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Guys! I turned in the guy who shot the UnitedHealthcare CEO, and wouldn't you know it- they just refused to approve my surgery!

I guess snitches don't get stitches.

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Meme news: The Brazilian actress Renata Sorrah came out as bisexual at the age of 76

That's her, btw

She's an icon and also very talented. We Stan.

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despite staff's recent changes, we're... winning??????

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The North Star. 

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Storytime

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Destroy the myth that libraries are no longer relevant. If you use your library, please reblog.

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AFTER PT. V I worry that you’re lonely. my friends tell me that you’re an adult and you can figure it out but I remember how tight you would hold me your face against my back your breath down my spine the noise you made in your sleep when I pressed against you I know I was the person you saw and spoke to the most and how you were touch starved during the weeks I didn’t see you sometimes I wonder if you miss me but mostly, I hope you’re not lonely.

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now on my ig @ fishingforpromises

I have always loved commitment

the surety in knowing what comes next

once you said

you have never committed to a bit

so I guess

the joke's on me.

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ELDEST DAUGHTERS

I guess

I have always been scared of being a burden

and you made me feel

like I was easy to love

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you made me imagine and want a future

that I never had before

I watch it slip out of my cupped hands

like water

and I wish

hope

had left Pandora's box, too

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THE HONEYMOON PHASE

the week before we broke up

you brought up that you were no longer in the honeymoon phase

and didn't know if I was.

when I said I wasn't

you asked what it was like for me.

I didn't know how to describe it

and what is a heartbroken girl

if not a collection of words she couldn't say?

when you broke up with me

you told me you felt neutral towards me

and I guess that is what you meant.

I know now

that when I felt happy and settled

in this being my life

and when this was no longer

a fleeting romance

you were getting ready to leave

while I was thinking

now I get to love him on purpose.

— c.c. (laerrynseelie)

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when you broke up with me, you told me that you had been the emotional support friend for too many queer friends figuring things out in high school, and you couldn't be that for someone you're dating.

funnily enough, I had never felt more like a girl than when you left.

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once you told a friend that you liked your cast iron pot more than you liked me.

we laughed and said I knew what I was getting into.

I guess I didn't.

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