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I highly recommend that everyone (especially nd people who struggle w self esteem) have a collection of “proof people don’t hate me” and go look at it whenever they’re sad. I’ve compiled report card comments, stuff my friends say, all sorts of things that made me feel cared about and appreciated. And anytime I get that feeling that I’m worthless and unloved, I go through that file folder and feel better.

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Is my love suffocating you?

Am I too clingy? Too needy?

Am I annoying you?

Asking for too much of your time?

Too fucking bad

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bpd develops for a reason. don’t ever let anyone make you forget that.

you were hurt and had no one when you needed it most. you’ve been through so much pain and trauma. regardless of what the world sees you as, this was the way your brain decided to cope. this was the only way your brain knew how to survive and keep you alive to this point. you’re amazing and i’m proud of you

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I always say “morning” instead of “good morning” because if it was a good morning I would have bled out last night

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I am definitely going to die alone. I am going to die unloved, depressed and useless.

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why the fuck am I the way I am

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literally everyday

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Staying at your parents’ house is not free it costs you your mental health

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I can’t with this clean girl shit anymore

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me, trying rationalise and be normal: he's busy, he's not going to reply immediately

also me when he hasn't replied within 0.5 seconds:

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I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

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It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.

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Idk if thats a bpd or a me thing