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The worst trick a childhood anxiety disorder pulls is, you spend your early years being applauded for being so much more mature than your peers, because you aren’t disruptive, you don’t want any kind of attention, you don’t express yourself, you keep yourself to yourself - this makes you a pleasure to have in class, etc etc - and you start to believe it’s virtue. But you’re actually way behind your peers in normal social development, and who knows if you can ever catch up.

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Cleaning out my tabs on chrome yield-

22 tabs of stardew Valley related things

5 tabs of adhd diagnosis related stuff

4 Zelda related tabs (bc I sometimes just like to look at the map or the wikifandom list of characters) (I’m not neurodivergent I swear)

1 Disney plus tab so I can watch bones (I LOVE bones)

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I always forget that some people are outside running just for the sake of running . When I see someone running I immediately look around for the bus stop they must be trying to reach in time

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AVATAR STOCK IMAGES 3

I redid the wan image BC I didn't like the first one lmao😭 hope this one is better. I will make more tomorrow

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The Curse

Aka Hylia's favourite transmasc gets amnesia and forgets what periods are

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If I had known five years ago that I’d spent my time as a 20 year old playing stardew valley, taking long walks, kissing a girl I really like and hanging out in a tree I for sure would have been a hell of a lot less suicidal

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I'm already seeing some people suggest that EoW is not a "real" Zelda game due to the new mechanics and lessened focus on combat. And like it's actually crazy to me how people call themselves Zelda fans but baulk every time the series gets a shake up (as if the devs haven't been trying to shake up the formula since Zelda Fucking Two.)

Anyway, with this I would like to start a thread called "Why Your Favourite Zelda Games Aren't Actually Zelda Games." I'll start:

Ocarina Of Time isn't a true Zelda game because Zelda shouldn't be 3D. The games began as 2D, and to change mediums is betraying the series roots and core gameplay.

Now, continue:

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I love walking around with a clipboard so good it’s actually top 5 things ever

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Back in my childhood home for Easter and can positively say I’m both so content and filled with rage coming from my 14 year old self

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I haven’t been on tumblr for quite as long as a lot of people but over several years I’ve noticed this interesting gradual sorta,, shift in the general culture? that it went from this mostly depressed, nihilistic outlook where people would regularly joke about hating themselves and being hopeless and depressed, to a wave of vehemence of “STOP hating everything actually the world is Good and you deserve love!!!” type posts, to now, where those aggressive ‘PSAs’ have faded away and instead I regularly see people romanticizing simple things like stars and hot tea and rainy mornings, and waxing poetic about their friends, and just trying to put love out there. and I don’t know exactly what that means (someone who knows more than me could probably say something smart about generational expression and trauma or popular perception of mental health and whatnot), but I do know that it makes my heart very full to see people learn to love the world and themselves by extension, and a whole userbase adopting healthier coping mechanisms, and therefore teaching the younger users to do so as well. I might just be following different people, but I really do think we’ve grown. everyone has grown. five years ago it wasn’t unusual for the next post on my dash to be a scathing commentary on why nothing matters or an anon ripping into someone they barely knew or someone complaining about how pathetic their interests are. now I have mutuals who get excited and spam reblog art of cows and friends I see tagging each other in pictures of frogs and strangers writing paragraphs about how much I matter. it makes me happy. idk. just an observation I wanted to make. I think people are good and everyone’s just trying their best at the end of the day

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so background. my fiancée and my mom have been calling each other “BFF” since we started dating over 5 years ago. like that was my mom’s contact name in Selena’s phone for half a decade.

anyway we just got engaged a few days ago, and now the two of them want to update their nicknames to reflect that. and. well. hold on i gotta gear up for this one

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cunt dykeula. is this anything.

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Sidewalks on my commute home

How lovely

Absolutely love living in Iceland. I missed the bus today because they didn’t do anything about the like 10 cm thick ice covering all of the sidewalks and I was trying to not break my entire body while leaving work.

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i know vitamin c basically neutralizes adhd meds but lemonade good

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Absolutely love living in Iceland. I missed the bus today because they didn’t do anything about the like 10 cm thick ice covering all of the sidewalks and I was trying to not break my entire body while leaving work.

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