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umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can’t ask for reassurance because that’s really Embarrassing and it wouldn’t feel genuine if i asked for it

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So this is a Dragon Age fan NPC (not a protag) who's been in my head for god knows how long! An elf magister. (With the events of Veilguard I finally found the way to make him make sense!) I didn't want to make him /young/ because lbr you need experience to deal with the worst shit of the position he's in. Consequently he is not shady at all (total lie).

I don't have!! A name for him! I need a good Latin Tevinter name that reeks of uh, this energy. Whatever's on screen. Help me come up with something 🫶

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Nghhh.... Doriael...

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the women in my bluetooth headphones sounds mad at me :(

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do not. respond to my doylist criticism with a watsonian explanation.

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This is Amal and her family. My children are living under bombardment in the war 😭 Please consider them your children and help them 🙏🙏 Stand by my side to save and protect my children. They haven't gone to school for a year 🙏😢😢 Donate to save my children's lives 🍉 🙏🇵🇸 We live in very difficult and desperate circumstances, and what is worst of all is that the fear that haunts me increases day by day. Help me provide them with basic life needs. @gazavetters is verified, my verified number in the list is (#55)

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What a dream boat

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froggy girlie in the pond 🐸

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an assortment of random bellara lutare gifs 🕊️

hey bellara i was just wondering whenever you say "the girls and the gays" if you would include me in it too. the girls and the gays and dax if you dont mind. thanks honey i love you

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Bellara speaking about her brother's death and the guilt she feels alongside the grief will never fail to make me cry

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something that really sucks about being an artist on the internet in 2024 is that a lot of people don't know how to respond to art anymore. not ALL people, but a noticeable amount of them. they look at a piece of art that you made, that you care about and put time and effort and love into, and they'll say "wow! this is just like [THING YOU'VE NEVER HEARD OF]!" or "omg! it's exactly like [THING THAT ONLY HAS SURFACE LEVEL SIMILARITIES AT BEST]!" and i know those people don't have bad intentions. they're trying to say that they liked what you made. but that's not how it comes off. it comes off as reductive. as dismissive. and the worst thing about it is, if they simply ASKED what my inspiration was, then i'd love to tell them. no art is without a muse and we're all impacted by our experiences. my problem with this type of response is the assumption, and oftentimes the insistence that your thing MUST be based on or inspired by this other thing. that they only value your thing BECAUSE they can make some weird connection to something that is, 99% of the time, either unintentional or entirely unrelated. it just hurts. what did you like about my thing? did you like the colors, the composition? did you like how it made you feel? those types of reflections are so much more valuable than "your story/character/etc reminds me of [other story/character/etc]". and i hope you can understand why.

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normalize making sounds at eachother. if i can meow at you unprompted ESPECIALLY if you meow back we are best friends. meow mrrow

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Calamity really was completely on another level. I wish I could go back and experience it for the first time. I wish I could re-experience “Patia, are you weakest, do you feel, at the elbow or the shoulder?” “Because I didn’t do anything WRONG!” “You solve the mystery of who your children were.” “I am the last dragon of Avalir, and you will do as I command.” “My best.”

Fuck, man.

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So we all agree we desire Ena carnally right.

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Nikki photo dump!