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I understand that life has changed us

As we struggle for words to say

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This time last year, I didn’t know how he felt about me. I hoped, I wished, I prayed, I shut my eyes and pleaded to my conscience, that he saw me the way I saw him. He drove through Altamont traffic, across the bridge, from the East of the city to the west. Some weeks, I would spend 5, 6, 7 days until I saw him again. Even through the uncertainty I felt, our weekends were ours. Just us. Devotion to one another pledged through time. There were a few times we laid in Lindley Meadow. Shared food, read books, he slept on my chest. A soccer ball hit his back from kids who were kicking around near us. He didn’t wake up. It was just us.

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The smell of myself

Makes me sick

When it’s not mixing

With what’s inside of you

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Come on, don't leave me it can't be that easy, babe

If you believe me I guess I'll get on a plane

Fly to your city excited to see your face

Hold me, console me and then I leave without a trace

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Lobmeyr champagne bowl, ca. 1900

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'Untitled (Door)'. From the series, A Shadow at the Edge of Every Moment of the Day. Ida Pimenoff. 2010.

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photography by kenneth carreon, 2024

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plz

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BEABADOOBEE for Snuff Magazine (August 2024)

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Nesting in the crown of Mary at St. Ottilien Archabbey, Oberbayern, Germany.

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Days blend to one

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Customer: MOST EVIL. DMV: HOSTILE? Verdict: ACCEPTED

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With a temper like you

Run around like you

Jumping in the pool

Like you

Sing to all her pets

In the way I did

Be sensitive

Like you