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no matter what we’ll do after this, we’ll never ever beat this

yeah, but isn’t that scary?

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Boston - 9/08

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°•. 8 years ago today of the last 1D concert & THE Larry hug . 💙💚 ❤️ This makes me so emotional .•°

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OT5 in the bread van in Rio De Janeiro, Brasil, 2014

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i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

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i am the person i am today because of the experiences i had stanning 1D in my twenties. those formative years were shaped by the the memories and connections i made, people i met on and offline, the learning and self discovery i endured while loving them, their music, their bond—so much of it was through those boys.

liam was integral to that entire journey and always will be. that chapter in a lot of our lives may or may not have closed, but it is something that will continue to be carried with us as we keep growing older together because there was just nothing else like them. everything about them was so special. despite everything.

i cherish so much about that time in my life, about his contributions to it, his legacy as an artist. it feels like such a massive waste. liam was immensely talented and i only wish he had gotten the help he needed in order for people to keep seeing that. he deserved to get better as much as the people he hurt deserved to speak up.

let this be a lesson to hold onto one another, check on people you love, get help if you know you need it. hold yourself accountable when you mess up. you can start over. you can become a better you. feel everything you need to feel, process this however you need—it’s all valid and warranted. this is very shocking and complicated. it is confusing and heartbreaking.

take care of yourselves.

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Honestly thought I’d be like 78 years old before I’d get the news that a member of one direction died

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:(

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· i can’t unpack the baggage you left · falling harry styles

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Falling | The BRIT Awards 2020

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I am not giving you anything. We’ll see!

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Adam Driver on the set of Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker (2019)