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Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989)

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miss.sugar.peach

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Art of “ Mohammed Yamin Uz Zaman ”

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why can’t i just be skinny

i hate the pain of trying so hard and failing

i hate the pain of relapsing

i hate the pain of never being good enough for myself

when does this get better?

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i want to be so skinny they refuse to take my blood for donation. i want to be so skinny people loudly tell me that i need a burger. i want to be so skinny people look at me twice because i used to be the fat, lonely kid.

i want to be the skinny kid who skips lunch in college still and drinks shitty instant coffee while studying. I want to be the skinny kid who always buys clothes in size xxs. i want to be the skinny kid that can wear a medium shirt and be swimming in it.

i want to be so small that no one notices me. i want to be so small that i take up barely any room. i want to be so small people dont move to make me more room.

i will be so tiny that i have to ask for a smaller size. i will be so tiny that i dont cry when offered a high calorie meal. i will be so tiny that im the smallest of the friend group.

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