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kpficrecs · 6 years ago

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Lesson Learned

Request: (Could I have a scenario where J-hope’s girlfriend a.k.a you is being harassed by sasaeng fans? Angst or smut but no fluff.. Maybe a little at the end)

Rated: M

Your day hadn’t been the best, to say the least. First, you overslept, causing you to rush through your morning routine and nearly leave in your house shoes. Second, as your rushed, you shoved your hair into a ponytail so quickly, that you scratched the back of your neck with your thumb, cursing yourself for not trimming them. Third, as if to spite you, every street light turned red once it saw you. Fourth, you had arrived at your workplace with about .5 seconds to spare, and your boss decided to hold a meeting at that very second. Fifth, you also had no coffee. Sixth, you also didn’t have a lunch packed.

That being said, as you walked out of the shower, and dressed in plain shorts and one of your boyfriend, Hoseok’s, shirts, you couldn’t keep yourself from scrolling through your Instagram feed, while you made your way to the kitchen in search of a snack.

Once you opened the app, you couldn’t help but notice that you had numerous notifications, all on one specific picture. The one you had recently posted with Hoseok.

“Do you think he’s still with y/n??”

“I really hope he knows he deserves better.”

“I wonder when they’ll break up.”

“How can she be fine knowing that he’ll eventually realize she’s not worth his time?”

You sighed. It’d been months. You’d think they’d come to terms with it by now. It normally never phased you, but how long and stressful your day had been, this was the last straw. You and him had been dating for almost five months now, and his fans were obviously not on board, which was fine at first, you could completely understand, but you didn’t expect them to be this hostile towards your relationship. Though you really shouldn’t have, you kept scrolling.

“Compared to her other pictures, she looks so much fatter in this one.”

“How does our Hobi not see how ugly she is?”

“I wonder what it feels like to-”

“Babe!” Hoseok called, pulling your eyes from the phone screen to the door that your boyfriend was making his way through, placing two bags and a box down. One, his practice bag, and the second, a white box with a red ribbon on it, with a matching bag.

“What are those?” You asked, pointing to the box and the bag that he placed down.

“I maybe, kinda, possibly bought you something.” He said with a smirk.

You smiled. “And what could this ‘something’ be?”

“Why don’t you look for yourself.” He smiled, picking it up and handing you the box. You carefully untied the ribbon, and opened the box, finding a crimson red dress inside. It wasn’t too long, but it wasn’t too short either. If you had to estimate, it probably went past mid-thigh. You then looked at the bag and saw that there were matching heels in them.

You looked up at him, shocked. “What’s the occasion? You normally never buy me pretty dresses with matching heels for nothing.” You smiled.

“Well, we have a dinner party coming up. I want to take you as my date.” He smiled.

You wondered if he would still be smiling if he knew how much your heart sank at the words. After his fans found out about you both, and the way they retaliate, putting yourself in a position to get caught up in the media again was something you definitely weren’t wanting.

Despite how you felt, you put a smile on. “Shall I go try it on then?” You said, turning and making your way back to the room.

As you looked in the mirror and ran your hands down your side while you turned to get different views of yourself, you sighed. It did look like you gained weight, maybe not majorly, but the fact was still bugging you. Your cheeks seemed a little chubby, that being confirmed when you went to pinch at them. How could you expect Hoseok’s fans to accept you if you couldn’t even keep up with your looks? They were right. You didn’t deserve him. You looked nothing like someone in his league. You were average. Plain.

Just as you were sulking, Hoseok walked in and took in an eyeful of how you looked. You felt your cheeks heat and didn’t turn around, not wanting to show yourself to him.

“Baby turn around you look so good in it.” He said, wrapping his arms around you, only for you to pull them away from you, turning around to frown at him.

“No, I don’t look good in it.” You grumbled, walking back to the bed where your previous clothes laid, ready to get back into them.

