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I miss you I miss you with all of my strength I miss you with all of my bones I miss you with all of my blood聽 I know there is less of me without you because I can feel something missing in me聽 I can't feel you beside me聽 I can't feel your laughter I can't feel your love Because when you left, you decided to be聽 selfish, taking a part of me with you, and leaving me in half I can see, but I can't see you I can hear, but I can't hear you I can touch, but I can't touch you You cursed me that day, intended or not, but I understand, because I took you too When I see the sky, I see it through your eyes When I hear a song, I'm hearing it with you When I tie my shoe, you're the one tying them When I make a mistake, you're the one giving me a smile Then I think what it would feel to have all of you, to have you complete and by my side Would you let me cry on your shoulder聽 Would you let me scream my pain away Would you let me fall, and help me Would you let me lose it, and help me find it
-ladygrinningsoul
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I don't deserve to be cleaned up, be in the mud is my doom My wounds open, infected with hatred聽 You are not supposed to clean after a monster's mess I detest the fondness of your gesture
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I'm trying to show them that I am hurt, I want to speak the words that ache in my chest, but they don't make sense, my throat burns. 聽I'm looking them in the eyes, trying to show what I can't say, but my eyes are numb. 聽I'm letting them see my face, I'm asking them, please, please, please, see my face and tell me you understand. But apparently my face can't be read
-ladygrinningsoul
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They mishear my words, create stories on empty spaces, long gone is the strength to correct them, to let them see my truth. I nod to lies and hold back the tears, I hear their sharpening words with the intent to hurt, but I swallow and look at the moon shapes in my palms.
-ladygrinningsoul
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Cold hands, hanged feet Broken arms and bloody eyes It seems death arrives For me and for everyone else Stay quiet, young child Don't cry or whine Or your soul, they will try
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I don't give myself too much time, hope you remember the goods and only the goods I don't have much time, It's going to take me but need everyone to know that I was not a good person not special, not gifted, selfish and just like my brother perverted and twisted, only caring about myself I never had a desire for anything more than not feel I'm sick and twisted, as you might have realized my farewells have been coming a long time ago did you realize?聽 I'm selfish to keep living here with you聽 because I look at my own bellybutton and nothing else it might, or it might be not your fault but that doesn't matter because I am not good at living, so I won't get married I'm not a good daughter, so I won't be a good mother In a good way, I'll be lesson tell the young ones about the dangers of their mothers of their crushing and pure love that won't last forever聽 their nurturing will fade with every pill you take every word you say, she'll say it louder and meaner she'll cry and beg for your forgiveness, blaming your cursed words and give them back even meaner, blaming herself for raising such an abomination not even the devil could create you'll see the crucifixion wounds on her hands signs of the blame she feels inside where did she go wrong? she read every parenting book, but not one of them said something about聽 a cursed one
-ladygrinningsoul
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