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Now they killed my dear friend my childhood friend I'm crying now

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Hi Rosie!! I feel either Aruto or Nini-tan from Ukagaka would be so so darling in your art style 🥹 just ideas though !! I love your work!

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apologies if this is worded strangely, my english is not very good.

ive been followed you for awhile and its inspired me a lot to make art myself. i think your new style is lovely and personally watching art styles change, both my own and the artists i follow. well i find that to be one of the most fun parts of seeing art on the internet and getting to follow artists. im happy to follow artists who post the same style for years but i always love to see those who change their style a lot. i always feel like "what will they make next?" in a fun way. and even when they change to things i dont like i feel happy they have found something new and fun for themself.

i hope you can make what makes you happy and i hope your followers will just accept that and support it. theres a tendency online to view artists as sources of entertainment/content instead of real people creating things. its a huge shame and so disrespectful to the artist. sometimes peoples tastes will change and they should be held to who they used to be and what they used to like.

i think your new art style is absolutely lovely and im sure whatever you make in the future will be too

i hope this ask doesnt seem strange or anything. sorry my english is not great and i might not got my point across correctly but i hope i did.

Hello anon, your english is very good and you did fine ^^ your ask is not strange at all, and you made a lot of great points with the internet and its relationship with artists... sorry if I don't know what to say! I'm really bad at responding things but I want to show that I do understand what you've said and I'm thankful for your words, and I believe other artists could also hear about this :)

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(about the recent post about your older art)

i've been following your art since around late 2021/early 2022 and it's been consistently great to see every time you post art. whether if it was your old style from back then or what youre currently making now, it all still feels very "you", and i know many people feel the same way. its unfortunate to see the way people treat you and your art, it should be common sense to respect what a creator wants (especially if theyre asking directly.) and knowing the way it impacts how you feel about something that means a lot to you is very sad considering how much your art means to others in that way.

but its important to remember there are plenty of people who have appreciated you as an artist over the years, and have a lot of respect for you as well. i hope you keep making art the way that makes you the happiest :]

Thank you very much anon, I want to keep making what makes me both and everyone happy even if I can't be fully satisfied..I'm grateful for the people who've stuck with me after all these years

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About My Old Art and "Persona", Its Spread, and How It Made Me Feel About Myself as an Artist and Self-Worth

(said "persona" is referring to nostalplant/memorisleep and all that in this text. I also have a habit of changing my username a lot to find something that feels right for me, and relates to my art.)

This is a topic I come back to every once in a while. About my old art and how it's always everywhere I go. I always had trouble knowing what I really wanted surrounding it, whether I wanted people to leave me alone about it or just let them be and enjoy it. I tried making myself feel the latter, but I feel like I'm forcing myself to feel that way.

I think what I really feel is the former. I'm always feeling bad and overwhelmed, no matter what, when it comes to my old art. Even when I try to ignore it, it always keeps coming back to me. Trying to explore normally on Pinterest. Seeing it in the wild of someone's profile picture. A random video that pops up in my feed using it as its thumbnail. I could simply ask for credit, and for it to be taken down. "This makes me uncomfortable, please take this down."

Except when I did, I was left ignored, my comment was deleted. For a request on a video that with thousands of views, with *my* old art used on it, being disrespected like that, just made me feel bad. This is why I never try, and this is why I am so uncomfortable with seeing my old art go around. The art style of my old art and its "low-poly but not actually 3D" look has impressed people and contributed to its sort of small spread. But no one has the audacity to respect it and give credit and act hostile when I request for it. It's also too much to go back to, it's overwhelming.

But now I've strayed so far away from it. I feel like I'm a different person entirely, and I feel like I'm nothing more than the artist who I used to be. Not a lot of people may even remember me as being the person for those drawings. I feel like it's all people really cared me for, and are just waiting to see me go back to that time and not let me change, yet I do not really know if that's the case. It doesn't help, especially that there were a few people who commented on my newer art and how they missed and wondered when I would draw in the "low-poly" style again. It always has to come back to my old art. When, really, I just want to everyone to leave it behind me and let it all to myself personally for me to see how far I've progressed as an artist.

Thank you for reading, I am a young artist, and was very young at the time I made those drawings (about as in the early 2020s) so that may have also made an impact on my self-esteem. I'm glad that I could make many people happy with my old art, but the way people have acted surrounding it, and how I personally feel about it, has made it difficult for me to really enjoy seeing it go around.

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Might open requests for a little since I have a bit of art block, please send something through the ask box...! Preferably a character that would fit in my art style somewhat ^^ I'm very selective and may not do your request.

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I think I should make a status update on my art... I haven't made anything in a while but I do think I am feeling good about my art again ^^ I just haven't had the motivation to make a full drawing... thank you all for sticking with me though :D I hope to make something soon

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I'm on bluesky :)

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