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[guy who is trying so hard to not express his suicidal ideation] another day haha. back at it!

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I think abt this tiktok all the time

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welcome to night vale is my favorite show because no matter how depressed i get it still makes things feel tangible. yeah sometimes i feel hopelessly exhausted but cecil would give a traffic report on this emotion and make it into a beautiful and true poem on the human experience

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do not separate them…..

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when the light does the thing that makes you feel like you were in here 20 000 years ago

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inside me there are two lungs. and one liver. one stomach. a few meters of intestine. there's a lot inside me actually

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explaining executive dysfunction to people is so embarrassing yeah I have the be useless for days at a time disease

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You're like if drywall was a person

Charismatic, fun, in everyone's home?

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MY LIFE IS TOO SHORT LOVE IS TOO LONG MUG CAME OUT OF THE KILN

IM IN LOVE IM SO HAPPY WITH IT I LOVE THE DESIGN I LOVE MAKING ART FUCK YEAH THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE MUG

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You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality

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Me on my puter doing puter things

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Not socialist in a “I won’t have to work” type of way but socialist in a “I’ll still be working but I won’t be worried I won’t make the rent” type of way. In a “billions won’t be hoarded by one person” type of way. In a “janitors, fast-food workers, child care workers, preschool teachers, hotel clerks, personal care and home health aides, and grocery store cashiers, will live comfortably” type of way. In a “the sick and elderly will be cared for” type of way. In a “no child should work” type of way.

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