kyoshisfan

[kyoshisfan]

is there actually anything more irritating than depression apathy… like why am i sitting here arguing with myself “i kinda wanna play a video game but i kinda don’t because, what, i’m just gonna boot up a game and play it and have fun and close it when i’m done? get real”

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new game plan called shield yourself at all times and never let anyone in . this will have no repercussions

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using the bus tracker app is like. oh it's going to be here in three minutes. now it's five minutes. oh the bus has killed itself

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sorry that i ended two consecutive messages with "lmao." i don't know why i did that. it looks really dumb doesn't it. i'll edit one to get rid of it. you can end my stupid pathetic life if you want

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bro i dont know what to do im trying to do my homework but i literally feel to sad to do anything besides just sit.

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Me: I want to read about this thing I’m interested in!!!

Brain: best I can do is draw boobs and stare at wall for three hours 🙌

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The worst trick a childhood anxiety disorder pulls is, you spend your early years being applauded for being so much more mature than your peers, because you aren’t disruptive, you don’t want any kind of attention, you don’t express yourself, you keep yourself to yourself - this makes you a pleasure to have in class, etc etc - and you start to believe it’s virtue. But you’re actually way behind your peers in normal social development, and who knows if you can ever catch up.

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Cleaning out my tabs on chrome yield-

22 tabs of stardew Valley related things

5 tabs of adhd diagnosis related stuff

4 Zelda related tabs (bc I sometimes just like to look at the map or the wikifandom list of characters) (I’m not neurodivergent I swear)

1 Disney plus tab so I can watch bones (I LOVE bones)

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I always forget that some people are outside running just for the sake of running . When I see someone running I immediately look around for the bus stop they must be trying to reach in time

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AVATAR STOCK IMAGES 3

I redid the wan image BC I didn't like the first one lmao😭 hope this one is better. I will make more tomorrow

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The Curse

Aka Hylia's favourite transmasc gets amnesia and forgets what periods are

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If I had known five years ago that I’d spent my time as a 20 year old playing stardew valley, taking long walks, kissing a girl I really like and hanging out in a tree I for sure would have been a hell of a lot less suicidal

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I'm already seeing some people suggest that EoW is not a "real" Zelda game due to the new mechanics and lessened focus on combat. And like it's actually crazy to me how people call themselves Zelda fans but baulk every time the series gets a shake up (as if the devs haven't been trying to shake up the formula since Zelda Fucking Two.)

Anyway, with this I would like to start a thread called "Why Your Favourite Zelda Games Aren't Actually Zelda Games." I'll start:

Ocarina Of Time isn't a true Zelda game because Zelda shouldn't be 3D. The games began as 2D, and to change mediums is betraying the series roots and core gameplay.

Now, continue:

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I love walking around with a clipboard so good it’s actually top 5 things ever

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Back in my childhood home for Easter and can positively say I’m both so content and filled with rage coming from my 14 year old self