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jensen ackles will always be such a bug in a jar fascination to me because he’s 1. one of the most attractive active actors in his age bracket 2. has insane charisma 3. is skilled and capable of landing bigger roles but despite it all he’s attached to a cult classic series that arguably went on for ten years too long. he has the key to unlock himself but he just doesn’t. just drags the ball n chain everywhere w him

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just saw a post that sam and I are the same MB type, I praise these

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i just think people should be able to navigate difficulties in their personal life without having the threat of homelessness or starvation or destitution hanging over their heads the whole time

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there's aggression between sam and john obviously but there's also an absurd amount of tenderness in all their interactions as well. tfw your dad loves you so much and knows he's deeply flawed but he can't change the past and can scarcely control the future

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I'm rewatching that playthings scene on loop I feel like I'm going insane

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fanfic can be so frustrating bc everyone treats it like it's a comfort/self indulgence thing but it's so rare that ppl write what I want to read. and yes I get that fanfic is literally fanmade and in that case I could just write some myself but the thing is I've done that for a bit and I was bad at it

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I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

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yhh ive got some pretty good stuff it's in my car (fetches pics of sam's bloody hands) here

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No. I don't like, it's not gonna happen. SUPERNATURAL 1.05 | Bloody Mary

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1x01 Pilot

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season 1 + brown

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TARGETED.

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boykingsevent day two: horror

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supernatural should have ended with sam cannibalizing dean as a symbol of his everlasting love and devotion to his brother but that’s just my personal opinion.

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died and came back wrong <- became deeply depressed at age 12 and never fully recovered