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❌ female

❌ male

✔️ Entity

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Due to personal reasons I will be disappearing under mysterious circumstances

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just once in my life i wanna get up in the morning without going through the full seven stages of grief first

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i can be your 👿 or 😇 

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idk , whats to stop me from deleting all of my accounts . no one knows where i live . no one knows my phone number and i can block the people who do . i could completely drop off the face of the earth to everyone and no one would be able to do shit about it

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i don’t want you to go but you’ll be happier this way

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do you ever just sit there and realize that you mean nothing to anyone and you start feeling lost, alone, unloved, and truly unwanted.

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* stays with the same people because no one else wants me *

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i know i was treated wrongly. hell, every trait about me is a product of abuse. the way i cry when i get yelled at, no matter who it is or the situation. how i see myself as worthless, despite my achievements and talents. how i tear up and hyperventilate when im frustrated and how my anger is becoming uncontrollable, and im scared to have kids because what if i become just like my parents? and despite all that i always think. it could be worse. this is not abuse. im just dramatic. nothings wrong

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breaking news i’m manipulative and overbearing and expect too much and i wish i could start over and take it all back

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i call this The BPD Cycle™

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When you have a few days of being stable and productive but then an episode hits you out of nowhere

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have you ever felt like you really want to talk about your feelings but at the same time it’s like “nah no thank you, i’m okay” 

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me: *worries that I’m Evil and Manipulative and tries very hard every day to be a good person*

me: oh my god

me: I’m manipulating people into thinking I’m good