kusanagi-nene-official

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//hi.

me again.

not working on a lore post. i just feel like doing what i did last time.

if you don't wanna see a long vent, scroll past this

i'm not okay. i haven't been.

and if i were too talk to anyoone i know irl, i'd probably end up in some sort of place where they help you with your mental health.

i don't want that. i'm not going to comply with that.

my life has been shitty. i feel like it's my fault. the number of friends i have is dropping like rain during a thunderstorm. i hate it. i don't even remember if i liked my friends. i don't remember anything being real. i've felt empty. i could be laughing, smiling, but i didn't feel anything.

my life is going wrong left and right.i had two friends, not total but they were specifically close. one of which being my gf. the other was a bitch. she'd say things like 'no one listens to me' 'everyone's always interrupting me'. i was naive enough to believe that. i let her drag me along with her.

eventually, i realized how rude she was, talking shit about my gf. naturally i stopped talking to her. end of story, right? no there's more.

literally all my friends stopped talking to me.

i was liteally talking to like one person (not including online friends) from outside of school.

i was wondering why they were ignoring me.

she had gone and victimized herself.

as if i was at fault.

now at the time, really just about no one was talking to me, and i was able to hold convos for maybe.. 2 minutes? and what's better than that? my gf breaks up with me yayyy.

i had already been feeling empty. it was nothing new. so i brushed it off. and after this point, my ex was getting closer with another girl in the class, let's call her luna (nowhere close to her name for safety reasons). so they're close

and then there's drama between them so they stop talking.

after this my ex and i get back together.

happy ending yayyy

no. there's still more.

te other girl from earlier and i had 'made up'. (noo we didn't i just started talkin to her again bc our parents know e/o so..)

now we're 'friends' and she starts... talking bad about people i thought i liked. and she'd completely cut me out of conversations i had started.

she would tell me shut up. and that no one cared what i felt or had to say. wow.

and i was getting sick og her bullshit. so was gf. so we decided to drop her, w/ me later telling her off and then her blaming me again.

i thought everything would be fine after but no

gf and another friend were talking bad abour a grl we'll cll lily.

lily's amazing, and seeing her sad, despite my emptinessmade me want to speak out from her

but after school, she texts me.

the other girl from eaarlier texted lily and apparently gf had been cheating on me. the other girl heard from luna who saw the messages between gf and the extra. and i didmn't know how to feel. they broke up but still.

i just. hate myself. i probably deserved it.id kms and let them get back together. and i felt like it anyway. my bad habits are returning too

i don't know what to do with myself..

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[kusanagi-nene-official]

//i'm redoing the lore posts yayy

new setup, and past first

Nene and Emu are currently shes

Rui and Tsukasa are currently hes

i know each individual character's mod has set pronouns but it'll change later

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Another day, another show, practice or not. Today was a real show.

The shining lights, the little drones, singing with the others...

Nene loved it to bits. At times it was all she could think about. The others made her happy, they were her everything.

After the show, Nene is standing in her dressing room, looking into the mirror, relishing the feeling of being in the costume.

Wonderlands x Showtime had been at a venue, and they had performed Cinderella. Nene was Cinderella, Emu was Maleficent, and Tsukasa was the prince. (Rui had been the fairy Godmother, or- something like that).

And after the show, they'd meet up again. And over and over they'd be together. This was their perfect ending.

The next day, after school, Nene went to the Wonder Stage, just to get some practice in. Surprisingly, there was no loud Tsukasa, or energetic Emu. And definitely no inventive Rui. Weird. Nene was accustomed to the noise... but she guessed it was fine.

Singing.

She needed to practice singing. She couldn't distract herself on the others right now. That way everything would go well. No mistakes, right?

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//i am working on the lore post im just

juggling my proiritys

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//i guesss it's time to give myself the new beginning i so desperately needed, right? well then

Hi. My name is Shii, or more formally, Shichi. (prev, Dex/Dexter). I go by he/they/it, and I run the Kusanagi-Nene-Official account. More than a year ago, a friend recommended I try out roleplay, and it led to this blog. It's been a good experience, and I've made many friends doing roleplay, and I look forward to making new friends along the way. In that path, I ended up creating the Hell's Anarchists universe, with the help of some many people I'm grateful to with all my life.

