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2008 newspaper ad for Twilight.

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I’m like…DYINGGGG for the next chapter of your twilight fic Golden Hour. It’s so beautifully written, the voice of the characters is perfect, the depth added to the wolves, the added lore, the exploration of the predatory nature of vampires – FUCKKK!! YOU’RE SO GOOD!!

I’m not even just looking forward to what happens with Bella and Jacob, I want to know what’s going on with everyone. All the side characters are so engaging, it genuinely feels like a more lively world than the one S. Meyer wrote. Brilliant work.

Oh my gosh thank you so much 😭😭😭 I have most of the next two chapters written, I just have to get back in and edit them! Messages like these are what motivate me to post the chapters tbh 😳✌️ truly means the world ☺️❤️

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my new moon notes ….

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twilight, again. another ending. no matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

prints + get a tee with my design and have 5% of the proceeds donated to medical aid for palestinians + commissions info pinned to profile :)

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“you like me right… and you think i’m sort of beautiful”

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sometimes if i’m cold but didn’t realize i was cold then i get a wash of warmth over me like wow. i just think how tf did she choose edward bc i imagine that’s how she felt around jacob all the time like how did she ever. it baffles me

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if u didn’t get that bella and jacob were in love u just didn’t read the books like post-edward and pre-jacob phasing they literally spend every single day together after school & on weekends for weeks, bella instantly feels lighter around jacob, he literally brings her out of her zombified stupor, they don’t just work on the bikes they also just hang out & do homework & eat dinner together, they go hiking every week to look for the meadow, they hold hands randomly all the time even before jacob does his little half-confession AFTER he’s been getting vibes from her for weeks, he treads lightly based on her reactions & her words, she’s literally saying all the time she loves him & always wants to be around him but she “can’t” bc of edward’s memory or whatever bc she thinks she’s fucking broken beyond repair & if edward had never come back she would’ve eventually realized she wasn’t & jacob would’ve waited patiently for her if that’s what she wanted which is what he does in new moon until she tells him she’s turning in eclipse & that flips everything on its head they make me so sad

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Team Jacob thoughts:

What pisses me off about Bella is she talks about the Cullens being this perfect found family she always wanted(when they're not) when she already had a potential found family she never saw or appreciated in Charlie and Jacob and his family and her friends Jessica and Angela who tried to connect with her. And the tribe. Like she hand a family right there growing up with her every time she visited every summer. And she never saw it. The Cullens are not a family. They're cold ghosts that Carlisle is desperately trying to keep together with his very cruel choices. There's no way your telling me that Emmett and Rosalie would not bail on them the second there was a chance they can be human again and grow old together and have babies. Esme is a suicidal stepford wife trying to mother ghosts that are too old to mother. Edward just wants to die but Carsile won't let him. And Alice and Jasper are a disaster security risk waiting to happen. One is insane spoiled brat and the other is a Confederate soldier that can easily kill anyone without trying. They are not a family. And Bella got shackled to that and dragged Jacob down with her.

(Don't like don't read. Post hate and I'll block you!)

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if u didn’t get that bella and jacob were in love u just didn’t read the books like post-edward and pre-jacob phasing they literally spend every single day together after school & on weekends for weeks, bella instantly feels lighter around jacob, he literally brings her out of her zombified stupor, they don’t just work on the bikes they also just hang out & do homework & eat dinner together, they go hiking every week to look for the meadow, they hold hands randomly all the time even before jacob does his little half-confession AFTER he’s been getting vibes from her for weeks, he treads lightly based on her reactions & her words, she’s literally saying all the time she loves him & always wants to be around him but she “can’t” bc of edward’s memory or whatever bc she thinks she’s fucking broken beyond repair & if edward had never come back she would’ve eventually realized she wasn’t & jacob would’ve waited patiently for her if that’s what she wanted which is what he does in new moon until she tells him she’s turning in eclipse & that flips everything on its head they make me so sad

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movie night with buffy [3/?]

⤷ twilight (2008)

hold on tight, spider monkey

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twilight merch displays from the 2000-2010s

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sometimes u just gotta write the most cliche self indulgent fanfic u can think of. for your health

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literally the only time bella ever mentions the word brother with jacob it’s when she’s talking abt how she loves him and can’t be without him but she’s riddled through like swiss cheese or whatever and she knows she’s stringing him along bc of her edward sized hole but she can’t not be around him bc she loves him and she says i wish. i WISH he was my brother so i could have some kind of claim on him and have him in my life forever unapologetically that is NOT the same as loving somebody as a brother like. at all thats her feeling guilty as fuck bc she knows they’re in love w each other but can’t bring herself to take that leap bc of her edward addiction

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misandrygalore >>> pizzawrench just btw … if anybody cares 😫😫😫