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Miss Him (Lonzo)

It was you 4 year old son’s bed time you were going to read him a bed time story when he took the book out you hand and said “Mommy what was he like” You looked at him and said “Who” He pointed to a picture of him and lonzo and said “Daddy, What was daddy like” You laid in the bed with him and smiled and said “He was… he was amazing” You sighed out you son turned towards who yawned you and said “Mommy, Where is daddy” You point up and the star’s on the celing and said” His right there on a vacation. Your son laughed and said “Mommy daddy is on a star on vacation”

You laughs too and look into his eye’s that look like lonzo’s and said “Yes but his beyond the star and he is always here with you. You know that right” You son said “Mommy” I looked at him with a smile and said “Yes Babyboy” He looked at you with a serious and said “Follow me” He got out the bed and grabbed you finger and went downstairs to the Jersey that was hanging up and a picture frame That’s said ball with a 2 you looked at it and so did your son he said “Mommy can I wear it one day” You smile and said “Maybe one day” You ran back upstairs and you race a little slower so he can think that his faster then you when you got to the room you saw you son Holding a picture of lonzo he had too picture of lonzo

��You almost cried but you stayed strong for you son. Once your son saw you standing there he said “Goodnight mommy” I looked at him and said goodnight Alonzo” When putting his covers on him and kissing his cheeks you smile and walked by the door before looking at him still holding lonzo’s picture while he was sleep you turnt the night off and you shead a tear and though about how much you missed lonzo, And how much your son looked like him.