lasheridk

[lasheridk]

Hope you heal from all the shit you avoid to talk about

[lasheridk]

I was looking for peace and calm, you were looking for chaos and disturbs

[lasheridk]

of course there was a future for us... just not in this timeline

[lasheridk]

How many days and nights are left for a soul that has been dead long before the body?

[lasheridk]

Does this loop of pain and sadness ever ends?

[lasheridk]

I'm trying with every broken bone of my body to stay strong

[lasheridk]

I can count with my fingers how many people have genuinely care to ask if I'm feeling really okay

[lasheridk]

I hate the question "how do you see yourself in ten years?" because I really don't picture myself existing in ten years or in any future

[lasheridk]

feeling deeply numb right now

[lasheridk]

“I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it.”

— Winona Ryder

[lasheridk]

I will always be here if you need me

[lasheridk]

ever since you left, there's an empty space inside my heart that can't be fill

[lasheridk]

No one will ever look at you the way I do, but I hope you find someone who looks at you better than I do

[lasheridk]

Am I sleeping? Am I eating? Am I feeling well?

No at all, next question.

[lasheridk]

I like to lay down over the floor when I can't deal with my thoughts or life

[lasheridk]

I hate that the only way I can deal with the pain is by being drunk and high

[lasheridk]

If you ever need someone, call me, text me... come to me