kyserito
The Weeping Woman
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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hasta luego
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Today we already finished our watched party. I felt happy finishing this course with new learning and experience, I'm thankful to be in the generous class with creative people surround me. Even for only a few months, I've discovered more about myself and my process in creating my craft.
Throughout my process in creating my project, it only becomes possible because of the people who help and supported me despite not having this, and that I'm blessed to have people who got my back, for lending a helping hand, and for lending me equipment to be able to film my project. I always thought I was lucky to live surrounded by these good folks and that is something I want to cherish.
I hope to explore more about creating digital performance and be able to share my craft with people who will find it.
It was a fruitful semester and indeed a great process for me.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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Finals week...
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I don't know if I will feel happy or not because finals week is here. First, finally, the sem will end soon. Second, I have a lot of acad stuff I need to finish.
For my 10 mins performance, the only problem I have is my written piece I haven't finished my monologue yet. I ended up writing at 2:00 am and finished my piece. I cried when I'm writing the piece and ended up having a sore throat, and because I'm finally in the mood to finish my piece I decided to record it immediately.
I just realize how bad my recording turned out when I listened to it in the morning, I want to record it again but it's been raining hard for days and I ended up using my first recording in the project.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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After my classes, I go outside a lot this week I visited my friends and hang out. Thankfully some of them are already finished the sem and help me out to film my project. It's fun to see them again after a long time.
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I also film in the city while I visit my previous school to arrange some of my documents. I miss the feeling when I travel I love watching the view when riding a bus.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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We live near a port here in our town subic, and this week I took a walk for how many minutes. I have read that walking regularly is good for your well-being. I feel stress out in my acads not because of the things I need to comply with, it's just not I feel unmotivated.
On the next day of my new walking routine I started to film some clips and decide to film in the port, I dragged out my younger sister and ask her to film me, in exchange for treats (my sister have a strong believer in giving and take system 🙃)
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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This week I attended a consultation with ma'am Nieto, I feel bothered since yesterday
I'm wondering if something is wrong in my process so I decided to consult my teacher and talk about the gist of my performance.
I felt relieved after the consultation. I decided to trust my creative process and I was told not to be mistaken about romanticizing my breakdown because maybe the breakdown I called is my creative process itself.
Before I go to bed, I still think about it, and made a lot of realization. I decided to name my process, I will start to call it the color ghost.
I want to discover more about myself, I want to have a better understanding of how I feel and act towards it. I think it's a good start for me to understand the people around me.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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This week I already started conceptualizing my 10mins performance, along with my older brother we compose bed music for my monologue film. (Luckily I have a talented brother <3) I have ideas of what my project will suppose to look like, thanks to the photographs I find in my archive. I compiled those photographs and build a mood board. I don't plan a particular scene, cause I want everything to be spontaneous. I feel excited just wondering about my project, and anxious at the same time. I haven't written anything for a while.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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I suppose to have a prod this week, but I turned it down because my internet becomes unstable again also I don't feel like doing prods lately it's just that I feel like I'm only doing it for credentials not because I truly enjoy doing it. I just took a short break from it. I have done my acad reports and papers this week, it's a miracle that procrastination didn't pay a visit and I finish early.
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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I miss my childhood. uwu
Today I woke up late and my back hurts like hell🙃 (mali yung position sa pagtulog 🤦‍♀️)
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Before the class start, I do my warm-up exercise. Luckily my back pain lessens a bit.
We talk about our childhood memories and while listening to my classmate's stories I suddenly feel nostalgic (I miss my childhood 👉👈). I remember how I play with my siblings, times when the only thing I hate is pushing our improvised car made of grocery box. That was fun back then. We always ended up fighting while taking turns, and it was funny how we made up after hitting each other, we are kids indeed 😅.
I can relate to what ma'am Nieto said about buying all the stuff you want when you were a kid, once you got a job. I remember saying this when I was in junior high, the time when I got jealous about an elementary schooler having a bunch of snack in a waiting shed hahaha, I remember a friend of mine hit me hard for bubbling about it, from that I swear to buy all of the stuff I enjoy when I was I kid once I'm earning money😅.
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We watched a scene from the movie Singin' in the Rain and Mr. Bean we discussed what is beats in a performance and how it creates tension for an action to have a great impact on the scene. I want to practice observing different beats while watching a performance because I never thought there is something like that before haha haha and I find it cool to learn something like that, I think it will help me to become more observant and would help me analyze a scene or an action. (I feel excited acting, I hope I can use beats as well in my future performances).
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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I feel annoyed just a while ago...
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Moments where we don't get along with your internet👾. I didn't participate well in my classes today, because my internet is letting me down for days. I feel annoyed in the sense that I feel restricted. I want to contribute to the class and participate in the activities, but having this kind of circumstance I'm being restricted to do so.Despite that, I'm thankful to have very interactive classes and considerate teachers.
I joined the prod curated by my seniors as an OBS operator. Learning new skills excites me but, not the techy aspect 😅 I still can't believe how managed to learn OBS, considering techy task are one of my weaknesses. But at the end of the day, I've learned it and I feel proud of my process.
I've had a lot of takeaway with my seniors and I've discovered new stuff, it fascinated me in how we continue to create performances even with this setup.
It's fun to discover new forms.
(wag ka lang talagang susukuan ng Internet👽bye)
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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Before anything else, I just want to say that I felt aesthetic in the picture hahaha (feeling e-girl)
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I clean my room this week, I piled my old stuff and move everything unnecessary. I'm saving space for my online performances. My room becomes a place for everything a study place, a dancing room, a hang-out area, and a breakdown spot (: While checking my resources, I've noticed how I look like an online streamer, 😂 having stuff and still buying stuff that a streamer would have. I never imagined before that this would be the new normal for a student, before, you just need to buy notebooks, binders, and other stationaries but now I find myself scrolling for lights, green screens, microphones, and stuff. I find it funny and interesting.
I organize my school works and my routine as well. I start reading again, I read poetry books that I get from a pirate online site (I'm so broke🙃bye)
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kyserito · 3 years ago
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The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.
It's been a while since I become this focus. A while ago we made an exercise in class or meditation should I say. While lying flat on the ground and just hearing the instructions, I can say that during this pandemic it's the first time in a long time that I felt a different kind of focus. A lot of thoughts are going on in my mind lately and it consuming too much I keep spacing out and felt absent physically, and that is me when writing stuff hahaha. During the exercise, I didn't imagine anything and I've found it different from the typical me who is spacing out from time to time, I only heard the natural sound around me, the fan, and how the wind howled, I felt present and it kind of feel at peace. It reminds me of how important to take a rest, it's the basic luxury. I should be kind to myself once in a while instead of feeling guilty for not working.🙃
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kyserito · 4 years ago
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Have fun
I look nuts hahaahahah. It’s been a while since I felt nervous, thanks to the introduction session that made me feel it again. Our microphones are mute, but we sure know how each one of us laughed hard. It is nice to watch everyone sharing something about themselves; it gives us a chance to get to know each other little by little. We’ve asked to comment on each other’s video and, It amused me how we find common ground in terms of our observations and how we became different in some ways. It interests me every time people sincerely talked about how they perceived me. I start to wonder how close it was, how it is far from my truth, or if it’s just something unknown to me. I always have these thoughts in the back of my head, not for validation nor self-comfort but to deeply know myself and my potential. I appreciate people whose sincere that’s why I want to be the same. The session taught me that being uncomfortable will lead you to discoveries and realization. It’s okay to feel uncomfortable sometimes. It helps us grow.
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kyserito · 4 years ago
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When we were children, we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable.
Madeleine L'Engle
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