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pensivemuses·:

               ❝   ooh?   ❞

at  first,   she’s  confused.   he  had  something  for  her?   didn’t  this  usually  go  the  other  way  when  it  came  to  the  two  of  them?   the  confusion  was  clear  on  her  face.   how  was  raichi  able  to  afford  to  get  something  for  her?   she  was  pretty  sure  he  didn’t  have  much,   given  how  much  she  shared  her  food  with  him  and  bought  him  things   …   though,   maybe  that’s  just  how  he  preferred  things.   beatrice  didn’t  really  mind,   her  parents  gave  her  plenty  to  spend.   anything  to  keep  her  new  friend.

did  he  even  buy  it,   or  did  he  just  make  something  for  her?   how  would  he  have  gotten  money?   she  didn’t  think  that  maybe  he  could  have  earned  it  or  something,   but–

               ❝   where  did  you  get  money?   did  you  rob  someone?   ❞

it  likely  sounded  rude,   but  some  things  beatrice  said  often  came  out  that  way.   she  didn’t  mean  it,   and  it  was  really  something  she  was  trying  to  work  on   –   hopefully,   something  he  would  be  able  to  help  her  with,   as  long  as  he  wouldn’t  get  upset  over  something  and  ditch  her  like  a  few  other  people  had.

despite  her  confusion,   she  was  honestly  very  excited.   how  important  does  she  have  to  be  to  him  to  be  getting  something?   had  she  finally  made  a  proper  friend?

he  told  her  to  wait  there,   so  as  much  as  she  wanted  to  follow  after  and  see  what  it  was,   she’d  be  patient.   it  was  less  work  if  she  stayed,   anyway.   she  glances  around,   and  sits  down  on  the  nearest  place  available,   waiting  seemingly  patiently   (  though  really,   that  wasn’t  the  case  ).   even  if  he  was  gone  for  a  few  minutes,   it  would  seem  like  forever  when  she  was  so  excited.

he wasn’t joking about the fact that he’d gotten her a little gift  ---  her worries were definitely valid,  considering that he didn’t have a penny to his name.   only able to have a roof over his head thanks to his baseball scholarship,   he totally didn’t have the spare change for anything too fancy.  but it wasn’t !!  she would figure that out very quickly that his gift wasn’t something expensive or meant to last,  just something that he wanted to give her to try and pay her back for everything that she did for him.  

her words didn’t even strike him as ‘ rude ‘  he was far too air - headed to read so much into a simple statement,  especially when he knew exactly why she was asking.  ❝   no way,   this  old lady  let me help her carry in some groceries for pocket change  ---  ❞  he explained hastily,   happy to tell her about his little good deed.   it wasn’t abnormal for him to do some odd jobs in order to get some food for the day,  if he wanted to eat anything extra outside of the meal plan that their school provided for him.   but this time he wasn’t  entirely  spending it on himself,   he had all intents to get her something.  

❝  wait here,  ok.   ❞  he said,  scurrying into his dorm room to fetch the gift that he’d gotten for her.  it was a little bit broken,  but that wouldn’t matter  --  it wasn’t like the taste of a candy bar changed whether it was in perfect shape or not.  holding it out in front of her like a trophy,   raichi wore a stupid grin on his face.  ❝  it’s  chocolate  and  pretzel  --   my  favorite !! for you. ❞  he was definitely trying to hint to her that he was looking towards  sharing  his gift for her,  but he stuck to just dropping very obvious hints.   if he asked straight out,  that would have just seemed rude;   even if he was eyeing it up as he held it out to her.  the blonde had made him sweets and snacks over and over again,  so this was his way of trying to share a little bit of his work with her.  he didn’t have money like she did,  but that wasn’t the important part  --  he’d  bought  the chocolate bar with her in mind,   wanting to make her smile with a silly little gift.  

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random sentence starters: the third

change around as you see fit!

