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i just need a boyfriend who will see me as a boy but still treat me like a princess and take care of me but also help me starve is that too much to ask

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to be a man is to be lonesome. there is no girls girl or female solidarity, there is only yourself and the guns and knives and dogs you call friends. no one will ask you if you ate today, no one will tell you you look tired without your makeup on because you always look that way. find peace in your loneliness, boy, it is only preparing you for manhood.

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there is beauty in suffering like a girl and suffering like a man. she is teeth and tears and cigarette smoke while he is dark circles and torn journal pages and cheap whiskey.

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[laceunderleather]

if I don’t get abused or hurt badly very soon I’m actually gonna lose is

[laceunderleather]

fame (english definition) : widespread reputation, especially of a favorable character; renown; public eminence

fame (latin definition) : loss of appetite, hunger, starvation, fasting

[laceunderleather]

sometimes i have to remind myself that there is beauty in being a man. i will be loved for my gnawed off nails, sailor mouth and hairy legs. my thick eyebrows and wrinkled forehead do not detract from my appearance. i do not need to be feminine to be beautiful.

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maybe she's born with it, maybe it's innate esotericism

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i will never be named a saint,

but as long as you call me by angel

and kiss my ankles like i am something divine,

i will be closer to god than any michael or joseph.

[laceunderleather]

im just a boy who yearns to write poetry about taboo horror but fears people thinking its my own feelings or i support the topic ....