Hell's Anarchists is a Project Sekai-centric AU. The AU depicts the characters of the game in a Cyber-Apocalypse setting, where robots and AI are taking over. Many have gone missing, or are even dead, as the remaining cling to the hope of recovering what was lost and putting an end to the suffering. Who in the right mind would do all this..?

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I want to extend so much thanks to the team of people who mod the other Hell's Anarchists blogs. I am eternally grateful for that you put up with the fact that it wasn't initially a developed AU, and for sticking with me this far. I absolutely love seeing how you guys portray each character, and I thank you for being the amazing people you are.

-Shii

Hell's Anarchists is an open to join AU as of currently. Joining can be done in multiply ways, such as making the blog and dming me to be added to the masterlist (which I have to remake, because I fucking lost it. again, tysm H'sA team for putting up with my bs), tagging the blog in my ask box, or asking me (dm/ask box/ or however you'd like) whatever characters are open.

Tags:

#archives of the apocalypse - tag for lore posts

I'm still working on renaming the other tags, so this is it for now.

Lastly, any question can be asked through ask box or dms, and if they are through ask box, you can ask for things to be privately answered.

That's just about it, I suppose.

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//done. @hells-shutdown-nene

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//fixing the themes on bothblogs an then ill drop

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//i fucked up i did not drop the blog nor did i do intro post and all that shit

and i didn't remove posts soooo

and it's my mom's birthday so i have some

work to do

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//after some time, ive decided this blog will stay, with another counterpart (blog), which's drop should be revealed tonight.

i want to thank some people (if you see this, you'll know who you are) for being so encouraging in my time with this blog

so imma do a secondary reboot, and hopefully the last one

old lore posts will be privated, removed from pinned, but not entirely deleted

if anyone wants them, sure, i can give them

next lore post drops are going to be slower, and probably inconsistent.

along with that, i'll be managing the blog mentioned above, so theres stuff there as well

lastly

the reason the old lore posts are being removed is because i never got to write a real story line, which meant that the story was going nowhere :I my bad

i believe that's all i have for now, seeya later

-shii/former dex

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//thank you mod.

i mean.. yeah, lots of these blogs are out of character (or started in chracter, and dev'd new personality). but it's gotten to the point where i look at my blogs, i look at myself in the mirror, and realize everything is the same. it's the equal to being aa two sided coin, it's only possible to see both sides in the mirror. yet every time i flip that coin the side i don't want to show is what's face up.

and thank you for your kindness, it means a lot

//uhm

hi. so. ive been thinking about that one incident.

again, i did not mean to hurt anyone and im sorry.

i think im just going to shut this blog down. i literally hate myself for the fact i made this shitty blog. the concept, yes, was shoujo rei, but nene's personality came to resonate with that of my own.

and that said, i've just about given up on living.

i don't think this blog will continue. i'll reblog this to my other/main rp blog to give my standpoint with that blog

[kusanagi-nene-official]

//and now as for h'sa

i really don't know what i'll do.

i really like this blog, the interactions have been chaotic but i enjoy how it went. and this blog really got me started it the pjsk community\making friends on here.

so no, the kno blog will not be gone, maybe just less active.

i'm probably going to have to rewrite the lore posts, and i don't know if i'll be removing the old ones

highly likely though.

again it's for the same reason (becoming too much like me)

but yeah. that's all for now.

//uhm

hi. so. ive been thinking about that one incident.

again, i did not mean to hurt anyone and im sorry.

i think im just going to shut this blog down. i literally hate myself for the fact i made this shitty blog. the concept, yes, was shoujo rei, but nene's personality came to resonate with that of my own.

and that said, i've just about given up on living.

i don't think this blog will continue. i'll reblog this to my other/main rp blog to give my standpoint with that blog