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Sleep well X

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Sometimes bad people make good shit. But it was before they were bad. And that good shit becomes a part of you. It may have even been your childhood once.

You shouldn’t feel bad for once supporting or loving a person who became bad. You didn’t know. And how could you? Can you see the future?

Sometimes people make good shit. And then in the future they mess up.

You do the best you can with information you have.

That’s all we can ask of you.

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the fact that the first time zayn has been included in a 1d official sign off in almost 10 years was in a tribute to liam mourning his death… i havent known a moment of peace

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what really gets me, after the initial shock, is the fact that what i remember as a group of bright eyed, over ambitious kids are now grown adults who are able to navigate the complexity of this situation.

we not only grew up with the boys, but we grew up with each other.

a lot of us have careers, families, a whole life far detached from the one we used to dedicate to a group of five boys (and their families, hairstylist, bodyguards… even a pigeon). and in one moment, simultaneously and instantly, all those memories came pouring and flooding back.

we grew up, but we never left

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oh scott

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they were all brothers. they are all brothers.

no one, and i mean no one, will ever be able to understand those years and growing into adults in the bubble they were the way those five will. for five years, they saw each other more than they saw their own families. they became family. they share something so special that people nor circumstances will ever break— they shared their youth. they shared a flash of time together that shaped them from boys into men. and as much as we’ve talked about how integral liam was to our childhoods and growth through this band, a piece of the other four boys’ childhoods and youth also died yesterday. a piece of their history died yesterday. a face to their personal memories died yesterday. and it’s devastating.

they found a home in each other when they were so far away from home, and i cannot even begin to imagine the grief they are feeling and will continue to feel.

walking in the wind has the perfect line like “if you’re lost, just look for me. you’ll find me in the region of the summer stars” and i know for a lifetime to come those four guys will be living that out as the years go on.

my entire chest aches for them. they deserve all the space and grace during this delicate time.

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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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LIAM PAYNE | 1993 ~ 2024

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losing someone you grew up listening to and who's songs were your escape but never knew personally is so weird. like i never met you and you never knew me and i haven't thought about you in weeks but when you hear about the passing it still feels like a part of your chest collapsing in itself.

grief is weird. it's also human.

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Never forget this.

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Louis on the support of Liam, Harry and Niall after the loss of his mum

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“Would you guys like another couch” “No we are good”

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Niall and Harry bickering like 5 year olds. Louis is very content because he’s not getting roasted by Harry. Liam staring at Harry like he’s from another planet.

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Fontainebleau State Park, Mandeville, Louisiana by Lana Gramlich

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