“ i want to be like you. “

“ that is … literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. “

“ what’s the plan here ? “

“ please just … come home. “

“ all i’m saying is that jurassic park could happen ! “

“ jeez , who pissed in your cornflakes this morning ? “

“ i’m a simple person. i see a cool rock , i pick it up. “

“ you’re so cute and i literally can not handle it right now , so i have to go— “

“ hey , uh , what do you got there ? “

“ we’re not friends. “

“ so , do you come here often or … ? “

“ slow down , i just want to get to know you … “

“ i’m angry at you ! i’m upset ! and you … you don’t even care ! “

“ will you promise to marry me in the future ? “

“ what are your thoughts on having kids ? “

“ oh , come on ! they were literally holding hands and becoming self aware of their own mortality ! it was a sad moment— stop laughing at me ! toy story 3 didn’t have to do us like that ! “

“ you’re my best friend. i’ll always have your back. “

“ … do you want to do something stupid with me ? “

“ you don’t have to be jealous , you know~ “

“ sing me a song. “

“ did you do this ? “

“ for once can you please be honest with me ? “

“ lets run away together. anywhere. i’m tired of this life. “

“ are you binge watching that show on netflix again ? “

“ how much britney spears i’ve listened to in the last 72 hours is none of your business ! “

“ god … i can’t look away , it’s like my eyes are drawn to it. “

“ why are you leaving ? “

“ admit it … i drive you wild. “

“ you’re so infuriating. “

“ i hate this town. “

“ i’m one call away , okay ? just one call. “

“ you want me so bad , don’t you ? “

“ i’ll just live in the forest as a goblin. “

“ you don’t know what i’m capable of. “

“ you want a tattoo of what now ? “

“ i can’t believe i’m confessing this but … i really really like you. “

“ look me in the eye when you’re breaking my heart ! you don’t get to look away , dammit ! “

“ i can’t believe we’ve just sat here for four hours and have done nothing. “

“ hey , hey , hey … guess what ? “

“ you are my platonic soulmate. “

“ someone thought we were a couple so like , we totally just hit best friend goals. “

“ the bigger the boobs , the stronger they are. that’s anime logic , at least. “

“ i can’t believe i fell in love … like an idiot. “

“ i’ve never fallen in love before … what’s it like ? “

“ hello ? 911 ? i’d like to report a murder of my remaining brain cells …. “

“ wow , look who remembered my existence. “

“ you want to hear a story ? oh uh … well … uh … l — let me tell you all about how this boy’s life got flipped turned upside down— “

“ … not many people really talk to me … “

“ tell me all about you. anything. everything. “

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royaltywritten·:

Hands remained in front of her as her eyes widened, sparkling in excitement. While she didn’t know much about baseball, she learned the basics in order to keep up with him whenever he spoke about it. A homerun was something incredible, so naturally he had to be applauded!

“A homerun? Raichi-kun, that’s amazing!” Hitoka couldn’t help the excitement she felt for him. Now that she understood the true passion behind sports, she felt far more inclined now to shower him in praise. “I h-hope I can come see your next game!”

he shouldn’t have been smiling so wide just from hearing someone tell him that he did well,   after all,  there was always a crowd cheering for them  . . .  but he really enjoyed when it was something personal.  after all,  yachi  didn’t  HAVE  to tell him that he did well,   but she was doing it because she wanted to  &  with her personality,   likely because she truly thought it as well. 

raichi had to teach her about some things related to baseball time  &  time again,   but lately it seemed as if she knew the majority of them:  foul,   homerun,  walk.  most of them weren’t universal to all sports,   especially really not in conjunction with volleyball,  but the effort she put in just for him was admirable.   ❝  if you can’t,   you can come to one of my practices  . . . if you want to.   they usually go pretty late at night,   so if you could just come for a little bit,  that would make me happy.  ❞

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How do you need to be loved ?

