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Momit Sam York (@momit_sam_york): Coffee maker

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Makoto Azuma: Frozen Pine (2010)

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"The Lipstick Series" by Stacy Greene

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このお絵かき掲示板はMySQLを(以下略＠ふたば

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A-Poc Issey Miyake × Dai Fujiwara × Yayoi Kusama A/W 2000

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Fighting the urge not to flee to bestie's house and give into pleasure and stay up really late doing xans and ket €<€ I need to go to work after rotting in bed all day, and I need to choose to be good..

2024 goals is writing essays to get government grants, bc I know I can write. And to continue being good, for goodness sake (24 y/o improover who doesn't do anything or care about anything except improving) ((finding the balance of being a libertine and keep pressing forward lest the internalized shame consume me))

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the subtle sweetness of bruised fruit 

fiona apple photographed by naomi kaltman for esquire magazine, august 1997 

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Soooo pick me vibes but sometimes I wish that I wasn't introduced to the friend group as (bf's) partner so I could see how many ppl would be interested in me.

Just out of curiosity and toxic competitive spirit, nyahaha~! At the end of the day I am sooooo grateful for the friends I've met thru him, Mr. Popular, and the protection and love I've absorbed through the relationship... but I want to gauge my appeal like, am I cute in an attainable way, or unattainable? I have a feeling that although I'm very cute, there's something about me that repels real desire from blooming. I also have a feeling that I have qualities that attract "the worst guy you'll ever meet" types, so maybe I should consider myself very lucky?

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Undercover SS04

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processed my feelings today u_u

received support

managed expectations

fell asleep

home alone with my vodka soda and weed and shower~