kyiratodoroki

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one of the most frustrating moods is Desperate Need to Create Something, Anything + persistent lack of motivation/attention/ability/time/inspiration/energy to do so 

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*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

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As I read the message that was sent to this writer, I kept thinking it had to be some kind of joke. It made me sick to realize it wasn't. No one owes you anything unless you're paying for it. End of story. Talk about entitled. Pretty hypocritical.

sorry if this sounds rude 😢 but you haven’t been posting a lot of stories lately and that’s like the only thing you have to do? just post something it’s not that big of a deal? dygwim? i think fanfic writers especially on the anime side like to exaggerate things too much and if you don’t post then just deactivate? there’s no point in staying if you’re not gonna do anything but reblog silly content all the time? i don't understand how so many ppl can follow you when you are not even trying to be grateful and you only write not what people request but what you find interesting (which is not, like vampier Shigaraki???? viking Dabi???? so silly stupid ideas imo 😒)? whoever finds your writing or you as a person nice is either blind or stupid. and even if you write something chaptered it takes you literally months to update which isn't fair to people?? but I guess you don't care at all. you must be a freaking entitled white woman to treat otherz the way you do.

(again sorry, didn't mean to sound rude) 😔

When I first read your message, I was completely speechless for a minute or two, anon.

Firstly, it seems there’s a misconception about what fanfiction writers, or any creative individuals for that matter, have to do. Let me clarify something important: creativity isn’t a tap that one can simply turn on and off at will. It’s a complex, often unpredictable process that cannot be rushed without compromising the integrity and quality of the work. Quality stories often require research, plotting, editing, and revising before they’re ready to share. My creative process isn’t a fast food joint, nonnie, and I'm not here to serve up reheated ideas just to fill the silence.

My blog belongs to no one but me. I post what I want, when I want. As for the content of my stories, I believe every writer has the right to explore subjects that excite them the most - even if that means delving into topics or settings others may find odd, like vampires or vikings. My goal is to write stories I’m passionate about and then offer them freely to anyone who might find them entertaining. Some people will, others won’t, and that’s absolutely okay.

Contrary to your belief, I don't exist solely to churn out stories at the speed you dictate. I write on my own time and for my own pleasure. The notion that I should be a content machine is, frankly, laughable. Writing takes time, creative energy, and often real-life circumstances can slow the process. I post when I’m ready, and if that doesn’t align with your desired schedule, you’re free to unfollow or seek out other writers who update more frequently. Suggesting I deactivate because I’m not constantly posting or because I reblog content I enjoy is dismissive at best. I'm not a streaming service like Netflix, darling🙄

Calling me an entitled white woman or implying I’m ungrateful crosses a line. You know nothing of my background or personal circumstances, and bringing race or entitlement into the conversation is neither accurate nor constructive. My ethnicity or personal identity, whatever it may be, does not diminish the value of my creative output, nor does it affect my commitment to my followers. I appreciate every person who visits my page - whether they come to enjoy what I reblog, to read stories I post or to offer critique.

It's also laughable that you think my followers are stupid. Just because their tastes don't align with yours doesn't make them any less intelligent. Diversity in fandoms exists because creativity resonates differently with everyone, something you seem incapable of recognizing.

In the end, I won’t apologize for taking the time I need to create or for following my own interests - that’s part of being a writer. I do, however, expect basic respect in return. If you can’t extend that courtesy, I hope you'll block me, step away from my blog, and never interact with any of my content again.

With all this in mind, it's precisely why I've stopped taking regular requests. Last year, I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of requests and the rudeness in many messages, pushing me to my limits. That's why I've decided to concentrate on my own projects and only accept commissioned work.

I'm taking a few days off to gather my thoughts and concentrate on my writing projects.

[kyiratodoroki]

Headcanon there was one time after everyone had gone to sleep that Shouto went into Touya’s room when he was a kid. He doesn’t know why, he just wanted comfort from an older sibling and any one of them would do at that point.

Touya spilled everything to him thinking he was Natsuo.

Dabi still has no idea this happened.

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Just a couple more things from Mercari. Those earrings, though! Even if I never wear them, I couldn't resist his face. I wanted to get the ones with the black hair as well, but a line has to be drawn... Right? 😂 I may grab them at some point if they're still, but I had to pay postage for a parcel from Japan, and I grabbed something else I've been eyeing for super cheap. I have a figure that should ship soon, the new manga coming out (I refuse to read the later ones, but I'm still collecting them. 😅.) There are more things from Japan on their way: a couple of acrylics that I'm excited about and a special badge... There is also something I'm dying for that's supposed to ship after Lunar New Year, so... 🥰🥰

That's all for the moment. Don't think I have any deliveries coming until Saturday. 😂

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Chapters: 1/7 Summary:

Peace was boring. That’s what Keigo told himself most days.