Deeply, like the vastness of the sea

You are a very passionate person. You feel everything so intensely, and that definitely includes love. You need someone who will match that passion, that intensity. You need someone who will care about you as much as you care about them, but you have a hard time finding that. You're usually the one who loves more, and it's sad sometimes, but it's okay. But you will find someone who loves you just as much as you love them.

tagged by @yeonban​

tagging @hiroix​ , @ofsights​ , @royaltywritten​ , @aemiliiu​

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Sachio Kinugasa

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@royaltywritten​  asked;   Here comes Hitoka scurrying in to gently kiss his cheek and pull away, cheeks a bright pink color. "C-Congrats on your win l-last time!"        ----  UNPROMPTED ASKS.

he wasn’t so sure what to expect when the smaller moved in so close to him,  leaning down as if she were gunna say something to him,  raichi was taken entirely off - guard to have her press a  KISS  to his cheek.  immediately straightening up,   his face went completely red.  trying to get his thoughts together,   he knew that he had to say  something.   ❝   i won?   o - oh,  right,  right the  game  !!  ❞    he didn’t really care about that right now though,  he was just excited to receive praise  --   especially from the girl that he liked so much.  

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@hiroix​  asked;    “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.”         --- CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. 

❝   i already said i’ll eat it,   i  SWEAR,   you don’t have to stay here until i do . . .  ❞   truthfully,   it was odd for raichi not to have an appetite.  if anyone knew him when he was healthy,   he was constantly trying to find something to eat;   it didn’t matter what it was.  but for him not to eat soup that he was offered?  now,  that was ODD.   ❝  i just need a little bit is all . . . ❞

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@royaltywritten​​  asked:   “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.”         --- CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. 

   looking down at his hand,  raichi didn’t know what she was referring to at first.   his hands were all calloused up from years of playing . . . but it seemed like there was always a new place that would blister up  &  bleed from time to time.   the way he flinched upon seeing his hand just went to show that he wasn’t aware he was bleeding until she pointed it out.  ❝   i’m sure  --   it’ll be fine.   i mean,   it should be fine.  none of the other ones i had got infected.  ❞  he assured her,   as if his poor health care in the past would reassure her. 

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@isolov​  asked:    “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.”        --- CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. 

  he  really  hated to be caught upset like this.  usually,  raichi was seen laughing off his own mistakes,   NOT  crying over them.  face red,   he tried to hide it as much as he could with the brim of his hat by tilting his head down.   rubbing at his eyes with his forearm as a pathetic attempt to get rid of the tears.  ❝   ‘n  -  ‘nada - senpai  . . .   ❞   he mumbled,   entirely embarrassed to have to face his upperclassman like this;  especially when he was usually so fixated on  impressing him.   ❝   i’m sorry,   i messed up.  i’ll do better next time though  --  i promise,  i’ll practice  ALL NIGHT  if i have to.   ❞

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@ofsights​  asked;  *trips over his bat*         ----  UNPROMPTED ASKS.

   it was pretty  DARK  out,   so leaving a wooden baseball bat in the grass while he was chasing after a stray ball was not the most  wise  decision that he could have made.  coming back to a girl,  FACE - DOWN,   right where the bat was discarded,  he was quick to run over to her.   ❝  MY BAD  --- !!  ah,   i shouldn’t have left it there . . . ❞   crouching down next to her,   raichi lifts the  heavy  bat  off of the ground,  resting the handle of it against his shoulder.  tilting his head some,   he’s looking around at all angles,   trying to assess how hard she must have fallen.   ❝  . . . are you alright? ❞   smooth.   he couldn’t say that he’d ever had anyone trip over his bat like that . . . but it certainly beat getting hit by a swing. 

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@royaltywritten​  asked:  🍒           ----  FRUITY HEADCANON MEME. 

🍒  :    how much does my muse value companionship?  do they constantly keep people around them,  or do they prefer to be alone often?  do they have or desire to have many friends?  do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?  

ABSOLUTELY  ---  raichi is not very fond of spending time alone.  he constantly likes to have people around him;  at least,  as often as he can without being too annoying about it.  he ideally likes to be  friends with everyone,   but is also very aware of the fact that his personality might not be for everyone,  which leads to him acting more shy.  when it comes to meeting new people,   he tries to make as many friends as he possibly can. the only exception being when it comes to baseball games,  where he is too  cocky  towards the other team to bother trying. 