“What do you mean?” He asked, his voice coating in confusion. “You look absolutely stunning.”

You scoffed. “As if.” You said, reaching for your shorts, and putting them on, noting that your thighs did seem a bit bigger than before.

“What’s wrong?” He asked. “You’re normally confident look wise. What happened?”

“You act as if it isn’t visibly noticeable.” You snapped at him while reaching behind you to unzip the dress. “Everyone can see it. I look like shit while you’re out here looking fucking flawless.” You nearly yelled.

His brow raised at your sudden tone. “What the hell’s gotten into you?” He mimicked your tone, slightly yelling.

“You can put minimal effort into how you look and you still look wonderful, while I have to put in so much just to prove myself worthy of your attention.” You finally let it out but didn’t stop to give him time to register what you said. “Do you even know what your fans think of me? What they say about me? Ever since it got leaked you’ve been just fine, but me? I have to deal with the backlash. With the hate.” You ranted. “I look in the mirror and I don’t see someone who looks good enough to be on your arm. Who looks like what you need.”

“And what exactly do I need?” He said, his voice lower, angry. “I said, what the fuck do I need. Since you know so fucking much, tell me.” He said walking towards you, his gaze darker.

You back up with each step he took, his sudden shift in persona startling you. You knew it upset him when you looked down on yourself, but you never fully ranted like this.

The constant steps from the both of you only stopped when your back suddenly hit the wall, the cold feel of it making contact with the piece of skin that the zipper no longer covered, Hoseok only a few feet away from you.

“You were so content with yelling at me, why are you so quiet now?” He cocked his head to the side, watching as your eyes darted around, trying hard not to meet his gaze. “I’ll take this as my time to talk.” His voice softer this time. “Why would you care what those fans say? You do realize that the most of them that say things like that are like, what, thirteen? Why would you even take them seriously? Am I not enough to convince you how beautiful you are that every time a jealous child comes at you, you automatically let it get to you?” He narrowed his eyes at you, but you still weren’t looking at him, causing him to scoff. “Are you some kind of child?”

The words made you head snap towards him, and it hurt a little more than you wanted to admit. The last thing you wanted was for him to look down on you when you were truly upset about something.

The little moments that followed were silent and the tension rose bit by bit every second it stayed that way. You swallowed thickly and tried to walk past him, thinking it was best to just go, but he blocked your way by placing a hand on your shoulder.

“No. We’re going to talk this out.” He said.

“There’s nothing left to say.” You grumbled and made your way past him, only for him to grab your wrist and turn you around so you were looking at him.

“Where do you plan on going with your dress unzipped?” He whispered, looking down at you, gripping your wrist tighter so you wouldn’t be able to get out of it.

“Hos-”

“Answer the question.” He said, cutting you off. “You said you looked so bad in the dress, yet you were willing to walk out of here in it.” He raised a brow before walking forward.

Your knees hit the back of the bed and you fell into a sitting position on it, so you were looking up at him.

“And just to show you how good you look…” He started, letting his tongue come out to wipe along his lips. “I’m gonna fuck you in it.”

Your eyes widened, and he smirked. “So,” He said, bending down and leaning over you to grab the fallen zipper and zip it back up. “This needs to be proper, right? Go put on the heels.” He said calmly, nodding his head towards the door, before taking a step back to let you get up, following you as you walked back to the kitchen to fetch the bag, and as you leaned down, his hands ran up your thigh.

“I should’ve bought it shorter.” He sighed, admiring how your bent frame made the dress ride up, but still covered your ass fully.

You had pulled the shoes out and slipped your feet into them, standing and looking at Hoseok, waiting for what he would say next.

“Red really is your color.” He groaned before pointing to the table. “Bend over.”

You couldn’t help but squirm at the command, slowly turning around and laying over the table, your thighs rubbing together unconsciously, causing him to smirk.

“You’re so needy, aren’t you baby girl? But I don’t think you deserve anything. You’ve made me pretty upset.”