At least, it was, until Touya Todoroki’s compassionate release notice landed on his desk.

He had spent years convincing himself that the past was buried—that the words he whispered at Dabi’s deathbed had been lost in the fire that would take him to hell.

But Touya Todoroki didn’t die

“I swear I’d have done anything to pull you out…”

But then the letter arrived. A single sentence, written in shaky handwriting.

Keigo read it once. Twice. Even thrice.

His hand trembled as he lowered the paper, breath unsteady.

“You said you would help me if I reached out. Please, pull me out.”

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(Yesterday's) Dabi mail. I'm always a day behind. 😂 Got a cute little pin off Mercari and a new card from Japan. There should be something in the mailbox when I get home from the same person who made the pin. 💙🩵

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🎶 F/O MUSIC ASK GAME 🎶

(Dividers by @/strangergraphics-archive)

💖 - What would you consider YOU and your f/os song? Like, this is y'alls definitive song together!

❣️ - Are there any songs that make you think of your f/o on their own? Unrelated to your ship? What about it sounds like them?

💜 - What genre of music do you think they would listen to? Do they have a canon favorite?

💘 - Does your f/o have their own song? This can be a song they sing, a song related to them, or even fan songs!

💝 - What are some cute songs that make you think of them? Why?

❤️‍🩹 - What are some sad songs that make you think of them? Why?

💛 - Would they like your taste in music?

💞 - Do you have a playlist for them? How big is it?

🤍 - Free space! Talk about any song you want!

💗 - Do you have a certain type of music that makes you think of your ships?

💟 - Do you have any songs based on how they personally affected you, rather than just your ship? Which and why?

And finally

❤ - What song would your f/o sing to you, even if it's begrudgingly?

It ain't a proper answer if you don't go in depth on lyrics and why they fit your relationship GO CRAZY

REMEMBER, KIDS. REBLOG KARMA IS IMPORTANT. WHOEVER PREV IS, GIVE THEM ASKS. WE ALL WANT TO GUSH AS MUCH AS THE NEXT.

Pr0ship/D4rkship dni

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• DABI || TOUYA TODOROKI •

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🎉🎂

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Dabi (and Hawks) mail! Better late than never. Lol These things came yesterday, and I've just now found the energy to post them. Okay, to be honest, I was distracted because I was making Touya-themed mood boards. 😂

First, we have two more gorgeous Hawks prints and an adorable sticker from EahsalArt (lovely and talented guest artist for my Star Struck fan zine). I'll eventually have them all. Lol

Next, we have a simple but stunning acrylic painting of Dabi that I found on Mercari. I have one with white hair, so... I needed this? 😂 We'll go with that excuse.

Finally, a Dabi pin and card. I have two or three sellers that contact me when they have new Dabi merch, and it's a huge help in fleshing out my collection.

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yes, I'm self-aware thank you

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Dabi mail from yesterday 💙 Look at this gorgeous mouse pad from ShopWithKelli. 😍 I also grabbed a winter Hawks print from Ch1spaByAngel. Last but not least is a Dabi LED light that I found cheap on Ebay.

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Anywaayyss, I forgot to post this

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Shigaraki: How did none of you hear what I just said? Twice: I’ve been zoned out for the last two and a half hours. Toga: I got distracted about halfway through. Dabi: Ignoring you was a conscious decision.

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💙Dabi mail!💙 Some fun things today! This Dabi & Hawks pin is gorgeous and damn near the size of my hand. One day, I'm going to take decent pictures of everything (stupid warm loght bulb), but for now... ( I forgot to take a picture of the back. May update later.)

From Japan, this shikishi board I've had my eye on for a while and finally ordered. (Free shipping for the win!)

Finally! Pretty holographic stickers from Mercari and more stickers from (once again) ThePopPinPuffer.

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Fifteen minutes remained until showtime. Kaminari paced back and forth across the band's dressing room while Jiro hung up on Shindo's voicemail message for the tenth time.

"When I get my hands on him..." She muttered under her breath.

All of the biggest names in Japan's music industry considered Murasaki no Kyū as the hot spot in Musutafu. More than one band found fame while performing there, including legendary rock group The Vigilantes. Her parents had called in quite a few favors to get them this gig. It'd be a disaster if Shake Down couldn't perform. They'd be better off bombing than leaving the venue without an opening act at the last second.