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CARING FOR STUBBORN MUSES. for when the person you’re trying to care for insists they don’t need your help.

“at least let me clean the wound!” “you’ll be even worse off if you don’t let me bandage this.” “i really think you need to see a doctor.” “i made you some soup, and i’m going to sit here until you eat it. i can wait.” “your feelings matter too! i can’t help you if i don’t even know what’s making you upset!” “..i’m here if you need anything, okay?” “stop trying to push yourself! you can’t do this on your own!” “listen, i know you don’t want to, but.. maybe you should rest for a while. you’re not going to get anywhere like this.” “i’ll make you a deal: i’ll just get you some bandages, and nothing else, and you stop making a fuss over it.” “how long has it last been since you slept?” “have you even been taking your medicine?” “i know you think you have to get through this by yourself, but you have people here to help you.” “let me take care of you, for once.” “you’re gonna hurt yourself even more if you do stupid things like that!” “i hate to break it to you, but you’re not supposed to do any strenuous physical activity for the next couple weeks, and if i have to personally make sure you don’t every waking hour of the day then i’m fully prepared to do that.” “it’s okay to cry in front of me, you know. you don’t have to carry this alone.” “stop trying to act like you’re not bleeding out in front of me!! this is serious!” “listen, asshole. i’m gonna carry you home whether you like it or not. you’re not in any condition to get there yourself.” “oh my god, why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?!”

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    send the corresponding symbol(s) for headcanons surrounding the given topic(s)!

🍍  :    how comfortable is my muse in their body?  how do they feel about their height,  weight,  strength,  and body type?  how important is being attractive to them?   🍅  :    how does my muse feel about plastic  /  cosmetic surgeries   &   procedures?  is it something they have done or would do?  do they mind if others do it?   🍏  :    how stable is my muse’s physical health?  do they go for regular or semi-regular checkups by a physician?  do they have any diagnosed illnesses and / or take any medication?  how often do they get sick? 🍎  :    how stable is my muse’s mental health?  have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they or should they attend therapy?   🍑  :    how meticulously does my muse look after their physical appearance?  do they spend a lot of time on their hair,  makeup,  grooming,  and clothing?  is there a particular reason why they do or don’t?   🍒  :    how much does my muse value companionship?  do they constantly keep people around them,  or do they prefer to be alone often?  do they have or desire to have many friends?  do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?   🍇  :    how would my muse describe their childhood?  how much has it impacted the person they are now,  or will become as an adult?  around what age did they or will they start to mature,  and why?  do they wish to go back to their days as a child,  or have they embraced adulthood?   ��  :    how intelligent is my muse overall?  are they smarter than the average person,  or less than?  are they primarily self-taught,  or did they acquire most of their knowledge in school?  are they more street smart or book smart?   🍉  :    which of the four seasons suits my muse best,  and why?   🍌  :    is my muse inclined to help others,  or will they only do it when it benefits them,  if at all?  what makes them this way?  has it ever gotten them into trouble,  or inconvenienced them?  🍊  :    does my muse desire romance?  is it something they would actively seek out,  or prefer to happen more  ‘  naturally?  ’  what is their love life like?  do they have any exes or past flings,  or crushes?   🍓  :    how is my muse typically seen by others?  does it ring true to who they really are?  does their reputation matter to them?  🥝  :    does my muse have any  ‘  unusual  ’  habits,  interests,  and  /  or talents?  do they hide it,  or are they proud of it?   🍋  :    what kind of diet does my muse have?  do they eat regularly,  or the standard 2-3 meals a day?  do they have to be reminded to eat,  or are they likely to remind others?  do they cook,  or have others cook for them?  do they eat healthily,  or not so much?   🥭  :    how important to my muse is their hometown,  or where they’re from?  are they proud of it,  or considered a hometown hero?  did they move away,  or do they wish to?

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Didn’t get to draw anything for Raichi day but instead have some daiya scribbles that have been sat in my folder for literally months.