You could hear the smirk in his voice and you knew he wasn’t going to give in as easily as he always did. He was gonna make you work for it.

He took his hand, and trailed it up the back of your thigh to the hem of the dress, lifting it up as his hands kept rising, only stopping once the dress was bundled at the small of your back. Then moving to pull down your shorts, leaving them around your ankles.

“What was it you said?” He started, placing his hand back on your thighs. “That your body looks like shit?” He said, roughly grabbing it, his nails digging into the skin causing you to whimper. “That you look like shit?” He said, slapping the spot above where he previously hit. “That you’re not what I need?” He said, the next spot being your ass, so he slapped both cheeks with equal force, causing you to moan out.

“No, no, baby girl. You don’t get to enjoy this. Keep quiet.” He growled.

You didn’t respond as he hit both cheeks again.

“You know, you never answered me.” He said, rubbing the spots he had just assaulted. “What exactly do I need?” He spoke as his finger made its way below your ass to travel towards you clothed clit, and putting just enough pressure to get you stuttering. “I’m not hearing an answer, baby girl.”

“S-Someone who isn’t me.” You choked out, trying to hold your moan in, but your answer caused him to put more pressure. “Anybody specific or are you just describing?” He smiled as he felt the growing wet patch underneath his finger, causing him to roll it in slow circles.

“Des-Describing.” You tried to keep your voice steady, not wanting to give it.

“Then keep going.” He said plainly, rubbing faster circles. “Please, enlighten me on what you think my ideal type is.”

Your hand turned into a fist as he refused to let up. “I don- I don’t know.” You said, bucking your hips into his hand before he pulled it away.

“Well, how can you claim something you don’t even know?”

You groaned in frustration.

“Oh, you’re frustrated? You? How do you think I feel?” He said, going back to grab your thigh. “These.” He said, grabbing roughly, “Are fucking beautiful. The way they wrap around my waist when I fuck you. The way they jiggle when I spank you. The way they grip my hip when I fuck you against the wall.” He groaned. “This,” He said, grabbing a handful of your ass. “Is the best ass I’ve ever seen. The way it looks when I take you from behind. The way I can grab it to help you ride my cock. The way the shorts I buy you hug it so tightly that you look like a damn meal.” He whispered as if he were imagining it. “And you have the nerve to say they look like shit?” He asked as if it were the most outrageous thing. Placing himself behind you so he could press his hardening cock against you. “You feel that, princess?” He rolled his hips. “You do that to me. All of you does this to me.” He groaned, before undoing his button and lowering his boxers. “You know what I do need, baby?” His voice husky and you hummed in response. “I need that wet little pussy.” He said, grabbing the waistband of your underwear before pulling it down painfully slow.

“You’re already this wet? I barely even touched you. You like me hitting you that much, don’t you? You like pissing me off?”

You nodded as he ran his finger up and down your slit, collecting your juices, before inserting a finger. “Let me hear you, baby.” He said as he added a second, pushing his fingers in and out at a fast pace, enjoying the way you immediately let out a string of moans. “Such a good girl for me.”

As much as the pleasure was there, it didn’t last long. He had pulled his fingers out and chuckled as you clenched around nothing, missing the feeling of his fingers against your walls. However, your lack of filling didn’t last long as he was quick to replace his fingers with his cock.

You nearly screamed as he filled you so quickly, he normally eased in, but today he bottomed out the second he was in you, giving you no time to adjust as he brought his hips back to slam back into you, hitting your g-spot in the process. Your hands flailed around the table, looking for something, anything to grab.

Hoseok saw this and grabbed your hands, putting them behind your back.

“No. You’re gonna lay here, and take this dick until it’s all you can think about.” He groaned, his hips never losing their pace. “You have no idea how much I need you. How much I crave you.” He groaned. “I really wish I didn’t have to fuck you in this damn dress so I could see all you.”