"He's becoming more unreliable." Tokoyami crossed his arms over his chest, shaking his head. "He was late for our last practice, and he missed the one before that."

The silence that followed was palpable as the trio looked at one another and tried to figure out what to do. Seconds gave way to minutes as the clock counted down to certain humiliation and the potential ruin of their future music career.

"We're down to five minutes." Jiro tugged on one of her ear jacks as she stood. She hoped her parents wouldn't be disappointed after all the effort they expended to get Shake Down this chance, and she hoped her friends wouldn't give up on the dream they shared. They'd come too far to let one hurdle trip them up, even if blowing their chance at Murasaki no Kyū was a hell of a stumble for any group in their position. "I'll let Mr. Nakaoji know we won't be able to perform tonight."

The door to the dressing room slammed open, and Bakugou barreled through it. He scanned the room, eyes narrowing as he assessed the situation. "The loser didn't show up, did he?" His smirk indicated he already knew the answer.

"I was just going to let Mr. Nakaoji know-"

"Hey. Kirishima!" Kaminari interrupted as the familiar redhead strolled through the door behind Bakugou. "I thought you had practice tonight with that new band that asked you to fill in for them."

"I'd never miss out on a chance to support you guys on your big night. That'd be totally unmanly." Kirishima scratched the back of his head with a sheepish grin."Besides, the band broke up this morning. I'm out of a job again."

"Kiri is gonna be our drummer tonight."

"No worries, guys. I know all your songs."

Tokoyami and the others shared a confused look. "Then what are you-?"

"I'm replacing that lousy extra on vocals from now on, and he better not show his face again. Let's go."

Bakugou didn't wait to see if anyone wanted to argue about his announcement, confident in the decision he'd been contemplating for weeks. As soon as he noticed how unreliable Shindo was getting, Bakugou began to devise a contingency plan. They'd put too much work into their music to let one idiot ruin everything. Kirishima already knew how to play Shake Down's songs, and Bakugou had spent countless hours honing his vocal skills in addition to providing backup on a few of their current tracks.

Kirishima grinned, whipped the drumsticks out of his back pocket - he never went anywhere without them - and followed Bakugou towards the stage. There was only a moment of stunned silence before the other three band members followed suit.

🌟🌟🌟

Tension hung in the air as the band members waited for the curtain to rise. Jiro had covered for Shindo during sound check, but sound check wasn't the same kind of pressure as actually performing at the most exclusive club in the city.

Bakugou fidgeted with the microphone while Jiro confirmed the new set list with Tokoyami because Bakugou changed it as they were walked down the hall. Kaminari patted down his pockets in search of his spare guitar picks because the one he had earlier somehow vanished between the dressing room and the stage, and Kirishima adjusted the height of the cymbols on Bakugou's signature black and orange "Explosion 2.0" drum kit. (The first one was accidentally damaged in the midst of a disagreement that happened during practice one day.)

The new lineup felt foreign but not uncomfortable. There were a few times when Shindo had been late for practice or didn't show up at all, and Bakugou filled in on vocals. Once or twice, he introduced a new song. None of them realized it was his way of preparing for what he saw as inevitable, but that night, they were all grateful for his suspicions.

"Give it up for tonight's opening act! Shake Down!"

The curtain began to rise as the stage manager introduced the band. Applause erupted. Familiar faces lined the edge of the stage. Friends. Family. Fans. Shake Down had amassed a decent following around the city during their years of playing birthday parties and school events, and many of their supporters made it a point to show for the occasion.

There was a moment of hesitation, a slight lull in the cheering as members of the crowd shared looks of confusion. Bakugou smirked. Their reaction didn't faze him. He wouldn't let it. He knew this was the best chance for their success.

"We! Will! Not! Fall!"

Bakugou belted out the opening lyrics to "No Surrender", the band's most popular song. They usually played it for the finale, but tonight, he intended to make a pledge with those four words.

The music swelled. In an instant, a wave of sound filled the club and whipped the crowd into frenzy. People shouted. They cheered. Those in the back of the room rushed for spots closer to the stage.

And, unknown to the band members, one particular individual was sending out a text that would change their lives forever.

*They're definitely worth following. I'll swing by the office tomorrow to discuss.*

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sometimes i see your dabi merch on my feed and i think you would like this person, because they sell a lot of dabi merch :)

https://hwstickers.com/collections

Ahhhh!! Thank you so much! Everything is so cute 💙🩵 I will definitely add this site to my list for future orders!