lastdreamsoffriday

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moved to @lastfridayofmylife

might do smthn with this blog, might not, who knows

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i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

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my edit

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Anyone else get scared to eat?

I know i should eat.

But I can't.

Suddenly, I am too put off. Too anxious. Nothing feels like what I need. What if it hurts?

I promised my girlfriend I would eat a little something. I can't lie to her.

A nutrition or protein shake may be an option, but I don't want that either.

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my friend asked me this once and i js stared at her until she changed the topic LMFAOOO umm idk they appeared in my sleep i guess😆

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theres something quite exciting about cutting in public

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getting the urge to cut in public with your friends is atrocious

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I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. How am I supposed to be happy in a place I so clearly don't belong

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Opening up is like talking to a cop, anything you say can and will be used against you

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if I don't lose 30lbs by Christmas the lights aren't gonna be the only thing getting hung up

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tired girl core

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why must i have friends now, makes killing my self so much harder

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Me after any minor inconvenience

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how to k1ll yourself without disappointing anyone no borax no glue

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