You couldn’t help but push yourself back to meet his thrusts, as your moans increased in pitch. His words edging you on.

“You better ask before you cum.” He growled, picking his pace up, causing you to scream out.

“Please! Fuck, ca-can I cum?” You whined as he grabbed your hair to pull your head back.

“Are you gonna doubt yourself again?” He growled.

“No!” You yelled the heat in your stomach about to explode.

“Are you gonna doubt how sexy you are?”

“No, fuck~” You let out, the pressure becoming too much to handle.

“Apologize while you cum.” He said.

What followed was a failed attempt to say the word “sorry” as you shook around him, your voice failing you as he kept his relentless pace, and you’re sure it sounded embarrassing, but you really couldn’t bring yourself to care.

Hoseok was quick to follow, his thrusts getting sloppy before he stilled while letting his cum flow into you.

He waited a while before pulling out, helping you off the table, and unzipping your dress.

“How about a part two in the shower?”

- asshole 4

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kpficrecs · 7 years ago

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1: Is there a boy/girl in your life? No

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them? Yes

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?” A cute lil kitty

4: What’s something you really want right now? Panda Express

5: Are you afraid of falling in love? Definitely

6: Do you like the beach? Most of the time

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else? Yes

8: What’s the background on your cell? Me & my other half

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on? wat

10: Do you like your phone? Yes

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned? No, they are better

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts? My aunt lol

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Eh

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Art Museum

16: Are you tired? Always

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact? Almost 2 years

18: Are they a relative? No

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? Nooopppeeee

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with? Over a year ago

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today? No

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Nope

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now? zero

24: Is there a certain quote you live by? I live by many verses

25: What’s on your mind? My baby boy tae

26: Do you have any tattoos? No

27: What is your favorite color? Black or red

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Who knows

29: Who are you texting? A close friend

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? No

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right? I think so

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Not about certain topics

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Idk probably not

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yes

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you? My cry baby self would probably cry later on in the day

36: Were you single on Valentines Day? Yup

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Nope

38: What do your friends call you? Priskilla

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week? Yes

40: Have you ever cried over a text? Only like all the time lmaoo

41: Where’s your last bruise located? My hand

42: What is it from? Idk they just appear

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad? Wednesday

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My mom

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes? My old skools

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? I wear a hoodie

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style? Never

wow I deleted 48, gr8

49: Does your bedroom have a door? Yes

50: Top 3 web-pages? Idkkkkkk

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping? Yes

52: Does anything on your body hurt? Everything, I have the flu

53: Are goodbyes hard for you? Definitely

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Water

55: How is your hair? In a bun

56: What do you usually do first in the morning? Check my phone

57: Do you think two people can last forever? Yes

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single? Uh, yes, I was 6

59: Green or purple grapes? Purple

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug? 🤷🏽‍♀️

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? No

62: When will be the next time you text someone? After this

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now? Home

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning? Sleeping

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked? No

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Taehyung

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yes

70: How many windows are open on your computer? Two

71: How many fingers do you have? 8, if you don’t count thumbs

72: What is your ringtone? Typical iPhone ringtone

73: How old will you be in 5 months? Still 16

74: Where is your Mum right now? At work

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love? Because I “didn’t let them do things” with me

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days? No

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago? Not all

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? No

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike? No

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? My moms

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months? Real feelings wise, none

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days? Nope

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight? n/a

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys out of your car window, you’re with? My best friend

85: If your BF was into drugs would you care? Hardcore drugs/addicted, yes

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie? Can’t remember

87: Who was your last received call from? Mom

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? No

89: What is something you wish you had more of? Money/happiness/confidence

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much? Yes

91: Do you sleep with your window open? No

92: Do you get along with girls? Not really

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? No

94: Does sex mean love? Not always

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Yes

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? No

97: Did you sleep alone this week? No

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you? Yes

99: Do you believe in love at first sight? To an extent

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